"Affair" Letters to Emily

Part One

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{Auther's Note, This was a challenge, where Jason and Liz where having an affair, before he left the first time, and having Emily find out}

Dear Emily,

As I sit here in my studio I don't really know where to begin, I guess I should start by say you are the greatest friend I've ever had, more then a friend your are my sister at heart, and the last thing I ever want to do is hurt you or lie to you, so I guess I'm writing this letter to tell you the truth. Emily I'm in love.

I'm in love with a great man who is just amazing, I know you'll agree, he's caring, gentle, understanding, loving, he make me feel safe and free. And he make's me so happy Emily, you have know idea, I've never been this happy, not even with Lucky.

I know you'll think it's to soon. Lucky's been gone only almost a year, but I'm sure I love him and he loves me. I bet by now you want to know who I'm talking about, well the person who has me this happy is some one you love very much, Emily I'm in love with you brother, I'm in love with Jason, I hope you're not upset, because you really matter to us, we love you, and hope you can be happy for us.

Love your friend,

Liz

This wasn't going to work. Nope not going to work at all. Elizabeth sat at her small desk in her studio as she tried to explain to her best friend yet again she loved her brother via mail. No this was not working, but it was the only way to express her feeling to her friend without telling her.

For the last few months she and Jason had been a couple behind close doors, and since the first time she and Jason kissed she want to run to Emily and tell she was in love again but couldn't.

As much as Elizabeth dreamed that Emily would be supportive of them finding love in each other, in reality Emily would not approve. Her memory of Lucky her best friend wouldn't let her. In Emily's mind Elizabeth and Lucky were the perfect couple, the perfect love. Forever.

But it hadn't last forever, Lucky was gone, he was killed in the fire and he wasn't coming back, even if everyone wanted him back he was gone. That was forever.

Elizabeth looked over at Jason where he was sleeping on the couch, he was completely healed from his wound, as she looked at him she took in his appearance, he had black pants and a blue shirt that wasn't tucked in and the two top buttons had come undone, he also didn't have his shoes on, or his socks.

His face show nothing but peace and relaxation, he looked happy, at home. And he was, she knew it and so did he, they were happy together, the only thing that darkened their relationship was not been able to tell anyone yet.

They knew everyone would throw in their two cent, about how she wasn't over Lucky or how Jason was older and dangerous. And in a way they would be right, she wasn't over Lucky she would never be over Lucky, he was her first love, her best friend, she missed him, but Jason was her new love, her true love.

He wasn't trying to take Lucky's place in her heart, even if he wanted to he couldn't, just like she couldn't take Robin's place in his heart, they were just making a new places for each other. He was also older then her but that didn't matter and as for dangerous, that's was where they were dead wrong Jason wasn't dangerous, his job maybe but him never, he would never hurt her.

Lost in thought Elizabeth didn't notice Jason had woken up or that he was in back of her, feeling his lips graze her neck brought her back from her all to serious thoughts.

"Writing another letter you won't give to Emily?", He asked as he nibbled on her ear and the sensitive spot behind it.

"Yes" she answer as she broke their contact by standing up and walking over to the couch. "I feel awful, I'm a bad friend".

"How are you a bad friend?", He asked as he walk over to the couch where she sat.

"How? Emily asked me today if you and I were seeing each other point blank and I lied I said no, when all I want to do was scream yes".

"So we tell her, we go over there and tell her how much I love you", He said with a smile playing on his lips.

"Yeah that will go over well, she'll freak, then grams, and Nicholas and than we'll have the whole town on our case and they wouldn't let us be, I want us to be the way we are now, happy. But I also want to tell Emily", She answered slightly desperately, hoping he would understand and as always his eyes show that he did.

"Then we won't tell her yet, soon but not yet", He said as he lightly kissed her on the lips.

"I don't want to loss her", Elizabeth said as she pull him to her on the couch.

"We wont", Jason answered as he slowly removed her blouse.

"And I don't ever want to loss you" ,She said breathless as he removed the rest of their clothes and suck lightly on her collarbone.

Jason pulled back to meet her eyes, that were darken from need and love for him, he then told her "You'll never loss me, we're together forever" And with a promise of the future they made love.

End of part one.

"Affair" Letter's to Emily

Part Two

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Dearest Emily,

This is one of the many more letters I have wrote to you in these past few months, I don't know why I'm so scared to share with you this joy I feel, I guess I'm afraid that in some off chance you really won't approve, and that would hurt Jason and myself, because that would mean what we're doing is hurting you, and that the last thing we want. I told Jason that I didn't want to loss you last night.

He said we won't. I also said I didn't want to loss him, he said I would never loss him, I hope that true because losing either one of you would be like dying inside. I know you'll be mad at me for keeping this secret, but I kept it because you opinion means the world to me. I love you, I hope you can understand and forgive me. You are the best friend and sister a girl could ever have.

Love always,

Liz

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Beloved Emily,

I don't really know where to start, Elizabeth has been writing these letters since we first kissed, I've never read them, but I'm pretty sure they all tell you that we both love you, which we do and never want to hurt you, which we don't, I won't give to this letter yet, I'll put in the box Elizabeth has with all the other, I know we'll give them to you soon, when we finally tell you we're in love.

