Help Me Forget

Zander and Carly Ficlette - NC17

His words only left her heart aching, the pain of what had been had enveloped her heart, she needed to be with someone that made her feel special and loved.  She found herself standing outside of Jake's and wondered if she should.  He could always make her feel better, and this time should be no different.

She didn't really know how she got there, she was just there.  Sonny's words so harsh and cold towards her and what made things worse, was his new interest was standing in the room as he lashed out.  She just had to get out of there, to save herself from anymore pain.

She walked into Jake's, the jukebox playing, a few guys at the bar drinking their beers and he was shooting pool.  She thought he looked so sexy when he shot pool.  She had hid her feelings for him way too long...it was time he knew that they shared the same feelings about each other.  She watched him for a brief moment, and he looked up from his aim and noticed her in deep thought as she looked his direction.

"Carly." he said as he broke into her thoughts with just saying her name.  She rushed into his arms as he stood up from his shot.  "Oh Zander, I need you." she replied as he pulled her tighter to him.  "Sonny?" he asked as she pulled back and with tears in her eyes replied...."Who else?"  She was hurt, angered at what he implied when she asked him about moving on with her life.  With just one look, Zander knew he had to take all her pain away, she needed him.

"Come on..." he said as he took her hand and she followed him upstairs.

He opened the door and led her into his room.  She stopped and turned towards him as he closed the door behind her.  "Talk to me Carly" he said as he brushed passed her. "I'm done talking'...." she replied as she grabbed his arm at the elbow.  He looked down at the grip she had on his arm, and couldn't help but to look into her eyes. He saw the pain and the hurt, he just wanted to make it all go away for her.  

"Help me forget, Zander....help me forget.." she said as she pulled him closer to her.  He could feel her warm breath on his lips, so sweet, so desirable, she was what he wanted.

She couldn't help herself, she had resisted to long, her lips quivering with hesitation.  Zander didn't hesitate, his lips met hers as he drew her closer to the warmth of his body.  She fell into his arms as the passion and desire overcame her.  "Carly, are you sure this is what you want?" he asked as he pulled back.  "Zander, this is all I want...." she answered as her lips met his once more.

Her hands found the buttons of his shirt as she began unbuttoning them one by one.  Not flinching or hesitation he slowly removed her white silk blouse and it fell to the floor only to reveal her lace camisole.  With both hands she removed his shirt from his shoulders as it fell to his waist, she noticing that his jeans were still buttoned.  He pulled at the shirt to remove it and it fell to the floor on a heap.  She ran her hands across his bare chest and grabbed the back of his neck to pull him to her.

"I want you Zander...." she said breathlessly. She didn't have to ask twice.  He picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bed where he laid her down.  He lowered himself to her as his lips found the soft skin of her neck.  Her hands caressed the muscles of his back as he moved from her neck to her shoulders, removing the spaghetti straps from her body as they slid slowly down her arms.  Her heart racing, her hunger for him was overwhelming.

Her hands found the button of his jeans and she began to push them down over his strong hips.  He kicked them to the floor and lay in a pile at the bottom of the bed.  She felt the silk boxers slide up and down her smooth legs as he removed her dress pants and she quickly pushed them to the floor.

Meanwhile back at the penthouse, Sonny wasn't about to leave the conversation the way it ended.  He took a chance that he knew where she'd go and grabbed his coat and out the door he went.

She couldn't get enough of him, his tender kisses and soft caresses were what she needed.  He made her feel special, feel loved.  Her fingers ran through his hair as his mouth found her soft mounds and his tongue ran across her hard nipples.  He knead her breast with his hand as his mouth and tongue tantalized the other.  She moaned with pleasure as she could feel herself becoming wet with desire.  He spread her legs open with his knee and tucked it snugly between her upper thighs.  The grinding motion her body made against his, revealed to him that she wanted more.

