Slowly the pain is killing me,
How I am lost within the,
My mind is to be,
Never to understand how he created me.
<~Out of Love~>
I'm like a song that keeps repeating in your head,
Out of love it won't go away...
It describes me being loved by you,
It will keep playing for life times to come.
Hoping it will help you find me!
::You'r killing Me::
Love is hurting me, how your love is showed this way, you couldn't let it be. How you handled it, was not ok.
As I felt the pain when you stabbed me. In the way you had to show your love today,
Please remove the knife that lays uppon my heart. The heart you wanted to love you, but had no way.
no time left to be
standing alone
waiting for the
hopping the, for your
love comes back 2me.
Hurting Hurting
All alone
Deserate for better have
This little boy feels all alone
All he wants is love in his home.
U
You don't have to be what he wants you to be but who you want to be, because you are always more comfortable in what you are not what he wants you to be.
BE
If you are comfortable in being yourself, there's no telling how far you can go, and what you can accomplish!
I stare at the bloody nails on the cross
I think of the pain and God we lost
I know I should feel sorrow
But don't expect me to cy
for all the reasons you had to die
Don't even ask it from me
cause I can't give it to you for free
You are forever gone and in our hearts
I'll speak thet truth, but I'll never cry
You tought us all how to be
But we can't follow you on a bended knee
To know that Jesus doesn't want me to die
But doesn't expect me to cry
There you were and there you died
Once you lived and once you cried
But as I've said you had to die
I feel for you, but I'll never cry
God almighty I have seen, but during hardships
Where has he been
Jesus wants us to worship, live and die
So, for tese reasons for him I'll never cry
As it is said, All things must come to an end
There will come a day that I will die
That will be the day I cry.
The Book I am!
I'm like a book that never opens
It's story never told
It's full of wishfull thinking
It's cover hard and cold
It's words sad but true
It tells about the life I live
The life I live with you
This book I write is secret
It's kept under a key
No ones aloud to read it
Only my heart and me
This book is full of dorrow
It's full of love and hate
It tells of how I've come to be
And how I'm to late
This book is really fat
It's as thick as tar
I've written all so much
But I haven't lived that far
To write what has to be written
Would take a hundred years
To feel what he to he felt
Would take to many tears
Instead I write a book
To intinguish all the flames
This fire ithat danses in my mind
But this book has no name.
I think I need a break from all this fuss in this house.
I feel lost, and like theres no where to run, no where to go.
If only I could make people see, what I am trying to tell them, things that are unexaplainable, and undefinable. It's a crazy world out there, and I don't understand it, I don't know what to do anymore, I'm so darn confused. I can not aleive this is getting out of hand, it is too grand. There's no way to tell it.
U&I
I think of you,
You think of me,
I need you more than u can see,
You preace the lord as it is baleived,
I should let you go
You will be fine,
I will not
You will servive
I will not
You are so loved, Only by me
I want and love you so much,
I can't have u.
???
The life I live is undependabily unfaithful
It's so complicated, not to want more, but less
oh but that would be so great,
butI'm trying to hard,
I'm not surviving this terrible grunt
I'm loosing my head, going crazy.
I think I need to be there for me
so that I can be there for you,
That I forgot about everything else
Then I couldn't be anything but I know that all those tears,
helped me out, to be more of whom I can be.
