winter

*This is a poem (well...sort of a song really) I wrote after my b/f and I got in a fight...we're ok now! God has taught me a lot about love through relationships, and I just thought I'd share it in case any of you are going through the same thing...

From the moment I awoke
Thoughts of you rushed in my brain.
Your gentle toutch, your smiling face,
Followed quick by last night's pain.

I turn my face, close my eyes,
Try to block the hurt inside.
You just don't know, it's killin me.
You and I were ment to be.

I slowly drift of back to sleep,
But even then you flood my dreams.
Laughin, playin, jokin round
Can't shake the thought of what this means.

God gave us love
Stronger than anything.
The Father above
Will see us through.
We're placed in His hands
Far out of harm's way.
Then why am I still cryin?
Why am I still sighin?
At the dawn of this bright winter's day?
Lord, please take this anger away.

My hands are trembling
As I write down these words.
My heart is pounding...
Was that you I just heard?

I shake my head, clasp my hands,
I'm prayin to the Holy Lamb...
"Father God, is it true
When he whispers 'I love you'."

Your words keep echoin in my mind
As I long for you to hold.
Don't let this love just slip on by.
To me it's worth a thousand fold.

God gave us love
Stronger than anything.
Our Daddy above
Will see us through.
We're placed in His hands
Far out of harm's way.
Then why am I still cryin?
Why am I still sighin?
On this cold and lonely bright winter's day?
Lord, please take this anger away.

I don't know
Why you can't feel my love.
And I don't know
Why you can't see it in my eyes.
So I just pray
That we'll meet in the middle and compromise.
Baby, I don't know what more there is to say
At the dawn of this bright winter's day.