Don't ever leave

If you ever leave me, you’ll take me with you;

If you ever have pain, sorrows or worries;

I’d like to take them all, whatever I go through;

And I don't want you to suffer; I’m here for you.

I was afraid to love you, because I was afraid to lose you;

And now that I adore you, I fear of being one day away from you;

I have lot of love to give you, that a lifetime wouldn't be enough;

Oh how I wish I was near you and this life wasn't so rough .

If you leave me you'll take my life with you;

What’s life anyway, what 's even a day~without you;

I can't remember my life before you appear;

And it will end as soon as you disappear.

I’d like to watch you sleeping, after we made love so tenderly;

Or kiss me a sweet good morning in my ear;

You light the fire in me that keep burning strong;

And that could remain burning more then million years .

We are wrong and it's killing you, it's killing me;

We think we have somewhere else we should be;

But it's too late now, we can't pretend that our hearts are free;

And act the rest of life as if our love ,was never meant to be .

We never planned, we never wanted it that way !

But we woke up one morning and we simply met that day;

I knew from the first" hello" that you were my the destiny;

Though I tried hard not to show it but I was weaker than I thought I’d be .

We are both suffering from heartache ;

But we wanted it to be this way;

Fate or destiny whatever it is, but it wasn't a mistake ;

And it's too late now; we have to face it ,whatever it takes .

Don’t leave me , take care of yourself~ for me ;

And let’s enjoy our love, which is for now our only remedy.

~~Gihan~~16/12/1999

IT MIGHT BE THE LAST TIME I WRITE 1999

..HAPPY NEW YEAR