ENOUGH NO MORE

You promised never to hurt me ;

You promised to protect me too;

You used terms forever and always ;

I felt secure and safe with you .

I feel now out of breath;

As if I ran miles and miles .

I feel confused and out of words ;

My pen is shaking ,no words I find .

Tears are falling like a non-stop rain;

A destructive tornado inside of me .

Feelings of violent anger and rage ;

Feeling imprisoned, like a bird in a cage .

Too hard for me to believe what happened ;

I try to forget it for a second .

But nothing can ease my aching heart ;

I feel pain and torn million parts .

It’s over, go away, don’t try ;

The pain you caused me you can't deny .

I don't want to hear from you anymore ;

I’ll survive without you and I’ll shut this door .

It’s true that yesterday is beyond my control;

I can't erase a word I said to you .

Nor undo an act I did with you ;

The only thing I can do is to tell you, enough ~ no more

You simply didn't love me ;

You wanted a fantasy , something new .

I came to you when you were feeling down and blue ;

Living without passion nor emotions too.

I simply moved your inside and your soul;

You felt my warmth in this cold life of yours  ;

With no one caring about you .

I gave you my love ,only God knows it was true .

It won't be fair to deny that I loved you;

but you hurt my dignity and pride .

which are important to me ~ as much as you;

I can't lose them , I won't be the same ,if I do.

I can't accept what happened ;

Even if it's not directly from you .

But you couldn't protect me at this time ;

and you protected other people feelings, not mine

I'll quit, I know It'll be hard for you;

But I simply can't stay ,I needed your love to show .

You'll feel more free and relaxed without me ;

I want you to know ,I still love you this is why, I'll let you go

Look at the sky ,see the same moon shinning above you and I;

Feel my warm hands caressing you ;

Look at the moon when you miss me ;

I'll look at it every night when I feel badly missing you.

I'm looking at the sky now ,but I see a dark one ;

Where is the moon ?I don't think it'll shine tonight .

I see only a stormy sky,and rain coming ;

Maybe this rain can wash and ease some of my pain ;

And tomorrow the sky will bring more light;

A new day will surely come ;

I might see things maybe differently and more bright .

MAYBE!!!!!

~~~Gihan~~~ 11/11/1999

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