Emily you have to believe when I tell you I love her, and I will never hurt her, I hope when you finally know the truth you'll support us. I guess you would want to know why I didn't tell you sooner, well Emily, I don't really have an answer except I was afraid to hurt you and......

Emily have you ever had something so wonderful and amazing come into your life that you didn't want to share it with anybody else, well that's Elizabeth, she make my life better, happier and as selfish as it sound I didn't want to share that with anybody. She loves me Em, me.

Not Jason Quatermaine, like Keesha, Not Jason Morgan the one you can try and change like Robin, Not Jason Morgan who works for the mob and is rich like Carly, but Jason Morgan the real Jason, the one who likes to ride his motorcycle at top speed to see the wind, she loves me even with all my flaws, and I love her so much it hurt. So please be happy for us, you mean the world to us little sister, I love you.

Your Brother,

Jason

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Elizabeth had found heaven on earth, the perfect place for her to be for the rest of her life, that place was Jason's arms, the way they went around her, as she laid next to him with her head on his chest was pure magic. Laying like this at night's she couldn't help but remember, all the special nights they had spend together.

Their rides to nowhere, far from the world and the pain they where both feeling, her's for the loss of her first love, his for the loss of his son, slowly they helped each other with the pain and what started out chance meeting between new friends became a growing need to see each other between more then friends.

They would make excuses to see each other, she'd drop by warehouse because she was near by, he'd pick her up at school, because he was in the neighborhood and knew she hated taking the bus, slowly their ride were planned. He'd stop by Kelly's for lunch, she wouldn't take her breaks till he got there so they could sit together, while he ate.

Their touch started out small too at first they'd only touch when they rode, but soon they found themselves holding hands, hugging any chance they got, she had gotten accustom to kissing him on the cheek as a greeting. Their attraction for each other continued to grow until it exploded.

**Flashback

One month before Jason got shot.

Jason and Elizabeth walked to the door of her studio, the speed was still pumping in her from their ride, they had gone faster then ever before, so fast the wind sang, and the trees and lights of the city, blended together, making it bright and colorful, even in the night.

She'd never felt so alive, although she'd been feeling very much alive lately, and she knew why. Jason. She didn't know when it started, but somehow, the pain and grief of losing Lucky was melting away, she still missed him, but it did hurt anymore to think about him. Jason had done that. She realized she liked having him around, she liked having him around a lot......

"Elizabeth?" His voices broke her thoughts, looking up at his handsome face she answered, "Yes?"

"Nothing it just that you spaced out for a while there you okay?" As he asked his hand when up to cup her cheek, that simple gesture send her heart racing....

"Yeah I'm fine, I great I was just thinking about our ride, I had so much fun, Thank you Jason"

"Your welcome, are you sure you want to stay here? I can take you to your Grandmother, if you want"

Elizabeth shook her head, "No I'm going to stay here tonight, paint a little"

"Alright, if your sure" He said.

"I'm sure"

Jason bended down and gave her a small kiss on the cheek and whispered softly "Goodnight Liz"

"Night"

Elizabeth turned to open the door as he turned to leave, as she opened the door she turned again calling out to him. "Jason?"

"Yeah?" he asked as he faced her again.

Fidgeting she asked "You....umm....maybe.. you wanna come in? We.... we could talk...or what ever we want"

Jason smiled and started to walk to her again. "Okay"

"Okay...we can talk? She asked

"Or what ever we want" He said teasing her, he'd been doing that a lot lately, at first he told himself it was just to be friendly, because she needed a friend, but soon he confess to himself it was more then that, he was attracted to her, he liked her, he cared about her, he wanted her, at first the told himself to keep it in check, but for some time now he would go out of his way to hold her, touch her, flirt with her.

"What ever we want sound good" she murmured.

Taking a step closer to her still, causing her back to be against the wall outside the door of her studio, towering over her he whispered with an amused smile playing on his "And what is it you want?"

What did she want? That was a dangerous question, she knew what she wanted. Him. Looking up at him she was that his eyes twinkled with mischiefs, a rare site to see, but always appealing, it said to her that maybe he wanted the same. Throwing caution to the wind she answered truthfully.

"You" She paused to see his reaction, he was so still, almost like a statue in a gallery, only more beautiful. Finishing what she started she continued "You I want you"

Looking up at him again, she saw only one response to the declaration. Shock. Whether it was good shock, or bad shock remained to be seem. Not taking the silence any longer she started to detach herself only to be stop by his own admission.

"Me too"

"You too what? she asked.

Instead of answering her with words, he reassured her with action. It started out slow like every other aspect of their relationship, Sweet and soft, warm and loving, innocent and sultry at once. Kissing each other was, they discovered was an explosive event.

What started out as graze of his lips over hers, was taken to a whole new level. They didn't know how but, the had finally gotten past the door, closing it behind him and shrugging out of his jacket that was now on the floor. Placing his hands on the sides of his face he pulled back, looking into her eyes that were now almost violet from desire. Smiling as his thumb went over her lips that were bright red from their kiss, he answered her question with words this time.

"Me too, I want you too, so much."

"Jason......" There was a need in her voice, a need to be near him, closer the now. Always close.

"Yeah?"

