So much pressure that somthing has to give
driving me cazy that I slit my wrist
drugs avaible but to scared to take a hit.
I tried to be positive, but my sanity became lost
all hope of living dropped
I started cutting and I couldnt stop.
Suicidal cuz I have the abilty
thinking im dead
lost all touch with reality
My eyes are open but my mind remains shut
always thinking about death
thats why I must cutt.
Sadnes turned into pain
pain turned into anger
anger turned into the thing that drives us all insane.
Living in hopes of being able to relive those few times that I could smile
for those who times I felt loved
but it only lasted a short while.
Never forgeting that you once had somone that made you forget about the demons
feeling a constant jealousy
cuz your someone is getting pregant off of a another guys seemon.
The truth realy hurts
that memory being the only thing keeping you alive
but in the end suicide was the only thing you could find.
Aron Joe Gilb
Copyright �2004 Aron Joe Gilb