| Fear of History |
| I hear the pounding against my fortress The sound echoes surrounding me I know that you're the causer of this You want to break the walls to set me free Giving you a chance seems too risky, And I don't want history to repeat itself Yet trusting you feels so easy So the future's too vague to tell Wounds are still in the process of healing Letting no one in is my only choice, But your eyes make my rules yielding, And I can't resist the sweetness of your voice You want me to place my trust in your hands, But I don't even trust myself How will I know that you will understand? The future's too vague to tell You said that you'll catch me if I fall, But I still fear hitting the ground So I put up a wall And pretend to not hear you when you pound Should I let you in, Or let someone else? You don't know how scared I've been, And the future's too vague too tell With confusion joining along I wonder if it's worth all of this I don't want to make a choice that's wrong, Or realize that an oppurtunity had been missed Will I get hurt again, Or will all be well? I don't know if I should let you in The future's to vague to tell |