"Kiss me"

Jason didn't need any further encouragement, brushing her lower lip with the tip of his tongue, asking for entrance he kissed her again. She sighed and opened under him, his tongue past her lip and stroked every part of her mouth. Slowly they started to walk over to the couch not once braking the kiss. The back of Elizabeth's knees bumped the edge of the couch, she dropped to it taking Jason with her.

Once settled on the couch, with Jason on top of her, Elizabeth let her hands roam his body, while he kissed her. He was hard every where she was soft, his muscles tense, as he supported his body to keep from crushing her. His lips left her mouth and she missed it's warmth, she tried to get his lips back on her's, but Jason wouldn't comply. Ignoring her whimpers, his lips when from her's to the column of her neck and lower.

Bring his hand up to the first button of her blouse he removed it, looking up to her to see if he should stop, he found her answer once again in her eyes, going on to the next button and the next until her blouse was dropped on the floor, leaving her in red stain bra. Kissing down the valley of her breast till he got to her navel, swirling his tongue in her navel causing her to moan his name.

Going to the button of her pants, he stopped once again.

"Liz?"

But she answered his moment of hesitation.

"Don't stop"

Removing her pants, leaving her in matching underwear, he took in the site before him, what he saw left him breathless, she was perfect, small, but shaped, she wasn't a little girl she was a women, she was......

"Beautiful, you are the most beautiful, thing I have ever seen"

"Jason...make love to me"

"Are you sure?" He asked, his voice thick with want.

"Yes"

Removing his own clothes, standing proud and naked in front of her, his erection showing, it was Elizabeth's time to stare, his shoulders wide, his slim waist, his muscles flexed, his chest, his pecks all strong. Elizabeth's gaze dropped more, and she couldn't help but be amazed, he was so big, there was no way he would fit she thought in her own moment of doubt. But looking back at his blue eyes, she saw all the love he held for her, and her worries melted away.

Stretching over her again as he remove her underwear, his hand stroked her thighs. With his finger and thumb, he reached into the silky damp hair, he slipped one finger in while another found the tiny knob of flesh between her tender nether lips, he worked it back and forth until she raised her hips, and arched her back.

Elizabeth thought she could take much more of it, of him teasing her, but the his mouth was on her breast as he continue to work her below, he kissed, and sucked and lightly bit, and licked, Elizabeth thought she would die from the intensity of the moment and heat that was building in her. Her nail bit into his back and he hissed.

"Easy baby" he said kissing her mouth again.

"Jason please...I..."

"I know me too, baby. I want this too"

Jason open the condom he had taken out of his jeans, when he took them of, he was about to put it on when Elizabeth stopped him.

"I want to do that"

Elizabeth's little hand came around him, she squeezed him lightly and it was his turn to moan, her hands worked him up and down and he soon found himself thrusting into her hands, he also almost over the edge as she rolled

the condom on him.

"Baby if you don't stop this will be over before it starts"

She whimpered she couldn't help it all the teasing was maddening her. And then he drove into her that thick sex she had desired from the instant she had seen it. His trust were strong almost untamed, as if he too were overcome with denied passion. It was denied no more. Her arching sex was filled and she snapped her hips, almost lifting him, as she felt her fill her.

At last she rose up crying out his name in relief, as she felt him come with a last driving motion. Later she she just laid against his, as he cradled her, never once stopping from kissing her, and as the sleep took over her she heard him whispered.

"I love you, sweetheart"

And she whispered it back.

"I love you too, Jason"

End of flashback**

And that was their first time together, and the had been together ever since, each time getting better and better, and Elizabeth knew she would never tire of making love to him.

"What are you thinking about baby?" Jason voices, broke the thoughts.

"Did I wake you?, she asked as she turned in his arms, and kissing in slowly.

"No, but I've been watching, as you spaced out, with a grin on you face, so what's got you so happy?"

"Well you for one, but I was thinking about the first time we made love"

Jason smirked, "That was fun"

She laughed at his comment, it had been fun, lots and lots of fun..... "It was as so beautiful, and romantic and it made me love you even more"

"That too", He said as he kissed down her neck.

"Jason I want to tell Emily, everything, tomorrow"

Jason sigh and rolled of her, sit up on the bed, he looked at her, she was so beautiful, and he could see that this couldn't wait any longer and he did want it to, he wanted to scream to the world he loved her.

"Okay"

"Okay, but since it's...." Elizabeth looked at the clock on the table near the bed. "2:00 am we have time for that fun we where talking about..."

" I finally figured it out you only want me for my body", he said grinning.

"That's not true there's also your bike" she said laughing, as she pull him to her, and for the second time that night the made love.

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Next Morning 11:00 Am

Elizabeth rolled over to Jason to find his warmth, like all the other times his arms came around her, even in his sleep. She lifted her head to check the time. Kissing him on the cheek she woke him up.

"We over slept", she told him

"Well there was this women last night, that wouldn't let me sleep, she just would stop ravishing me" he said with a grin and amused eyes.

"I'll show you" she said saddling his hips.

Fooling around, and lost in their game, the did hear the door of the studio open.

"Hey Liz you left you other keys at my place so I can...."

Elizabeth head whipped to the door when she heard the voice.

"Emily"

Emily stood there shock her brother and best friend where in bed and naked in front of her.

"Oh my god

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Dear Emily,

I'm so sorry

Liz

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End of part Two.

