Okay, I’m slightly pissed off at FF.Net right now. They’re banning lists, and MST’s. Now why the hell are they doing that you ask? Because they’re idiots! Grr…It better be an April Fools joke. I’m asking everyone who likes lists, MST’s, or just plain old freedom of speech, to go sign author SSJTOM’s PETITION. http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=695603 Of course, that’s after you review my fic. =)
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A/N: Matt is 17. Tai is 18. TK is 8. ::Indicates Matt’s thoughts.::
Disclaimer: Dum dee dum dum dum…
*WARNING* This fic has non-consensual sex, violence, AND is Yaoi. Don’t like? Don’t read.
Brace yourself…
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Matt sat at the Kitchen table feeling the happiest he had felt in a long time. School had finally ended, and he graduated, thanks to Tai. The Nurse and the Principal had quit their investigation, after interrogating Tai. And the day he had been waiting for was finally here. His eighteenth birthday. He watched Tai walk towards him carrying a cake with eighteen little candles burning on top. He hadn’t celebrated a birthday in a long time. He had forgotten how great the feeling was.
“Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Maaaatt. Happy Birthday to you.” Tai and TK sang together, as Tai placed the cake in front of Matt.
“Now don’t forget to make a wish!” Tai said, beaming.
Matt thought a moment. ::I wish Tai would tell me he loves me.:: He smiled, and successfully blew out every candle.
“Yay! Now your wish will come true! What did you wish for, Matt?”
“If I told you, it wouldn’t come true!”
“Aww…I really want to know!”
“I know what he wished for!” TK announced.
Matt started to worry. ::He’s not going to say anything is he?::
“And what’s that T-man?” Tai asked.
“A trip to Disney World!”
Matt let out a sigh of relief. “TK, that’s your wish, not mine.”
“I thought that was everyone’s wish!”
“Yeah, that’s my wish too T.” Tai said, nudging TK’s side. “Now let’s eat some cake! I baked it myself!”
Matt looked at the cake uncertainly, “Then the only edible thing is the candles?”
“Ouch! That was cold man. It came out really good! Really. Just try it.” Tai handed Matt the freshly cut slice of cake.
Matt was surprised to find that the cake, was indeed edible. “Wow. This is really good. I can’t believe you baked this.”
“But Tai, you told me your Mom bak…mmph.” Tai quickly covered TK’s mouth with his hand.
“What was that?” Matt asked.
“Nothing. Just eat your cake.”
BAM! BAM! BAM!
All three boys looked up at each other.
“Do you want me to get the door?” Tai asked.
“No, I’ll get it.” Matt rose from his seat, and slowly walked to the door. A bad feeling formed, in the pit of his stomach. He knew he wasn’t going to like what was beyond the door. He slowly opened the door.
The bald man walked into the house, liked he owned it, and proceeded to sit down at the Kitchen table. “Well, looks like we’re celebratin sumthin!”
Tai glared at the older man. “You aren’t invited.”
“Like hell I ain’t!” The man exclaimed, looking over at Matt.
Matt had a feeling of dread wash over him. He didn’t want this man anywhere near Tai and TK. “Tai, can I talk to you for a minute?”
Tai walked to Matt, still glaring at the man.
The man started whistling, and helped himself to the cake.
“C’mon Matt, tell him to fuck off.”
“I can’t.” Matt whispered. “What if he gets mad and tries to hurt TK? I want both of you to leave, then I’ll tell him.”
“What! Are you crazy or something!? What if he gets mad and tries to hurt you??” Tai whispered very loudly.
“That probably won’t happen. And it’s better he hurts me, and not you two.” ::Why did that guy have to come today?::
“No. I’m not leaving you.”
“Do it Tai!” Matt shouted. ::God Tai, just do it…please.::
Tai looked surprised by Matt’s sudden outburst, and lowered his head in defeat. “Fine, if that’s what you want. C’mon TK, we’re going for a walk.”
TK ran over to his older brother, and hugged him tightly. “No! He’s gonna hurt Matt!”
Matt got down on his knees, and hugged his brother back. “I’ll be okay TK, really. Don’t worry.”
Tai took TK’s hand. “C’mon.”
Matt watched as they left the house, leaving him alone with the man. He walked over to the man, trying to formulate in his head what he should say.
“Strip boy.”
“No.” Matt said nervously.
“What?” The man snapped.
“I don’t want or need your money anymore.” ::Now go away.::
“This is because of that boy, isn’t it!” The man roared, angrily rising from his seat.
::What?::
“How dare that little punk hone in on my territory!!!”
::His territory?::
“You’re mine! Do you here me! Mine! I’ll make sure you know it good and well this time!” The man quickly approached Matt.
Matt tried to punch the man, but he caught Matt’s fist and twisted his arm behind his back.
He then slammed Matt face down onto the table. “You’re mine boy. Say you’ll never fuck that other boy again!”
“Get the fuck off me, Asshole!”
