I open the door and step through as a thousand times before. 
I am stopped by a sight that I had only seen in my dreams. 
The beauty washes over me as I no longer know what is real. 
I cannot feel my feet as I move closer. 
No resistence holds me back and I realize what this is. 
Noone will believe me, I think. 
This can't be real. 
Only dreams yeild experiences like this. 
Only in my mind could this be real. 
Only in my mind. 
I stop and think about what that means.
Everything has been in my mind and I realize that reality is what we make it. 
As she approaches me, 
more beautiful than before, 
I know that I can only hope to feel this way in the typical reality. 
I look into her eyes, but do not see a color. 
Every thought she's ever had is now mine. 
No color, but I feel what she feels. 
They aren't mine. 
The memories, they aren't mine. 
Is this love that she has given me? 
Can I feel what I have so longed to understand? 
Behind her a light so brilliant I would disappear if she were not in between. 
The light passes through her eyes and I am transformed. 
Transmutated and no thought is too distant. 
No person too remote. 
I see them all, but so few see me. 
So few understand what has happened. 
What is happening. 
The path before me seems endless but I know I can endure the journey. 
I know I can assist those along the way. 
Be patient. 
On the horizon, Saturn rises to announce it's presence. 
Such a sight should never be forgotton, but I am alone the experience. 
The light has subsided and another celestial being has surfaced. 
Eyes created by meteors, I ask where the path will take me. 
The being tells me that she is merely a messenger. 
A placeholder. 
Her life force comes from something much greater and far beyond. 
Our life force. 
Without saying a word she tells me a secret. 
Anything I can imagine, anything at all, is possible. 
With that she departs and Saturn returns for a second pass. 
As I look into its face, I am humbled as if a child again. 
Black and white. 
Embrace this moment. 
The pieces fit. 
I wake up and it is still ante meridiem. 
There is no use attempting to return to where I was as I know that I will never return as long as I try. 
I must do what I know I have to, but will the result be as I hope? 
It is no use to over-think it. 
I have to go.