"You know I love you, I always have and always will, but we cant carry this on, it will only hurt in the end, you have to leave"
"Little one please, I love you I cant leave you, come with me?"
"No, I cant, I wont, If you dont leave I`ll never be able to let you go, every day Im falling further, please, just.."
"I dont want you to let me go, please dont make me do this, dont make me leave the one thing that has kept me going all these months, please little one I need you, more than I need life"
"No, just go, okay, just leave"
He turned pleading eyes on her one last time and then slipped into the night, silent tears running down his cheeks. It had felt like her insides were being ripped out, her throat burned and her eyes were puffy from the crying she`d done, but she knew that it was the right decision. They`d agreed he would leave after the ascension.
That had been today, and she had wanted to die, he had stood and watched them for a few minutes and then faded into the smoke, never looking back, she`d wanted to run to him, hold him, tell him she was wrong, but her resolve held her in place. She`d come to the fish tank, a seedy little club on the opposite side of town, just to think, and to relax, no one knew her here, she could be herself, no worries about what the others thought. She had just needed to get out, after the ceremony she`d been to juiced to sleep and couldnt sit still long enough to do anything productive, so she`d come here.
She didnt turn, she knew he was there and she knew he would come to her. She felt him put his hand on her arm and try to turn her around on the stool..
"I thought you were leaveing?"
"I am, I just needed to see you, once more before I left"
"But..."
"No, please, just this one dance, so I can memorise everything about you, please"
"O..Okay, just the one dance"
She turned then, slipping off the bar stool and into his waiting arms, they walked to the dance floor, just holding each other. They began a slow sensual dance,