"Affair" Letters to Emily

Part Three

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Dear Friend,

It's been three months since you last spoke to me and I still write these letters as if you didn't know the truth. You have no idea how sorry I am that you found out the way you did. I sorry I hurt you, so is Jason.

I'm sorry for everything that happened and what was said. But the one thing I'm not sorry and never will be sorry about is my relationship with Jason, I love him Emily.

I always will and nothing is going to change that, just like nothing going to change my feelings for you. I love you. You are the sister I always wanted. I just hope you can forgive me for hurting you, although I'll never forgive myself.

So much has changed, you and I aren't talking, Jason's gone, my first year of college is over. I wish I could talk to you about everything that's happening, but you're not ready, and I understand. Someday. Till that day, know that you're in my heart. Always.

Your friend that love's you,

Elizabeth

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Three Months Later

Elizabeth sat at the table of her studio, this place that felt like home when she had spend so many years trying to feel at home, in so many other places, Colorado, her parents house, her Grams house, friends house, Kelly's, this place was the one that felt right, but not anymore. Now it felt empty, cold and lonely.

So much had changed. That was an understatement. Everything had changed. Jason had left a week after Emily had found out about them, on business for Sonny. Even though he was hurt by Sonny, Jason still was there when he was needed. Which if possible made her love him even more.

**Flashback

Jason walked into the studio, not know what he was going to tell Elizabeth. How was he suppose to leave her now when things where so complicated. Emily knew about them and hadn't spoken to either one of them since. Now, he had to leave.

Sonny needed him, and even if he was still hurt by him, he couldn't say no to Sonny. He was his friend, his brother, his mentor, his family. But Elizabeth was his life, his world. And now he had to leave, when she needed him.

"What did Sonny want?", Said a small, soft voice.

Jason looked up so see Elizabeth sitting on the couch, her hair was messy, she had on a soft white cotton tanktop and one of his old gray sweats, she was practically swimming in them and her eyes were red and puff, obviously from crying. If you asked her she would say she never looked worse, if you asked him she never looked more beautiful.

"Are you okay, sweetheart?"

"I'm fine", She answered with a small smile. It was forced, it was fake.

"Elizabeth...."

"I'm fine Jase....it's just....I-I saw Emily today....and...and she just walked by me....like....

Elizabeth didn't finish, her sobs didn't let her. Jason walked to her and took her in his arms as she cried. It broke his heart that she was in so much pain because she loved him. It also gave him a weird sense of pride that she would defend him and their love to the world and his sister.

He was never disappointed in Emily, until the moment she found out about them. The thing she had said to Elizabeth, not to him but Elizabeth, it still made him mad. He understood she was upset and hurt, but she didn't have to treat Elizabeth the way she did, to say the things she said, to throw Lucky in her face like that.......

"What did Sonny want?" Elizabeth asked again, breaking the dark thoughts he was having.

"It doesn't matter"

"Jason..."

Jason sighed and stood up, he had to tell her. He knew he did, but he didn't want to. Jason looked at her, she was so small, and looked so fragile and in pain, all he want was to kiss her, hold her, make love to her, have her whispered his name as she came. He want to take her pain away, not add to it.

"I have to leave, Elizabeth"

"Y-you mean the...the studio?"

"No"

Elizabeth's eyes started to fill again.

"You mean Port Charles?"

"Yes"

This could be happening, not now! **Calm down Liz let him explain** could it be now that everyone knew the truth, he didn't want to be with her?

Emily wasn't speaking to them, Nicholas kept insulting her every chance her got saying, that she was betraying the memory of Lucky, and he would started a fight with Jason every time they saw each other.

Laura, wasn't as bad but said that she could support her. Luke was the only one happy for her out of the Spencer family. Her Grams couldn't even look at her. Carly had the nerve to say that Jason was betraying her, she who slept with Sonny and is married to A.J. And Sorel and Taggert kept harassing her as a way to get to Jason. Was he pushing away from her to protect her.

**NO!! I won't allow it**

"Jason, I don't care what anyone thinks, yes I'm sad that Emily wouldn't talk to me, but I won't lose you so she can be happy"

"Sweetheart, you could never lose me, I told you that once, we're together forever"

"Then why are you leaving?"

Jason knelt in front of her, looking up at those blue eyes he loved so much. He placed his hand on her cheek, pulling her head down so his lips could graze her, pulling back he spoke.

"I don't want to leave, but I have to"

"So this...this is for Sonny then? That's why he call you in?"

"Yes"

**This is for Sonny, it has nothing to do with you, Liz. He'll come back, he loves you** Elizabeth tried to listen to her little voice, and once she calmed down she asked the question she didn't want him to answer.

"When do you leave?"

"Tonight", he said quitely

Elizabeth took in a sharp breathe.

"And when will you be back?", She asked her voice coarse, from the emotions in her.

"I don't know, it could be just days, or weeks, maybe even months"

"I don't want you to leave"

"I don't want to leave either, baby"

Elizabeth smiled a sad smile as she reached out to him to embrace him.

"I'll miss you, Jason"

"I miss you too sweetheart, I love you" He said as he kissed her softly. How long would it be before he could his her again?

End of Flashback**

And with that he had left, he had called a few time, but he couldn't always. She missed him like crazy, and she wonder if they could go back to the way they were, when no one knew about them. As Elizabeth walked out the door of her now cold studio, her mind when back to the conversation she had with Jason, the night before Emily walked in on them.

