"willow Im gonna break down that door and drag you out of there"..came through the door.."NO,NO PLEASE dont break the door down you cant come in and i cant come out" "just leave me alone, im fine"...then she hissed through her teeth as the pain hit her in waves...
He could practically taste the blood it lay so thick in the air...he was so worryed he had slipped into game face long ago...he had had enough..he was going to force his way in..
All the time she had been carving lines into her arm...*goddess...this is the release from the pain that i craved..I need to feel clean and pure...I cant hurt him..so i have to hurt myself...its the only way*...She heard a grunt as Angel slammed up up against the door with his shoulder...*damned fucking oak* was all he thought as he finally came crashing through the door...
Willow had sunk to her knees and was bleeding badly...he could see a couple of the cuts on her stomach bleedy through her jumper..and the scent of blood was over poweringWillow still held the blade in her left hand...she was just slumped there..eyes half closed...not really focusing on anything...
Angel could hear her heart beat slow rappidly and was in a panic..*my god..willow..are you okay*...out loud he let out a strangled cry and heaved her into his arms...mindful of her injurys he carried her out into the lounge and laid her on the sofa....she was loosing consousness fast and if that happened he would loose her for good...
"Willow, willow luv, love please..listen to me..open your eyes..please...dont leave me...Im gonna get you to a hospital..youve lost so much blood...I cant help you here."
Her eyelashes fluttered and she looked at him with almost lifeles green eyes..
"No"..she rattled out weakly.."I..I..Angel..I dont want to go to hospital"..dragging in a breath she continued..."please let me go..I cant live with it..the shame the hurt..the pain"...
Angel felt tears dampen his cheeks..he couldnt loose her..."no willow listen to me you need blood you lost alot..please I cant loose you...not now..not when I have just realised what I have...please...Wills..I..I love you..more than my own unlife..please..live for me..."
"Even if i wanted to i couldnt stay now..I can feel my self slipping away...Angel...I love you too...Always..even in death I will love you"..
Angel knew she was right..he couldnt save her by getting her to hospital..but he could save her in another way...He opened his wrist without even thinking and pressed it too her lips, "drink willow please..drink..."she was reluctant at first but then he felt her grip his wrist with her mouth..."then the throws of death took her..he felt pain go through his undead heart..*what would she say..what she think of him*...*I just couldnt loose you willow*..
He hurried around the mansion finally setting his eyes on her laptop....he went to it..frantically searching the files...eventually he came upon the spell he wanted..it was the soul restoration spell...he had everything he needed right here in the mansion....he prepared and then performed the ritual...and then he waited..*im sorry willow, i couldnt let you go*....
