what it's like to love
solitiude's been my friend for way too long
the show has been over
for quite a while now
the music is fading away
now outside it's shining
but inside it's pouring down
I need to wash it all aside
I know I live no fairy tale life
I don't expect a classic happy ever after
and i, I'm trying to hold on to what I've got
though my mentality's changing, direction is fading
and the statues have now fallen from my sides
I've mis-shapened my reality
amidst my imagination
my indecisive nature, won't let me choose
stepping left, stepping right
heading straight to that split end
this time there's no thinking twice
no more wasting my time
I used to be numb to the cause
but I'm forcing some feeling in
I'm searching for my silver moon
One day I hope that I can spread my wings
and fly to a place where nothing matters
a place where I can finally be free
I'm gonna find my inner peace again
whether it's this way or that way, distorted or broken
I'll do and take whatever I can
This is what is and I need to recognize it
There's no day but today
This is what is and I need to recognize it
There's no day but today...
