Never Let Me Go
ZEm Ficlette - NC17 
5/17/01 
by Request 

Emily's body jerked as he slammed the door on his way out of her room after their most heated discussion about what else....her family. She had thought they were passed all this but evidently Zander wasn't or he would still be with her console as she sobbed uncontrollably at the thought of losing him again. She just got him back and all was forgiven, or so she thought. She gathered a few more of her things and packed a duffle bag that she had stashed in her closet. She couldn't stay here one more night...she needed to be away from this place, she needed to sleep somewhere else tonight. She gathered her belongings and headed out the door slamming it behind her. If he could slam the door so could she. She stomped down the spiral staircase with duffle bag in hand as she passed AJ on the stairs almost knocking him off his feet. He noticed that she didn't even see him standing there as she left the house and slammed the door as she walked out. "Geezsh..wonder what's up with her...." he said to himself as he headed back up the stairs and shrugged as if to answer his own question. 

Emily made her way back to her room above Kelly's. She used her key and unlocked the door as she threw her stuff on the bed and flopped down exhausted from all the fighting that had gone on with Zander. She kicked off her shoes and kicked the bag onto the floor and than pulled her knees to her chest. She wept as her warm tears moistened her pillow she laid her head upon. She wiped the tears from her cheek as she sat up and pulled the throw quilt over her. She lay thinking of all the horrible things that were said in her bedroom back at the mansion and how the conversation turned into an argument yet again. Maybe her and Zander weren't meant to be...maybe the family was right. Maybe she needed time to be alone and to think about what she wanted. Maybe nothing....she loved him and he loved her. They could get through this....their love has survived so far...and it is strong enough to survive this too. She cried herself to sleep and dreamt of happier times with Zander. 

Zander couldn't let it end like that...he pretty much slammed the door in her face and stormed out of the mansion. He couldn't let her believe that he wasn't willing to work this out so they can be together, now that her parents had given their blessing...reluctanting but a blessing nonetheless. He decided to go back and straighten this out with her before he headed home to the penthouse. As he walked up the driveway towards the mansion, he got nervous. This would be the first time that he would actually come through the front door to see her....he didn't know how to act or what to do. He knocked a few times before Reginald opened the door. "Well, Mr. Smith back so soon..." Reginald asked as Zander stood on the stoop under the porch light. "Yeah...I'd like to see Emily..." he asked as Reginald invited him. Zander stood in the foyer as Reginald closed the door and approached him. "I'm sorry Zander, Emily's not here. She stormed out about 20 minutes ago with a duffle bag in her hand." Reginald explained as Zander got a concerned look on his face. "Do you know where she went?" Zander now thinking the worst of where she would of gone. "My guess would be back to Kelly's. She does still have her room there, no?" he replied as he headed for the spiral staircase. "Thanks, man....I'll look for her there.." Zander answered as he headed back out the door trying not slam it this time. 

He knew that Bobbie didn't approve of male guests in the female's room, so he climbed the fire escape outside of Emily's window. As he began his climb he noticed that her window was open slightly and there was a dim light coming from the room. So he knew she was there. He reached the metal platform and peered in the window noticing her lifeless body lying on the bed curled up under the blanket. He quietly opened the window far enough for him to slip into the room and stood admiring her beauty from across the room as she slept so peaceful. She began to stir as he approached her bedside and sat down on the edge. She turned towards him as he brushed away the auburn hair from her face. Her eyelids fluttered open as he sat quietly watching her sleep. Emily startled by his presence on the edge of her bed, jumped back against the head board. Her eyes still not focused on him and was surprised to see him there. 

"Zander, what are you doing here?...." she asked as she propped the pillow behind her and leaned back against the headboard. Zander reached for her and brushed her cheek with the back of his hand and she sheepishly smiled. "I couldn't let end like it did back at the mansion. I had to explain." he replied quietly to her as he drew closer. She reached for him as he grabbed her hand and placed it on the side of his face and held it there as they exchanged loving gazes. There were no words that could describe the feelings that overcame him as he sat on the edge of the bed. It was getting harder and harder to resist the temptation to take her in his arms and make love to her. He felt it in her touch and saw it her eyes she felt the same way. 

"Em...I am sorry if I overstepped back there...I just can't live without you, and I don't want anyone or anything to come between us, ever." he began as she placed her forefinger over his lips to quiet him. "Shhhh....it's over now...and you're here with me...that's all that matters..." she replied as she pulled him closer to her. She could feel his warm breath on her lips as she moistened them with a roll of her tongue. He brushed her lips lightly with his as she wrapped her arms around his neck. The kiss was tender and sensuous and grew deeper as he leaned over her and she fell back onto the pillow. She slowly removed the jacket he was wearing and threw it on the floor where it laid in a pile. He removed his boots as her fingers found their way down his sides and pulled his shirt up and over his head revealing a strong muscular chest. Her fingers tantalized him as she ran them down the front of his bare chest. He slowly unzipped the denim jacket she wore and she slipped her arms free of the garment that restrained her body. She moved over to invite him to lie down next to her as his mouth found hers once again. His tongue found the moistness of her mouth as the kiss grew hungry. More passionate than she ever experienced with him as his hands groped up and down her body. 

