Freedom from blue

My shoulders bend       
                  beneath your weight,
       the skin no longer tinged,
            the livid purple fading to blue.
Fingertips brush,     
               the silk of a flower petal,
   tracing the curve of my spine,
                     pause to circle the mole
               placed left of center
        just above the swell of skin.
  I flinch
      before I remember.
Hands pull away, sliding
            along me until they disappear,
            their only testament
                     the footprints of warmth.
I turn over,
          resting on my side,
          my cheek nestled in the crook of my arm
          my hip brushes his knee
          his leg folded beneath him.
  Slowly
   Slowly
He reaches out,
                       fingers curved in, relaxed,
      afraid that I�ll bolt
              like a beaten dog,
                      ears flat and
                              tail tucked
               but waiting,
               looking up
               willing to hold still
because green eyes are not blue.
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