Her fingers found the elastic waist band of his silk boxers, as she caressed the material and her hands explored every inch of him, she found the hardness she hungered for.  She slipped the boxers over his muscular buttocks and continued to caress the hardness she desired.  His eyes fluttered shut as he felt her every caress of his manhood.  He moaned with pleasure as she pushed him onto his back.  Her lips found his strong abs and his trail to paradise as she moved slowly down the trail.  The paradise she found was his moment of ecstasy as she wrapped her lips around it and began to slowly move up and down on the shaft.  His hand caressing the back of her head as she moved in a distinctive motion.  She could feel him about to reach his point of erection when she released her lips from him.  He with his eyes closed and in a state of euphoria, she slowly moved her kisses up his abs and to his chest. Her lips found his hard nipples and she tantalized them with her tongue.

She close to his neck whispered her every desire to him.  "I want to feel you inside me..." she whispered breathless.  He positioned her atop of him as her legs straddled his strong hips.  One smooth motion and she felt him now beginning to move inside her.  Strong thrusts came from him as she leaned back and revealed her soft breast to him.  He knead them with his strong hands and she moaned with pleasure.  Her eyes fluttering shut as she felt every stroke he made within her.  He could feel her body contract with every thrust.

She hovered over him as her blonde hair fell around his face.  She smelled so good, her soft skin, her sweet scent, it was all too much to ignore.  He could feel her juices being released and his ejaculation exploded inside her.  Her mouth found his as their tongues exploring every crevice.  Her every desire was satisfied and his every pleasure fulfilled.

She lay beside him as he wrapped his arm around her, she lay her head on his bare chest.  Her hand caressing his abs as her fingers teased his trail.  Nothing but silence, the only thing that was heard was a car door slamming out side his window.

He looked down at her as she lay content next to him.  She looked up at him with a smile.  "Thank you, Zander.....for helping me forget..."

Just then, the door flew open.  Both Zander and Carly sat up in bed as they noticed him standing in the doorway.

"Sonny!"

Help Me Forget

Part 2 .... NC17

Zander sat on the edge of the bed and reached for a pair of black boxers that laid near him on the floor.  Carly looked on as Sonny became more infuriated by the minute.  Not a word had been said, the silence was deafening.  Zander pulled on his black pair of jeans as Sonny stood in the doorway glaring in his direction, he could feel his eyes piercing through him.  Zander approached Sonny infuriated at what he put Carly through hours before.

Carly slipped on one of Zander's shirts and rushed to stop him from doing something he would regret.  "No Zander, he's not worth it!" she cried as she stepped between he and Sonny.  Sonny not backing down from the confrontation still stood in the doorway of Zander's room.  "Carly....step aside." Zander asked as his eyes never left his focus of Sonny.  "Zander, please."  she said forcefully as she turned her back to him and faced her ex husband.  "You have no business barging into someone's apartment!" she yelled at him.  "You have no right to me anymore, Sonny...none what so ever!"  Sonny stood and stared coldly angered by the betrayal of his friend and his ex wife.  Zander trying to push his way through Carly to get to the man who hurt her so.  She felt Zander behind her and tried her best to keep him at bay.

She turned to Zander and tried to calm him down as Sonny took two steps into the apartment.  He hadn't said a word, just a silent stare filled with rage.  Sonny's focus now on Carly as he grabbed her by her arm at the elbow and turned her quickly around to face him.  "You are such a tramp! No five minutes after you leave me, your sleeping with someone else!  You disappoint me Carly, you truly do.  But I should of known, once a whore always a whore!"  She infuriated by his words raised her hand to slap him and he blocked it with his hand.  "You bastard!  Get out!" she yelled as Zander came around her and stepped between her and Sonny.  Standing face to face with his friend.

"You wanna say something to me now!  You're quite good at shooting your mouth off to your wife, why don't you be a man and say something to me!"  Zander shouted in anger wanting so desperately to push Sonny out the door.  He knew that a powerful man like Sonny Corinthos could sure make life difficult for he and Carly, so he didn't do what he should have.

Sonny had never seen Zander like this before, he would of never stood up to him the way he did, he didn't know quite what to do or say.  Sonny's long cold stare only made Zander more angry as he clenched his fists at his side hoping he didn't have to do something he'd regret.