**Flashback

"I don't want to loss her", Elizabeth said as she pull him to her on the couch.

"We wont", Jason answered as he slowly removed her blouse.

"And I don't ever want to loss you" ,She said breathless as he removed the rest of their clothes and suck lightly on her collarbone. Jason pulled back to meet her eyes, that were darken from need and love for him, he then told her

"You'll never loss me, we're together forever" And with a promise of the future they made love.

She knew he meant his promise of the future, and she still had no idea what the future held, but for now Jason had been wrong. For now she had lost both of them.

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End of part three

"Affair" Letters to Emily

Part Four

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Dear Emily,

"Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder, the keeper of wishes and dreams" Do you believe in Angels, Emily? I do, or at least I think I do, I'm not always sure. Guardians of hope and wonder. My hopes? My wonders? I hope you can if it in your heart to forgive me. I wonder if I could live a life without you or Jason. I can't.

Keepers of wishes and dreams. My wishes? My dreams? I wish I could turn back time and do things right. I dream of the day when Jason and I can be together again and that, by that time you could support us. I wonder what I did right, to have you and Jason in my life, and I hope, wish, and dream you still consider me your friend. I love you.

Love,

Elizabeth Webber

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The Quatermanie Mansion

Elizabeth walked into the house she had been in many times, always taking the stairs to Emily's room where she would talk with her friends for hours. She wouldn't be taking the stairs today. Instead she walked into the living room, where she was waited for.

"Hello Elizabeth dear"

Elizabeth smiled at the older woman, that even in old age was beautiful on the outside as within. The person that had become her life line in the past months.

"Hello Lila, how are you?" Elizabeth said as she kissed the older lady on the cheek.

"I'm fine dear, and yourself?"

**Horrible, bad, awful, sucky, life is a black endless hole** Elizabeth smiled a wry smile that was slightly bitter.

"I've had better days"

Lila nodded affectionally at the young woman in front of her, the woman her grandson loved, and granddaughter missed dearly, the woman the whole town was treating like the town pariah, because she dared do what she wanted and love who she wanted. The woman she had come to love like one of her own grandchildren. Lila smile once again as she patted the couch.

"Come, come Elizabeth sit down"

"Thank-you"

Elizabeth looked around the house.

"How is....how is...."

"Emily is okay, she misses you"

Elizabeth looked down at her hand and sighed, emotions taking over her once again, making her eyes filled.

"I wish that was true"

"It is dear"

"Oh I don't know about that, Emily made it pretty clear how she felt last time we spoke"

**Flashback

"Hey Liz you left you other keys at my place so I can...."

Elizabeth head whipped to the door when she heard the voice.

"Emily"

Emily stood there shock her brother and best friend where in bed and naked in front of her.

"Oh my god"

Emily stood there frozen as her bestfriend and brother, disentangled themselves from each other. It was true, she didn't want to believe it but here she was, with the proof she needed. It was true. Jason and Elizabeth, her brother and bestfriend were sleeping together they were involved.

They lied to her, her bestfriend lied to her when she asked her if she was dating her brother. Her brother, he never lied to anyone much less her, but he had now, for his lover. He had lied to her because of Elizabeth.

"Emily we can explain" Elizabeth started as she secured the tie to her rope.

"Explain? You mean there is an explanation to you saddling my brothers waist, in bed while your both nude? Well this should be good." Emily said crossing her arms over her chest, taking a defensive stand.

"Emily...", Jason started as he buttoned his jeans.

Emily's head snapped to face her brother, her eyes blazing with anger, pain, maybe even a little hate. "I'm not talking to you right now, I'm talking to her!"

"She has a name, Emily", Jason said his voice turning cold.

"I don't care, right now Jason" Emily turned to Elizabeth, "How long have you been lying to me?"

"Em.." Elizabeth tried again know what else Emily was going to ask.

"How long have you been screwing my brother?

Elizabeth's chin raised once she heard what Emily asked, she wasn't about to let anyone lower her relationship to Jason to just a good roll in the hay.

"Jason and I have been dating for a few weeks"

Emily nodded as if she was agreeing with the statement.

"Lucky's been dead for only a few months, you remember Lucky right your boyfriend, the one you promised to love forever. You guys have a permanent lock, and everything, I guess that luck didn't mean you couldn't fuck my brother, huh?"

Jason was about to step in when Elizabeth spoke.

"And what did you expect, huh. That I would be alone for ever, you said it Lucky's dead, he isn't coming back, he would want me to be happy would he?

"What I expected was for you to have some respect for Lucky. His grave isn't even cold and your already with someone else? My god Elizabeth!!"

"I love Jason, I'm not doing anything wrong"

Emily looked at Elizabeth and laughed, her laughter had no humor.

"Then why are you hiding?"

Elizabeth looked at Jason, she could tell he was angry, but also didn't know what to say, as she looked at Emily again, she realized she didn't have an answer.

"Nothing to say Lizzie, why am I not surprise, I'm leaving now and I don't really want to talk to you two now.....maybe never"

End of Flashback**

"And you know what Lila? I deserve her not talking to me, the fact is I lied to her, she should be mad"

"Why did you lie dear?"

