Hi! my name is Lindsay, and i am fairly new to this whole fanfic writing process. This is the first songfic (I didn't know if you were taking these, but i decided to take a shot) I have ever written, and since ff.net is down, i havent gotten much feedback for it. I was hoping to put this up at a couple of places to help my writting grow for the better. thanks, lindsay (lmax592@yahoo.com) Title- My Light is Found Name- Lindsay E-mail- lmax592@yahoo.com Spoilers- None that i can think of. but just to be safe, the entire 1st season. Rating- PG or PG-13 Disclaimer- I dont own anything! I'm just a high school student! I just borrowed Tristan for the day! I promise to bring him back! Summary- Tristan makes a few decisions concerning his lovelife. (OK, I know, bad summary. I am not good at those!) A/N- The song is Drive by Incubus. (FYI- This is one of CMM (The actor that plays Tristan) favorite bands! we have something in common! I am so happy!) anyways.....one with the show. A/N#2- I find that the story makes more sense it you listen to the song while you read it. just a suggestion. i like it better that way. :) My Light is Found The bell rings to let me out of Chilton Prison for the day. I slip on my shades and head to the car. I turn on the radio and search or a station playing music. I don't care what's playing. I just need some loud music to forget about my day. To forget about Rory. And what she's doing to me. I want to tell her my true feelings.. Sometimes I feel the fear of Uncertainty stinging clear ...I really do. It's just so hard. What if she doesn't share my feelings? And I can't help but Ask myself how much I'll let the fear Take the wheel and steer She has this effect on me. My worst comes out when she's around me. But. I love her. And I don't know if I can suck it up and tell her. It's driven me before, It seems to have a vague Haunting mass appeal But then again, I can try. Lately I beginning To find that I should be the one Behind the wheel Where's the exit to Star's Hollow? Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there No turning back now. I memorized her address ages ago. I am going to tell her how beautiful she is, inside and out. I am going to tell her I have never felt this way about anyone before. With open arms and Open eyes yeah I hope she returns my love. If she doesn't right away, I can wait. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there I'm a patient guy when I want something bad enough. And I want Rory bad. So if I decide to waver My chance to be One of the hive She is so unlike any other girl I have ever met. Other girls are so shallow. Rory is different. She is so intelligent. So smart in everything. Breathtakingly beautiful. She doesn't need loads of makeup to hide under. Will I choose Water over wine Rory is the girl for me. And hold my own and Drive, oh, oh, oh I just have to make her see it too. It's driven me before, It seems to be the way That everyone gets around I will go to Luke's first. If she's not there, Luke will know where she can be found. Lately I'm beginning To find that She left a couple of minutes ago. I turned my car onto her road. When I drive myself There she is. Floating down the sidewalk. Like an angel. My light is found. Showtime. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there I hope she loves me now. But my life will go on. With open arms and Open eyes yeah I will wait for her. No matter how long it takes. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there, I'll be there She can't deny my love for her forever. ~The End~ ===== Like, totally, for sure, I just got a manicure! The sun, I swear, is bleaching out my gorgous hair! 24, 34, I dont even know the score! Go, go! Fight, fight! Gee! I hope I look alright! Put the ball in the pail, OMG! I broke a nail!