whoiam

      Not too big of a question....I've been getting tired of the way that my old web page was layed out. The oh so cheezy, "Hi, my name is Heather..." I know it's difficult to sum yourself up, but hey at least I should give it some sense of an effort. I mean, anything is better than a resume in paragraph form.

       I remember this cheezy essay I wrote about who I am basically to get into college, to prove to them that I was unique and creative and worthy of their education. It was pretty much the normal "Heatheresque stuff". Let's see I think I still have the begining....

       "... It is then, clad in your nightclothes that you stare out the window into the star clad night, each star blurring into the one before. So bright in their quest to outshine each other that they have become one. It is then that you wonder if there can be such a thing as one tree, as one star, as one person. It is then that you question your own identity."

       So, of coarse, how did I end it.... "I am tired of being asked to describe an enigma whom I know exists, who I know everything about, but cannot describe. I am that enigma. I am that star who will never try to outshine others, but merely shine for all. I am Heather."

       Oh so cheezy...but hey, that's Heather too. It seems that I've gotten no further today in describing myself than I did back then. C'est la vie. If who I am, depended on where I was...I could list you the places I have been. If it depended on what I have done, I could post a resume right here.

      Fortunatly, who I am is deeply intimate and personal, and perhaps not postable on the internet. Instead of pretending that I can be summed up in 250 words, perhaps I will leave myself as that egotistical, yet lovable shining star.