I am but a whisp of wind. There to carry your soul for one bitter sweet moment. Gone the next. I am made to be forgotten. I am not made to be remembered. You sometimes think that you feel me, but it's not me that you feel. I wish it was.
Whispered in my ear, was something so wonderful. Those words flooded my heart and I felt like heaven. With those moments, I felt that I could smile for eternity. But sadly, I knew that those words would be forgotten by you. I will always cherish that moment. It will never be forgotten by me.
Alone in the dark cold night, I sit. I cry out your name, but no one answers. Why have you left me like this again? So cold and lonley. The only sound I hear is my tears hitting the ground.
I wish to know you inside and out. I want to be the one that's there for you when you need someone by your side. I wish you could see the real me. I wish you could see inside me, deep down to my core. So you'd understand how I feel.
Is there something about me that makes me look noticiably breakable? I'm like candy glass that can be shattered with just a flick. Just when I think there's someone putting me back together and making me solid. I shatter again. It hurts everytime. But maybe for once, this is the last. I'll just shatter myself.
Your so close, yet so far away. You seem like my perfect somebody. Sadly your already someone elses perfect somebody. Your touch is almost forbidden. Something I'm not allowed to have. I will only be able to dream of a life with you. For I can never freely have you.
What have I learned from the past? That the truth is not real and it's all just lies. Say "I'll never hurt you." then you go and prove me wrong 10 seconds later. What has the world come to. Nothing but lies and deciet. You have to bend over backward just to get the truth. But really, what is the truth?
I've been hurting quietly for oh so long. Some eople can't remember past yesterday. Oh, but I can. Certain things still ring clear. I with those things would just disappear. Along with the hurt, pain, and sorrow I feel today. I once was a happy child, but now it's like someone poured black paint on a white canvas. That no one will be able to erase.
Your pain pulls me close to you. I want to be the one who heals your soul. I want to be the one who mends your tortured heart. I try so hard, but I can't reach you. There's a devil surrounding you. That devil plays tricks on you, but you are so blind to see. I can see it very clearly. I try to warn you, but you can't hear me. That devil has you warped. I make my move when the devil sleeps, but it's no use. You still can't hear me. All you hear is the devil's painful words, "I love you." That's all it takes for that devil and she has you hooked. Those words mean nothing to that devil. To you it does. I say those words, but you don't want to hear them. I'm not that devil, so I don't matter. I'm determined to save you from that devil's trap. I must free you, because I am the one who loves you.
I'm leaving you with no good-bye. You came into my life and I thought it'd be something good, but I was wrong. Now I just can't take the pain of it anymore. I'm a sad, pathetic soul. I was stupid to think that anyone could ever love me. So I'm leaving you now with crimson tears and no good-bye.
What is wrong with people in the world anymore? They said they're my friend, but they don't act it. I swear they get a high off depressing me so much.
His promises have faded, just like the wind. I hope I never think of him again. Alone, I sit upon my silent hill. Quiet, not even a sound, I hear those words that sometimes kill. I hear her words, softly at first. I wait, in anticipation of the worst. This time they're not the norm. Her words are sweet, soft, and warm. Can she fix me, complete me? Am I the one you see? I wake up from my scream. I see you, is this still a dream?