Elizabeth sighed again, why had she lied, there was so many reason she didn't know where to start.

"Were you ashamed of your relationship with Jason?" Lila asked softly.

"God NO!!" Elizabeth exclaimed, "No, no I'm proud to be with Jason, it just we knew that not ever out would be happy, and we were right the only people happy for us is you and Luke"

"Then why?"

"Because, I wanted to have this to myself, I have never been as happy as I have been with Jason, and I didn't want it to go away."

"And what about Emily, dear?"

Elizabeth sighed, Emily that was the only down fall, she didn't care if the whole town had banished her, they didn't matter, hurting her friend that matter.

"I'm so sorry Em got hurt, in all of this. I never wanted to hurt her or lie to her. I wanted to tell her I was just scared, she wouldn't understand. I just hope that one day she can forgive.

"She will dear someday, she just needed time" Lila smiled

"I hope your right Lila, now I'm sorry to cut this short, but I have to go" She said standing up.

"Thank-you for visiting Elizabeth"

"Thank-you for having me"

"One thing dear, what does Jason mean to you?"

Elizabeth turned to face Lila once again, with a smile lighting up her face.

"He's my life, my soulmate"

"And Emily?"

That smile played Elizabeth lips again.

"She's my sister"

And with that she was left, not knowing that Emily was listen from behind the door with tears down her face, leaving her and Lila thinking the same thing that she was the one for Jason. The one.

~*~

The Studio

Dear Emily,

I spoke to your grandmother today she is an amazing lady, we talked about you and Jason. she seems to think that one day you'll for give me for hurting you. I pray to god that true. I spoke to Jason a little while ago, he said he'll be home so. I miss him very much, I know you must miss him. I now he's sorry for hurting you too.......

Elizabeth sat in her studio writing another letter to Emily, when someone knock on the door, opening the door not believing who was on the other side of it.

"Emily"

Emily smile slightly, at her friend.

"Hey Liz, um....can-can.....I come in?"

"Ye-ah...yes...sure"

Emily walked in to the studio she had not been in months, she did feel pain over the place. Maybe she was finally over this. She looked around not much had changed, there was still the panting Elizabeth tried to explain to her once, she knew it had to do something with Jason...The Wind, that was what Elizabeth called it.

"What are you doing?" Emily said as she looked at the table were Elizabeth was standing, there were papers, and a shoe box that was open, inside were envelops....all addressed to Emily. To her.

"What is that?"

Elizabeth took a moment to understand what Emily was asking, she couldn't believe she was her, maybe now she could get here friend now.

"What?....oh they're letters.....to......you"

Emily looked at her in confusion.

"To me?"

"Yeah, I wrote a letter for everyday, that I was with Jason to you, telling you how happy I was, how I wanted to share my joy with you, I just never send them, and after you found out, I kept writing telling you how sorry I was"

By the time she finished Elizabeth had tears coming down her face, looking at Emily to find her in the same state.

"Why didn't you tell me Liz?" Emily asked.

"I was afraid, you wouldn't approve"

"And when I found out, I was so horrible"

Elizabeth started to move her head.

"No, Em you were just hurt"

"No I was a brat, I said mean thing to you, and Jason, but more to you, I'm sorry Liz"

"I'm sorry to Em, so sorry"

Emily, looked at Elizabeth and laughed a little before she hugged her. The fighting would stop. They were friends again that all that matter.

"I'm happy for you and Jason, Liz I can tell you guys love each other very much.

"Thank-you Emily and your right we love each other very, very much." Elizabeth said with a bright smile.

Emily had a grin of the cat that eat the canary.

"Oh-oh what are you think?" Elizabeth asked

"Well we'll be sisters when you marry my brother.", Emily said as she laughed

Elizabeth laughed with her to, but then turned serious.

"What ever happens with Jason, I already see you as my sister"

Emily smiled and took Elizabeth's hand.

"Ditto"

~*~

Hour later Emily left, after more tears and hugs. They talked about everything and were once again right with each other. Emily took the letters with her saying she wanted to read them. Thing were falling into place again, now all she need was Jason and....

"Hi sweetheart", Came a loving voice

Elizabeth turned around, to face the person that had walked into the studio. Her smile growing bigger now that he was here.

"Jason", she said before she throw herself in his arms.

"I've missed you", She spoke, her voice muffled in his jacket as she took in his scent.

"Me too baby so much", He said as he carried her over to the bed and kissed her after not kissing her for month, too many long months.

And her dream came true the day where she could be with Jason and Emily was happy for them had come.

~*~

End of part four

"Affair" Letters to Emily

Part Five

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

One year later

Dear friend,

It's been a year since I last saw you. A year since the most beautiful day of my life. Italy is amazing. Jason and I are very happy here. Venice is like I always dreamed. The light is truly different here, it's really is an artist dream. I'm a little sad to leave it.

That's right, we're coming home soon, I call you to give you the details. The three of us are dying to see you. Send our love to Lila, and say hello to Luke if you can. Love you!!

Your sister,

Elizabeth Morgan

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Elizabeth Morgan finished writing her letter to her dear friend and sister, from the balcony of their apartment in Italy. So much had changed in her life again, and this time it was for the better. She and Emily greater friend now, then before.

**Flashback a year and three months before.

"Emily"

Emily smile slightly, at her friend.

