help

God, I don't understand
I'm scared to death
You want me to love
But it hurts so much.

So many changes...
I'm overwhelmed.
Graduation.
A break up.
Moving from home.
The death of a friend.

I don't ever wanna date again!
Why can't we just be friends?
Why does it haft be so rough?
Lord God-help.

Why'd he have to die?
Why now, Lord, he was so young?
How come he's gone?
Lord God-help.

I need You Lord.
I don't deserve Your love...
But God I need it!
Now Lord, please!

I want to shine.
I want others to see my light.
They see other's lights
But why do they not see mine?
Is my light that dim?

I want to be selfless.
To give my life to others.
To love them.
But they see me as selfish,
Only caring about me.

Lord, my heart is heavy.
I need You-You'll never change.
The only One who'll stay the same.
The steady rock.
God I want Your joy again.
Lord God-help.