Written from the p.o.v. of an original character created by myself & darthelwig named Huck. He was abused as a child, & �wrote� this (through me, GhostHelwig) to a certain man... Rated R for sexual connotations of the slash variety...
To anyone who cares, the �he� in this story is his lover, Pol...
What I Owe
by Huck Helwig
I used to give in to you
Without even thinking what I did through
Because I was conditioned to believe
To take it all and never leave
To be around for you to put me down
Until someone came and picked me off the ground
The chain around my throat broke
Every time he spoke
I used to think everything you did was fine
Even when you threw out everything of mine
Even when you opened my mouth just to spit down my throat
I still thought it was okay for you to gloat
Because my worth is something I could never see
Until the day he came and showed the world to me
The rope around my throat is severed
Now and forever
I used to listen to you spout your rot
I was a good boy, just like I was taught
And when you�d shove it down my throat
I�d smile and swallow and try not to choke
And this was my life and this was your sin
And you�ll never take me back again
For the noose around my throat is gone
Thanks to him
I�m moving on
Odes To Whatever
Haunted House