"You know, I never thought for a minute that you'd do something like this Zander.  I mean you didn't seem the type that would sleep with the town tramp." Zander lost it, he felt the urge overcome him and he hauled off and decked Sonny in the jaw.  He staggered back and got his balance as he rubbed the side of his face where Zander's fist had made a connection.  "Now you can get the hell out of my apartment!  And don't you ever come near Carly again. Or you will be feeling another one of those!"  Zander threatened as Sonny turned and headed back out into the hallway.

Carly rushed to be by Zander's side as he shook his fist to get the feeling back into it.  They watched Sonny walk down the stairs and Zander slammed the door.  He embraced her tightly as both breathed a sigh of relief.  He comforted her in his arms as he could feel her quivering against him.

"Shhh....it's alright.  He's gone and he's not coming back." Zander reassured her things would be okay.  She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, quivering from fear.  "Zander...." she whispered as he leaned in and she could feel his warm breath on her soft lips.  "I won't let him hurt you, anymore." he replied as she looked into his eyes and she felt safe in his arms.

His mouth found hers and she couldn't help but to fall into his arms.  He scooped her up into his arms and carried her back to the bed.  He laid her gently down and stepped back.  She watched him as he walked towards the door and turned the lock.  "Now, where were we..." he said with a grin as he walked back towards her removing his jeans as he stepped closer.

"Why Zander Smith, I believe we were right here...." she said as she sat up and pulled him to her.  Her lips caressed his chest, then his neck as he hovered himself over her.  He began to unbutton the dress shirt she was wearing and found the softest mounds beneath.  He knead the one till he could feel her nipple harden as she moaned with pleasure.  His mouth found hers as his tongue danced with hers, their legs intertwined beneath the sheets and the hunger overwhelming both of them.

Her legs fell open as to invite him fulfill her every desire.  His hand caressed her inner thigh and found the wetness between them.  His fingers teasing her with every stroke inside her.  His mouth moving slowly down leaving tender kisses upon her soft skin, as her hands caressed his muscular shoulders.  He wanted to satisfy her every want, her every desire.

She moaned his name as he moved slowly down past her navel and to the softest skin he had ever kissed.  Her legs fell open farther as she could feel the pleasure of his tongue inside her.  His strong hands caressing her inner thighs as her eyes fluttered closed, she was about to reach the point of ecstasy she was longing for.  His tongue finding her most hidden pleasures as he slowly moved upward kissing every inch of her beautiful form.  Her hands guided him as he came closer to her sweet lips.

The hunger for him to be inside her was overwhelming as she felt the hardness against her wetness.  He thrusted his hips against hers as he made penetration and she felt every stroke against her spot of pleasure.  Her hands gripped the material of the sheets as the thrust became fast and hard against her body.  Her legs wrapped around his waist as his arms wrapped around hers, he lifted her up against his chest.  He could feel her nipples against his bare chest as his mouth found hers once more.

Moving with a rhythm, he could feel her muscles inside her contract as she reached the point of intensity.  She moaned with pleasure as she felt herself reach the peak of release.  He released himself inside her and laid her down gently to the bed.  He lifted himself from her and laid next to her.

Both trying to catch their breath, as she moved closer to him and laid her head on his chest.  He wrapped his arm around her and brushed back a fallen strand of her blonde hair.

He looked down at her as her eyes met his.  "You are so beautiful, Carly..." he whispered.  "You better watch it, I might just find myself falling in love you with, Zander Smith." she replied with a smile.  "And that's a bad thing?" he asked as he leaned in closer to her. "It could be the signature on your death warrant where Sonny's concerned." she answered cause she knew Sonny was not one to give up on what he thought was his.  "After what just happened between us, I wouldn't worry too much about your ex husband." he replied as he drew her closer to him. "Can we not talk about him anymore.  I just wanna be lay here and fall asleep in your arms tonight." Zander kissed her forehead as she snuggled closer to him.

"Carly?....he began as he looked down and noticed her eyes had closed and she was falling fast asleep in his arms.

He laid next to her staring at the ceiling of his apartment in complete darkness as he could hear the traffic down in the street. 

He couldn't help feeling the way he did about her. He couldn't help but falling in love with her.