Spring, Summer ,Winter and Fall;

They were only names with no meanings at all;

I didn't find in them any difference ;

I was lonely and time passing ,brought me more bitterness.

These last years were hard for me

I used to feel time passing and I was lonely.

I looked in my mirror and felt more pain.

Age showed on my face and brought me more strain .

I was running out of time ,no difference between days and nights;

I walked by myself not finding someone to whom I can complain;

At nights when no work to do, I was drowning in my tears;

Forgetting about time running and years .

I asked myself when can my heart mend ?

When can all this come to an end ?

Is there anything in me still alive?

Is there anymore strength in me to survive ?

I even forgot about God's miracles;

About the treasures he hides ;

I forgot to read his words ;

That would for sure made me feel alive .

I forgot about the treasures I had in me;

I forgot about the good qualities I had too ;

I forgot I had strength ,health, and many blessings ;

I forgot hope, I forgot there was an unknown living on earth who is YOU .

You suddenly appeared like magic;

I know now what's the warmth of Summer and the beauty of Spring;

You changed my life ,I became strong;

I know now that feeling hopeless one day was wrong .

It was not long ago when I felt I'll never meet someone like you;

Wrong was I, thinking you didn't exist;

Wrong was I ,not believe in my dreams ;

Here you are one a million someone I can't resist .

I need to thank my Lord above;

Who brought you in my life so suddenly;

I want him to forgive me for not believing in his miracles;

I want to thank him for his love for me .

And finally give you a warm hug;

For the happiness and warmth you gave me;

I won't use the word "forever";

Because one day with you is enough for me .

Love me more ,hold me tight don't let me go all night;

Just don't change keep on loving me the way you do;

and I'll never go I will always love you ;

You are my reality ,my destiny ,my dreams that became true.

Gihan ~~23/9/1999.