its always there, as if noone can tell you cant see it, theres nothing I can do the filth wont stay away, forever anyway I can push it away, for it only to return the change is inevitable, only noone sees inside the source, the code is unbroken fucked up and twisted, the end result is me mangled beyond repair, unreachable peace progress makes it worse, pushes me away farther down it heads, infects the inner layer if only it was known, seen through the glaze wretched outside and frustrated within so long it went on, wish it could go away followed by the wake, nothing reconciles it goes on, day to day I have no shelter, cant hide from this