"Hey Liz, um....can-can.....I come in?"

"Ye-ah...yes...sure"

"What are you doing?" Emily said as she looked at the table were Elizabeth was standing, there were papers, and a shoe box that was open, inside were envelops....all addressed to Emily. To her.

"What is that?"

Elizabeth took a moment to understand what Emily was asking, she couldn't believe she was her, maybe now she could get here friend now.

"What?....oh they're letters.....to......you"

Emily looked at her in confusion.

"To me?"

"Yeah, I wrote a letter for everyday, that I was with Jason to you, telling you how happy I was, how I wanted to share my joy with you, I just never send them, and after you found out, I kept writing telling you how sorry I was"

By the time she finished Elizabeth had tears coming down her face, looking at Emily to find her in the same state.

"Why didn't you tell me Liz?" Emily asked.

"I was afraid, you wouldn't approve"

"And when I found out, I was so horrible"

Elizabeth started to move her head.

"No, Em you were just hurt"

"No I was a brat, I said mean thing to you, and Jason, but more to you, I'm sorry Liz"

"I'm sorry too Em, so sorry"

Emily, looked at Elizabeth and laughed a little before she hugged her. The fighting would stop. They were friends again that all that matter.

"I'm happy for you and Jason, Liz I can tell you guys love each other very much.

"Thank-you Emily and your right we love each other very, very much." Elizabeth said with a bright smile.

Emily had a grin of the cat that eat the canary.

"Oh-oh what are you thinking?" Elizabeth asked

"Well we'll be sisters when you marry my brother.", Emily said as she laughed

Elizabeth laughed with her too, but then turned serious.

"What ever happens with Jason, I already see you as my sister"

Emily smiled and took Elizabeth's hand.

"Ditto"

End of Flashback**

Elizabeth smiled thinking back to that day, she had to say that was one of her most overjoyed days, not only had she gotten her friend back, but she had also gotten Jason back that day, and the surprise he had had for her, still warmed her heart.

** Flashback

"Hi sweetheart", Came a loving voice.

Elizabeth turned around, to face the person that had walked into the studio. Her smile growing bigger now that he was here.

"Jason", she said before she throw herself in his loving arms.

"I've missed you", She spoke, her voice muffled in his jacket as she took in his scent.

"Me too baby so much", He said as he carried her over to the bed and kissed her after not kissing her for month, too many long months.

Kissing her slowly, as if it were the first time, savoring the taste of her mouth, Jason start to take off his jacket. This was all he had thought of as he rode his bike at amazing speed back to in town, he hadn't care if he was stopped for speeding, all he want was to be with Elizabeth.

Three months without her had been to long, he had craved her all day, every day while he was away. Missing her touch, her kisses, her smell, her laughter, the way she babbled when she was nervous, or when he flustered her.

He missed the way she nibbled her bottom lip, when she concentrated, on a painting. He missed her, talking with her, riding with her to nowhere and seeing the wind together, holding her as she slept, the way she felt when he was inside her.....

Trailing kisses down her neck as she started to pull on his shirt, he whispered to her how much he loved her. Once she freed the shirt, she broke their contact long enough to remove it.

Elizabeth took a moment to admire his chest before she started to kiss his neck down his chest taking one of his nipples in her mouth, running her tongue over it, licking and bitting it playfully, making him moan her name.

Jason felt himself harden as she kissed his chest, her hands trailing down his sides making his muscles underneath her fingertips quiver and making his need for her grow. Jason raised his had to her sides, caressing her soft curve.

Slowly he started on the top button of her blouse, then the next, letting his thumb graze her breast as her remove the blouse, smirking as her breathing shallowed, then quickened with anticipation.

Throwing her blouse and bra to the floor where his shirt had landed, he moved to her long skirt, laying her down on her bed, she raised her hips so her could slip the skirt of her only find her without underwear.

"Well, well Ms. Webber, how not proper of you", Jason tease.

Elizabeth grinned at him.

"Care to explain?", He continued grinning with her.

"Well I was expecting this hot guy I met at a bar a few months ago to come soon and ravish me, but he's not here......so I guess you'll do", She said teasing him back then laughed softly as he pouted.

"Not nice baby"

"Well I'm not always nice"

He grinned again and said, "True"

"Hey!" She said lightly slapping his arm.

He chuckled a little, then started to kiss her playfully but as his lips touched hers the mood between them shifted, and passion took over once again. Elizabeth felt his hand between her legs, his finger slipping inside her, stroking her in an slow upward motion that caused her move restlessly from the pleasure of it.

Elizabeth started to loss patience, as he slowly tortured her, causing the fire in her belly to grow, she ran her hand down to his jeans, opening them enough to slip her little hand through them squeezing him through his boxer, causing him groan again. Jason quickly removed his jeans, and boxer before he rose to his knees and lifted her down on him.

Elizabeth whispered her approval as he moved her back and forth, working her, thrusting upward into her as she push down. She had her head thrown back, teeth clenched as she the pleasure build more and more almost making her weeping from the intensity.

On and on it went, his mouth drowning her cries, his tongue thrusting into her mouth, begging her's to duel with his, which she answered to full force. Her wet core, stretched wide over him, throbbing in a frenzy rhythm until she was all but screaming for a release as he filled moments after she came, while he groan her name. It was not until the third time that they laid still.

