A Sorta Sweetness
by Eddward
And it wasn�t really anything you ever did or ever said
It was never anything I could name so you could dread
It was just the little things all piling up
A sorta sweetness to you that I could really love
And it was never the sort of thing I could explain at all
There was just something about you that made me fall
But I don�t want you to think that this was your fault
It was just your sorta sweetness that tore down my walls
And I never would�ve told you except that I can�t lie
Now I sit here wondering if my tears will ever dry
And I know you feel guilty because you made me cry
It�s your sorta sweetness that will never be mine
And it isn�t really something that I want to talk about
It takes too much energy just to get the words out
And it isn�t really something you should concern yourself with
Your sorta sweetness heals me and I�ll be fine in a bit
And you don�t have to say anything to me
I always knew that what I wanted could never be
So please don�t look at me with your eyes so big and bright
When you do not even your sorta sweetness can get me through the night
And it�s easier to live with this secret not inside
At least now I don�t have to bother trying to hide
So when I see you kissing her I can just let go
And not pretend losing your sorta sweetness won�t make me lose my glow
And it�s not something I ever thought our friend would understand
But he�s here now, holding me, holding just my hand
And it�s enough to just not be the only one alone
Even if your sorta sweetness keeps me from letting go
And I miss you every night and I miss you every day
I miss you every time I kneel beside my bed to pray
But you�re happy and that�s all I could ever ask for
So I�ll let your sorta sweetness walk out my door
Odes To Whatever
Haunted House
I nor darthelwig owns or profits from Ed, Edd N Eddy. Rated PG-13 just cuz it�s very slash. There is absolutely no objectionable content in this poem.
Author�s Note � A poem from Edd to Eddy. Just to avoid any confusion... Also, the title is kind of a play on the Tori Amos song (which I also don�t own or profit from) �A Sorta Fairytale�. A beautiful song that I highly recommend. Also kind of a play on a fan fiction story (not mine, either) called �The Sweetness� by darthelwig. It rocks, and so does she. Not that I�d ever tell her so...
Anyway, enjoy. Peace, all.