Disclosure of my Life
Once apon a time,
I was doing fine.
Then evil was begotten,
This child was forgotten.
My innocense was lost,
My childish love was the cost.
I used to be alright,
Now I've fallen into night.
In the recesses of my mind,
You never know what you'll find.
A thousand unsent letters,
And empty promises to make me 'better.'
I wish I felt okay,
I'm wishing for a brighter day.
I'm praying now with all my might,
I'm falling deeper into night.
Crying silent tears,
I'm reliving darker years,
Humanity is crumbling,
Amidst our quiet mumbling.
And as I hide in darkened room,
I am being lead into my tomb.
And what a price to pay,
Surrendered love for one more day.
I hope you never end up like me,
Just another forgotten casualty.
Just another lost soul,
Maybe someday I'll be made whole.
E. Suzanne Durell
Copyright ©2001 E. Durell