End of flashback**

**That was a very good night**

She thought as she smiled more widely, that night had been about showing each other how much they missed each other, and the had surely shown each other, their love making had been intense, passionate, loving, and slightly frantic, as if they couldn't get enough of each other.

Later they laid in bed, they talked about everything that had been going on. He told her as much as he could about what had happened in Puerto Rico. She told him about Emily and the rest of the town.

**Flashback

".....so everyone know about us, Carly made sure of that, Nicholas, and the whole Spencer family expect Luke thinks I'm betraying Lucky memory", She continued. "Hell the whole town things the same thing, gram and I aren't exactly talking"

"I'm sorry baby", Jason said as he pulled her closer to him, raising the covers to keep her warm. "I wish I had been here for you, I didn't want you to face this alone"

Elizabeth smiled at him as she lightly kissed him on the lips, he was always so kind, and loving.

"I wasn't alone, I had Lila and Luke, they've been great, I see your grandmother at least twice a week, she is an amazing women, we talk for hours"

"Yes she is" He said smiling. "What do you guys talk about?"

"Oh you know this and that, about how hot you are and how great you are in bed", She answered innocently.

"Elizabeth!", He exclaimed, his blue eyes wide.

Elizabeth laughed, his reaction was priceless.

"Silly, we talk about how much I love you, we talk about Emily, clam down"

He frowned at the name of his sister, he hadn't talked to her in months.

"How is Emily?", He asked with a slight waver in his voice, it still hurt that his little sister was angry with him.

"She good, she came here today, we talked"

"Yeah?" He asked a little brighter.

"I told her we were sorry for hurting her, and she apologized for the things she said, and said she was happy for us" Elizabeth said noticing that Jason now had a bright smile, it was rare to see them on him, but it was there now.

"Really?" Jason asked feeling lighter then he had in months.

"She gave us her blessing" Elizabeth said laughing "She even said that when we get married, she and I will be sisters.

Jason smiled as he raised an eye brow. Elizabeth's eyes widen as she realized what she implied.

"I-I...I did-...I didn't mean......that...that you and I will...will get married....Emily was just making a.....a joke", She stammered, not looking at him.

"Oh I don't know my sister has a point, when we get married she will become your sister"

"What!", She exclaimed as she turned to face him, only to fine him smiling as he held a small black velvet box.

"Jason?"

Sitting up he took her hands into his shacking ones, taking a deep breath he spoke.

"Elizabeth, I don't know when but you started out as Emily's friend who I wanted to help to my best friend. Slowly I wanted to spend more time with you and I couldn't stop think about you, and I started to fall in love with you, we started dating after we couldn't fight our feeling for each other and then I got shot. You save my life, you wouldn't let me give up, you helped me get better and you not only became a part of my life, but my life completely. You didn't care that I worked for Sonny, you loved me for me and I've never had that.You saved me from death, and from the loneliness in my heart and live, Elizabeth Webber will you marry me"

"Oh Jason, yes, yes, yes, yes", Elizabeth exclaimed excitedly as she hugged him tears coming down her face.

Jason laughed as she throw herself on him. "So it a yes?"

"It a big yes baby, I love you"

"I love you to sweetheart, and I'm going to make you very happy"

"Easy, you already make me happy"

"I love you"

"I love you"

End flashback**

Elizabeth looked down at her ring, a beautiful ruby with with diamond on it's sides, it was elegant, and was give with lots of love, three months after the engagement, they had gotten married.

Only a few people in Lila's garden, Emily had been a maiden of honor, Luke had walked her down the aisle, Sonny and Jason had settled the problem and her was the best man.

Lila, Alexis, Monica, Johnny and Francis had also been there. It was small, but it had been the most beautiful day of their life. After the wedding they decided to leave for a while, they came to Italy, traveled the whole country, and had settled in Venice.

Now a year today after their wedding Elizabeth couldn't be happier. She had her friends back home, she had Jason who was the greatest husband she could have, and now she had...

"Honey I'm home", Jason teasing voice filled the house.

"Funny, Morgan" She said smirking at him.

Jason laughed, as he went over to kiss her.

"I try"

"So how are the two most beautiful women in the world?" He asked as he when over to the crib.

She had Jason and now she had her beautiful daughter, Emilia Lilah Morgan. The product of their love.

"You daughter has been grouchy all day" Elizabeth said looking that the two months old baby in the crib who that her fathers eyes and mothers hair with warmth only a mother could give. "I think she get it from you, baby"

Jason looked at his wife, he didn't know how but he loved her more every day.

He thanked God everyday for her and their beautiful child.

"I am not grouchy", He said picking up Emilia "Isn't that right Emi"

Emilia drool on her fathers finger, and seemed to be laughing at her parent.

"Drool means yes, babe" Elizabeth said laughing.

"Come Emi, we're going to have a talk about you siding with your old man"

Elizabeth watched as Jason took their child over to the chair, as he talked to her and played with her. Love for him growing more even more, he was so amazing with Emilia.

They would be back in Port Charles in a few days, they would be with the rest of their family, they would live happily and someday Emilia would hear about her parent great love affair, and those letter that recorded all the love and friendship her parent would always share, those letter to Emily.

~*~The End~*~