I'm supposed to be going home in about six days or so...I don't know quite what I think about it. Once I get home I'll have to start packing up everything to move...and I just don't want to get back to all that. And I'll have to be around my parents. That was one of the whole reasons I'm up here in Colorado. But I think this time away is doing some real good. I've been talking on the phone with my mom a lot...I never knew I could talk to her that much. But we'll see if this separation did do any good once I get home. I hope I'll see a positive response...cause I just can't live under those conditions anymore. It's unbearable.
Finally it's Friday...and boy am I glad. It seemed like a majorly long week. Part of the time I had free time to do whatever I wanted...but what else can I do here but surf the web? And that can get pretty boring and brain brusing. But I'm kinda upset that it is Friday. It means that I only have two more days of work here before I leave. And I really like it here. I get treated like a person...and I feel loved by all these people even though I barely know them. But at the same time it's like I do know them. It doesn't make much sense. It feels like they're a second family...and it's so comfortable here. My aunt had talked to my dad about maybe letting me go to school up here. I've thought about it a lot...and I don't think I would mind going to school here. It would be fun. I might try talking to my parents some...I don't know if I'll be able to do it...but it's worth trying. It bothers me that I am having to change schools and move and all that...but it doesn't really bother me all that much when I think about moving up here...I don't really know why...
