| Him The way you made me feel. Words can not express. The way you treated me Words can not say. The way i felt words can't express this. For once im my life I got scared of the one i wanted to date I pushed you away I don't think that I could have hurt anyone. but I hurt you. I try to think that what we had was too good to be true. So this is how I am expressing this. I don't know if you can ever forgive me, I know I really messed up it because I got scared. I didn't think that there was someone out there that could like me, BUT... I can try to understand the way You feel. But please try to understand My feelings. Please all I ask is to be a friend to me and nothing more . Unless you forgive me or want some thing more. NO, MATTER WHAT I WILL ALWAYS BE A FRIEND TO YOU |
| April 18,2000 Confused I look, I see everything Looks different to me . I see the sky , to you it s blue to me its is white I look to you. But I see a boy In the distance that is cute. But to you he is not handsome or not to cute. I like that boy, but that boy does not like me. Love, is it real or not WELL??? I guess not |