The man twisted Matt’s arm a little bit more, causing Matt to gasp in pain. “Say it boy.”
“Christ! I’ll never fuck Tai again. Now get the fuck off me!”
The man started to grind his crotch against Matt’s ass. “Say you like it when I fuck you. Tell me you want me to fuck you.”
::I’m not going to say any of that shit!:: “FUCK YOU!” Matt was quickly grabbed by his hair and slammed back down on the table.
“Say it!”
::No.:: “Fuck you.”
The man threw Matt down to the floor, and began kicking him. “Say it!”
::Please stop.:: “Fuck you.” Matt said weakly, the pain was becoming too much to ignore.
The bald man got on top of Matt and backhanded him a few times. “Say it.”
“Fuck…you.” Matt whispered. ::Please don’t hurt me anymore.::
The man grabbed Matt by the throat, and repeatedly banged his skull against the floor. “SAY IT!”
::God, please stop.:: Matt started to cry, he hurt so bad. He just wanted it to stop. “I…”
“Say it!”
“I…want you…to fuck me.”
“And why do you want me to fuck you boy?”
“Because…I like it…when you fuck me.”
“It feel good when I fuck you, boy?” He began to grind his crotch against Matt again.
“Yes.”
The man pulled Matt up to his feet, and bent him over the table again. He began to unbutton Matt’s jeans.
Matt wanted to run, but he could barely move. ::Why did I tell Tai to go? God, come back Tai. Please.::
The man buried his entire length into Matt, in one swift stroke.
Matt bit down on his lip hard, trying to contain his scream. His mouth became flooded with the taste of his own blood. ::Help me.::
The large man roughly moved in and out of Matt.
“Tai…help me…”
“Don’t say that name!” He grabbed and slammed Matt’s head against the table again.
Matt’s body convulsed with sobs, as he waited for the man to finish. ::I want to die.::
After a long time, the man finally finished, and pulled out of Matt. He turned Matt around to face him. “Tell me you love me.”
“I…love Tai.”
He slapped Matt across the face, and said it again. “Tell me you love me.”
“I…love you.”
The man smiled, and kissed Matt on his bloody lips. Then left Matt, alone, in the Kitchen.
Matt buttoned his jeans. ::I want to die.:: He heard the front door slam shut. ::He’s gone.:: Matt slowly made his way towards the bathroom. ::I want a shower.:: He turned the shower on, making it as hot as he could. He gently peeled his clothes off his body, and got under the scalding hot water. ::I want to die.:: He took his washcloth and scrubbed as hard as he could at his flesh, trying to wash away the man’s touch. ::The feeling won’t go away! Why do I still feel him? I want to die!:: He quickly turned off the shower and put his jeans back on. ::I want to die.::
He made his way to his Father’s bedroom, and dug under the bed, looking for the shoebox his Father kept under there. ::Where is it?:: Finally, Matt found what he was looking for. He opened the lid of the shoebox, and looked down at the gun that was inside. ::I want to die.:: He raised the gun to his temple, and pulled the trigger.
He heard Tai’s voice. “Matt no!”
click.
Matt lowered the gun in disbelief. ::It didn’t fire! Why didn’t it fire?:: He pulled the trigger a few more times. Click. Click. ::It’s not fucking loaded! I can’t even fucking kill myself!:: He turned back to the box to look for bullets.
“Matt stop!” Tai got down on the floor next to Matt, and yanked the gun away from him. “What are you doing!?”
Matt grabbed for the gun. “Give it back Tai. Please.” ::I want to die.::
“No!” Tai threw the gun across the room. Matt made a move to go after it, but Tai wrapped his arms around Matt, forcing him to stay where he was. “No, Matt, I don’t want you to kill yourself.”
Matt started crying again. “Please, let me go!” ::I want to die.::
“No, Matt, please don’t do this.”
“Why do you care?! Why shouldn’t I kill myself Tai? Why do you fucking care? WHY?” Matt was becoming hysterical.
“Because I love you!”
Matt’s jaw dropped. “What?”
Tai looked down at the ground. “Because I’m in love with you. That’s why I don’t want you to die.”
::He loves me?:: Matt was stunned. ::No, he can’t.:: “You’re lying to me! You don’t love me! You’re lying!”
Tai looked back up into Matt’s eyes. “I’m not lying! Believe me. I love you, Yama. I loved you since the first day I saw you. I was just always afraid to tell you.”
“Prove it…” Matt whispered.
Tai slowly brought his face to Matt’s, gently kissing him, so as not to hurt Matt’s injured lip. They stayed that way for awhile, until Matt started to cry again. “I love you Yama.” Tai said and kissed away the droplets flowing from Matt’s eyes.
“I love you too, Tai.”
TBC…
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Hooray! Chapter 11 complete! Taito has begun! I hope that turned out okay. I know some parts turned out good. But I’m not sure about some other parts. Oh well! Doesn’t matter.
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