Her hands caressed his hardened body as they found their way down to the front of his jeans he was wearing. She felt him quiver as she undid the button and slowly unzipped them. She felt him lift up his hips and aided her in sliding the jeans down his legs to reveal the black boxer briefs he wore...snug to fit his hard body. His strong hands caressed every inch of her person as he also found and ventured into undoing the button of her khakis. As he undid the button his sweet soft kisses fell upon the skin around her navel which sent pleasurable shivers up and down her spine. Emily closed her eyes for a brief moment as he slipped off her pants and followed the fluid motion with his kisses as they traveled down across her lower abdomen to the top of her lace panties she wore. His kisses sweet and tender against her soft silky skin and teased her every emotion as he laid them upon every inch of her. He slowly moved downward towards her inner thigh as her fingers entangled in his black hair and her head tilted back with pleasure. 

As he moved across to the other thigh he looked up for approval as he saw her enticed in pleasure as he than continued with pleasing her every emotion. His hands roaming along her body and finding the softest mounds of flesh within reach as he caressed her breast. He felt her nipple harden as he caressed and teased it with his thumb and index finger. She moaned with pleasure as she felt something explode inside of her, something she never felt before. He slid his hands down around her waist and removed the only thing that came between them as his fingers slid on the inside of the lace elastic band of her panties. She observed every motion with a loving look of approval as he removed them and they fell to the floor along with the other garments. Her hands caressed his strong back and found the wide waistband of his boxers as he helped her in removing them. She slid them down his legs and then to the floor at the end of the bed. Nothing to inhabit them anymore....there was nothing standing in their way of making love. She caressed every inch of his strong hardened body as he rolled onto his back bringing her with him as she found herself hovering over him. Their legs intertwined as she drew her leg closer to her rubbing her soft skin against his hip. He could feel her moistness against his hardened shaft as she did so and his juices boiled to the breaking point. He could resist no longer...he had to have her....all of her. 

She felt his hardened shaft against her as she began slowly moving in a rhythm against him. He wrapped his hands around her neck and pulled her close as his mouth found hers and she moaned with pleasure. She released the kiss as he lingered..."Zander..I want you...I want you to make love with me...now...take me now..." she whispered breathlessly as he felt every word she spoke against his lips. "I want you to Emily...I want you so bad..." he said as he kissed her with hunger and desire. She released the kiss and straddled his hips as she shift her body to invite him to enter her. His hardened shaft found the opening within the moistness of her and he slowly thrusted upward. She moaned with pleasure as she felt him inside her for the first time. As he began a steady rhythm of thrusts, his hands moved slowly across the front of her as they found the soft mounds of her breast yet again. She arched her back as he teased her nipples that sent her juices flowing even more. She couldn't get enough of his touches as his strong hands pulled her down so she now hovered over him. 

He couldn't resist taking one of her breasts in his mouth and suckling on the softest skin. He teased her nipples with his teeth as tender as he could. The pleasure of his touch was getting to be too much, but she didn't want him to stop. The rhythm he had started quickened as he was reaching the point of ecstasy and he could feel the muscles inside her contract...she was close to peaking as well. "Oh, Zander...that feels so good.." she whispered as he slowed the pace of his rhythm and deepened the penetration. He placed his hands around her waist and sat her up on him as they continued with the smoothest motion. He cradled her head and turned her over on her back without removing himself from her. Her legs opened and wrapped around his waist tightly he began to thrust once again deep inside her. He began to kiss her passionately as he felt himself come inside her. She moaned with pleasure as he thrusted one last time and than he collapsed from exhaustion. 

He lay next to her as he held her close to his side and she draped her arm across his waist. Both breathing heavily from exertion, she could hear his heart beating through his chest as his hands caressed her arm. He kissed the top of her head as she looked up at him lovingly. "I love you Emily...." he said softly as he gazed into her eyes. "I love you, too...Zander." she replied as her hand caressed his chest. "Zander...." she asked. He looked down at her ... "Yeah...." he replied still trying to calm his breathing. "Hold me....and promise me to never let me go...." she asked as she snuggled closer. "I promise...." he answered as he again kissed the top of her head. 

They fell asleep together in each others arms with their legs intertwined underneath the sheets as the moonlight shone thru the sheer curtains of her room above Kelly's.