it's May 9th, and I have had 32 visitors to my website - yay!!!!! Last night I went to Armed and Dangerous, the Wednesday Night discipleship time. We got in groups after praise and prayed for what we want God to do in our ministry, and I prayed for everyone who had been called to a ministry (especially those called to be a youth pastor)... I let a few tears fall AGAIN, and made a joke on how if I did become a youth pastor I'd flood the stage.
I read into 2 Corinithians yesterday for my quiet time, and 2 verses stick out in my mind, 1:9, and 4:18. 1:9 talks about how God can still use you, because he can still rescue you just as he raised the dead. Verse 18 says no matter what always keep your eyes on the prize. "the troubles will soon be over, but the joys to come will last forever".
Not a lot more for today, like I tell all my friends (and siblings in Christ) ...
God Bless, and smile so they know
Steph
Been ultra-busy with studying for my high school finals, tomorrow is my last day. I have also been getting ready for out of state visitors (namely my grandparents)... and my graduation party. I have just realized that I am not at all ready to be college, nor am I in a position to pay for it. URGH!!!! If they want more people to have a higher education, then why don't they make it easier?? Ok enough venting from me.
Talked to my ex today -- we're finally kind of getting along, and I'm really glad we waded through the aftermath of relationship to still be friends. It took a lot of effort on both our parts, but now things are kind of resembling the friendship we had before the whole relationship catastrophe, not saying that it was a mistake to become his girlfriend, it was the first christian relationship I've had in a LONG time, and it was good for me -- after the millions of bad boyfriends--- but it did wreak havoc on both of us emotionally and kind of spiritually.
Venting again aren't I??? well better log off before this becomes a vent session where I talk about "poor little me", when what I really should be doing is praising God for giving me a heartbeat for another day.
God Bless & smile so they know!!!!
Steph?