LONELY

On my own again , so lonely I feel ;

My soul spreads in empty space hugging you ;

I feel melancholy surrounding  me ;

Knowing that for a while, you won’t be near .

It’s even a heavy summer day ;

I wish a breeze of air came my way ;

Silence surrounds me , emotions has no voice ;

And even my disturbed feelings make no noise .

I feel lost when we are separated ;

My pen  is the only thing I have ;

It’s trembling in my hands on this white sheet  ;

Trying to get out all words needing to go out ~with every heartbeat .

But feelings are stronger and faster then what words can say ;

Sometimes silence for me ~ is a better way ;

Silence makes me feel peace and serenity ;

And I’m drifted with  my memories with you , to a beautiful harmony .

My eyes look at the vast sky ;

My emotions are lifted so high ;

It reaches you with no boundaries nor ties ;

Its more then love what we feel you and I .

I look outside and the streets are busy ;

People running, laughing , some sad eyes some look cheerful ;

Isn't  this life anyway ! which will never stop turning ;

And we are imprisoned in this globe which is sometimes cold and sometimes burning .

Who am I? Where am I in all this?

A body, soul some flesh with a heart~ beating ?

I feel lost maybe because you are away?

I feel usually safer when I begin with you my day .

We are bonded together and no one will separate us ;

I’ll sleep in your arms calmly tonight with no strain ;

I’ll caress you ,  hug you ~ till you can hardly breath ;

And no separation again as you promised ~ no more pain .

Gihan 13/06/2000

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