how could I have been so stupid. this is embarrassing.

sometimes he still wonders to this day.

I'm still alive.

nobody deserves to be treated that way.

how we used to sing just to keep sane.

do you miss them, ever?

miss what?

those days.

looks out window, frowns, furrows forehead.

i do.

don't want to bring it up. don't want to seem like a 14-year-old. don't want to act like a crazy person.

if only I could find a way to feel your sweetness through each day. if only I could find a way

to feel your sweetness

through each day that's cute

(smiles)

[continue]