you know it's going to get harder as you get older. everyone ages. no, wait. only you age. never meant to do it wrong.
tasting acid. taste electricity. the second it shut the door, immediate depression. wondering who else listened to the desert rose. probably nobody. just imagine if somebody did. my desert rose, born out of the view of man. always with me is the vision of thee.
clap until it hurts.
walking home alone like the night it was snowing and we went behind the building and you were so scared. all I could do is laugh at you. now walk alone and feet squish on muddy ground. reminds me of the time I walked alone...
listened to that old tape. is there life on mars?
watched the man heal him. it all came to life in my eyes. the ground was muddy. it was a long walk, but I never minded back then.
hall, keeps walking.
what was I talking about.
don't doubt the fact there's life within you.
walking now. under trees. black trees.
no lights. just sounds inside the houses.
decorating cookies laughing smiling kissing. want to be there can't admit it but really want to be there.
walking now. the ship crashes into the cold earth. the screams all around faded to echoes instantly almost.
lights and walking. cold air and walking. close my eyes to cry but too cold. abandoned pool
forward he hears it's my birthday on valentines aren't you going to get me a present. the night air made me sick and when I cried and cried all were too embarassed to say anything. are you ok. birthday is on valentines. it's your turn to go downstairs.
that better not be carl. that crazy guy. saw people jumping up and down. FORWARD
FORWARD FORWARD FORWARD
as if I couldn't stand losing.
release me.
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