(A Suicide Note)
To my dear friends and family,
I am truly sorry I wasn't able to live up to your expectations. My mother, Chichi, I'm sorry I didn't study as much as you wanted me to. My trainer and best friend Piccolo, I'm sorry I never became the fighter you wanted me to be. You tried so hard to train me, you deserved a better pupil. Krillin, my martial arts partner, for all those times I put you in harm's way because I couldn't defend myself, for all those times I just stood back and watched you get hurt, I'm sorry. Grandpa, I'll miss you. Goten, my only brother, I'll miss you too, take care of mother for me. Trunks, you are young, train hard and study harder, don't be reckless and put you friends or family in harms way as I did. Dende, protect and watch over the Earth, my home. Vegeta, always trust your feelings, and take care of Bulma, one of my dad's best friends. My darling Videl, you are my life and my reason for existence. I'm sorry I wasn't a better husband, and I'm sorry my life came to this, I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. Don't be sad, I would rather suffer than see you cry, never forget me. Pan, my daughter, my angel, my pride and joy, I love you with all of my heart, keep me in your thoughts and never forget I love you more than life it's self. Take care of your mother for me, don't let her cry. And last, my father. It's my fault you died, both times. I could have killed Cell at any time, but instead I chose to toy with him, causing him to use his last chance, and your last resort. Even your sacrafice was not enough. It was my fault Piccolo died when I was young. It was my fault Choutsou died. Tien, Vegeta, they didn't need to die the first time. Krillin wouldn't have died on Namek if I had been strong enough to defeat Frieza. I could have saved them all. My fear and my pride caused the deaths of my friends. Father, I miss you so much, your memory is with me everywhere I go, but I just can't take it anymore. I miss your guidance, I miss you loving and forgiving nature. So father, Goku, Kakarotto, my dad, on this day, I will finally be with you again. I know you want me to live my life, but father, you are the one who helped give me life. We will always be together, now death, will no longer keep us apart.
Good-bye everyone. I love you all, take care, and don't be sad.
Love, Gohan