Why can't I stop?
How deep is my pain?
How did I fail?
I gave so much

When I turned back,
I was reduced to ashes.
(absence of life)
the lingering presence
the essence of my dying love
the feeling you never had

Too bad it's me
Why this right now?
Can't fill the void
Can't seem to be right
Smothered in misery
Lying undead
Lost in twilight
wandering alone
wishing and hoping
just to be with you

Waves splash on the beach
thoughts enter my head
I lay in the sand
your beauty rushes through my head

wish you could see
wish you could feel
can't make you see
can't make you feel

lost regrets to forget
will never be forgotten