your face drifts through all my dreams
and all my thoughts flow out
showing me these secret things
destroyed by my self-doubt

and you pervert my sanity
as you fall through my space
bringing back dark memories
another time and place

stuck in here forever with your name inside my head
i've suffered long for your caress but you just leave me dead
so many countless times i sat inside myself and bled
reflecting on the many things i never should have said
claw apart my tender flesh, an endless pool of sin
help me kill myself today, escape from what's within
i let you get inside of me, now you wait under my skin
replaced the smile i used to wear with suicidal grin

slipped away from everything
slithered through my grip
lost myself inside of you
lost inside your trip

disengaged the mental state
gave so much for you
another strip of paper squares
helps me make it through

stuck in here forever with your name inside my head
i've suffered long for your caress but you just leave me dead
so many countless times i sat inside myself and bled
reflecting on the many things i never should have said
claw apart my tender flesh, an endless pool of sin
help me kill myself today, escape from what's within
i let you get inside of me, now you wait under my skin
replaced the smile i used to wear with suicidal grin

so far gone from painful life
and with you i can feel
the world becoming nothing
but nothing here is real

place your love onto my tongue
the paper brushes skin
from my hand into my mouth
and let myself fall in

stuck in here forever with your name inside my head
i've suffered long for your caress but you just leave me dead
so many countless times i sat inside myself and bled
reflecting on the many things i never should have said
claw apart my tender flesh, an endless pool of sin
help me kill myself today, escape from what's within
i let you get inside of me, now you wait under my skin
replaced the smile i used to wear with suicidal grin

killed away the parts of me i never knew i had
takes away my torment so how could i think it's bad
see with so much clarity, i'm slowly going mad
and when you leave me in the morning, never felt so sad
opens up the parts of me i never wanted free
purges me of bitter thoughts, a whole new way to see
all the world is mine with you and you are meant for me
help me make myself feel better, show me what could be