I hate you for what you've done to me,
I hate you for tearing me apart,
I hate you for finally leaving me be.
I hate you for making me shed these tears,
I hate you for making me want you,
I hate you for creating all these fears.
I hate you for making me feel like a joke,
I hate you for playing this stupid game,
I hate you for making me choke.
I hate you for all the dreams I have about you,
I hate you for coming into my life,
I hate you because these grey skies used to be blue.
I hate you for all the stupid things you do and say,
I hate you for your racist jokes,
I hate you because I think this is all okay.
I hate you for knowing my weakness,
I hate you because I miss you,
I hate you for once giving me bliss.
I hate you for who you are,
I hate you for who you made me,
I hate you, did I mention, for who you are.
I hate you for being what I need,
I hate you because you don't believe,
I hate you for being the blood to my seed.
I hate you for all this shit I went through,
But most of all,
I hate myself for being inlove with you.
By : Sasha Renaud
They said the angels had come for you today
Had taken you by the hands and flew above
Why did you have to go away?
Wasn't all my love enough?
I cried all day I cried all night
I had cried my eyes dry
Every second I pray that maybe you might
Come and say your goodbyes
When you left me on that very day
It's like a part of me had died
My heart had a giant rip
That made me want to go run and cry
But to me it was like
You were never coming back
It's a long journey, a never ending hike
And all your hurt and misery crumpled into one stack
The angels that made you dissapear
From me forever
Left me in great dispair
We were supposed to spend our life together
So to all above
The place filled with love
You took away my dearest one
And for this
I will never forgive.
By : Raylene
What do I do now?
I need something better than this,
I'm slowly watching myself die.
You were sick of me,
So what changed?
You're the one who ran away,
You're the one who tried to hide,
Now I have nothing left to say,
But goodbye.
I'm done with this hurt I feel inside,
I'm done with these nights where I do nothing but cry,
I'm done with feeling my heart break,
More and more,
Every second of every day.
I don't want to run after you anymore.
I never meant for this to happen,
But now that it has,
I'll take it, as you dish it out,
I'll take your last words,
Though silence is all I hear,
But it's becoming too loud,
And soon I will be dead inside.
It isn't fair, but I love you still,
I blame this all on you,
This is your fault.
By : Sasha Renaud
Feeling forsaken and incomplete,
The air around me chills my spine,
My body is hot to touch,
Though, my heart is cold to everyone.
Pure rapture is like a dream to me,
Floating around my head,
Taunting me,
Like some harmless child,
Everyone treats me like a child,
I'm only 16 after all...
Whats the point?
Life is like death,
Only you never live.
It's all slowly fading away from me,
I know this is all so pesstimistic,
I know that my thoughs of demise,
Should not come so frequently,
But I can't prove to anyone that I am who I am,
That I am a person,
Therefore I can't convince myself.
I put on a face, a happy face,
Trying to show who I am,
Trying to show the good side of me.
No matter how much I try to show everyone who I am,
It all just seems that I get the same response,
I'm immature,
I'm only 16.
My mind has a lot more to it than they realize,
I may sound foolish and demeaning,
But I do try,
I do try and prove myself to them,
I know I'm accepted,
But I need to be shown that I am,
Otherwise it feels like nothing.
I particularily can't prove to him that I'm not just 16.
The world and it's people can be so beautiful,
I guess I'm just naive.
I want to walk away,
No, I want to run away,
I expect rejection,
That fear runs deep,
Leading to my fear of commitment...
I want you to believe,
Believe in who I am and who I can be.
Believe that there is someone you're missing out on,
Someone deep and understanding,
Someone inside this girl,
This girl who is only 16
By : Sasha Renaud
I can hear
The rivers of
Fire,
A circle of
Harmony
Stands around it
To cry out to the
Mountains,
Who need to
Listen to
The Earth's wish,
See the sunset
Dance,
And get over
Anger.
By : Sasha Renaud
