Phoenix Rising, Part 2
by Geri ([email protected])
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: SS/RL
Author's note: {} Indicates character's unspoken thoughts
Disclaimer: Characters belong to J.K. Rowling, except Hob, who belongs to
William Mayne; no money is being made off this story; consider it a little wish
fulfillment on my part.
Sequel to: Always, Summer Vacation, For Old Time's Sake, Three's a Crowd, Return
of the Raven, and Phoenix Reborn.
Summary: The teachers and children return to Hogwarts for another school year.
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Dylan was relieved to be back at school, even if he would have to face Draco
Malfoy every day. He was tired of being cooped up in his great-uncle's house; at
least at school he would have more freedom, and he was happy to see his friends
again, although he wondered how many of their parents were Death Eaters, or at
least sympathizers of Voldemort. But his best friend Damien's parents had never
"joined up" (as Damien put it), so at least he didn't have to worry about Damien
giving him knowing looks or pestering him for details about Death Eater meetings
the way Draco did.
The older students were already seated in the Great Hall, chattering with each
other as they awaited the arrival of the first-years and the Sorting Hat. Out of
the corner of his eye, Dylan saw Hermione sitting at the Gryffindor table; she
flashed him a quick smile, then looked away. He still regretted that he'd been
forced to end their friendship, but at least she understood now why he'd done
it, and no longer hated him. Then his eyes widened and he momentarily forgot
about Hermione as the teachers filed in and took their places at the head table.
There was Dumbledore, of course, as well as Snape, Flitwick, and the other staff
members. But there were two new faces...the first face took Dylan's breath away.
She was a stunningly beautiful woman with waist-length black hair and piercing
green eyes; she was dressed in dark green robes, and an enormous raven perched
on her shoulder and stared at the assembled students with a baleful look in its
black eyes. But it was not the woman's beauty or the raven's sinister stare that
made Dylan's mouth drop open--it was the fact that he recognized her. He had
seen her before in Snape's memories during their Occlumency lessons; she was the
teacher who had praised a teenaged Snape in class. From that memory, and his
mother's descriptions, he could guess who she was--this was the infamous
Professor Blackmore. Dylan was so dumbfounded, and Blackmore was so
striking--she had a commanding presence that seemed to draw every eye in the
room to her--that he almost didn't notice the man walking behind her, who seemed
to have a much more quiet and low-key presence, as reflected by his robes, which
were a muted shade of bluish-gray. But then he saw the man's face, and his jaw
dropped again. That face, too, he recognized from Snape's memories--it was the
long-haired teenage boy that young Snape had been spying on. The boy was now a
man, and his brown hair was streaked with gray, but it was clearly the same
person.
"Who's THAT?" Dylan demanded of Damien, pointing at the head table.
Damien thought he was pointing at Blackmore, and said, "I don't know, but she's
gorgeous, isn't she?"
"No, not her," Dylan said impatiently. "That's Professor Blackmore." Damien gave
him a startled look, and he hastily lied, "I've, uh, seen pictures of her in my
mother's school scrapbooks. And yes, she is gorgeous, but I was wondering who
that man is. The one sitting next to Professor Snape?" Because Blackmore and the
mysterious man from Snape's memories had taken seats at the table on either side
of the Potions Master. Snape gave his former teacher a curt nod, but he glared
at the man seated beside him with a look of loathing usually reserved only for
Harry Potter.
"Oh, that's Professor Lupin," Damien replied. "He taught here the year before
you came, but--"
"But he was thrown out because he turned out to be a werewolf," Draco snarled.
"What's he doing back here?! If my father were here--"
"But he's not here, is he, Malfoy?" a seventh-year boy sneered. Apparently, with
his father in disgrace, Draco had lost some of the authority he held over
Slytherin House, which was not surprising, since he treated everyone, even the
older students, with an arrogant, high-handed manner. Since everyone feared
Lucius Malfoy, they had also feared to antagonize his son, but now that Lucius
Malfoy was imprisoned in Azkaban...
Draco glared at the boy and hissed, "Just you wait till my father gets
back--Azkaban won't be able to hold him for long! And then you'll be sorry!"
The seventh-year boy was not impressed, but many of the other Slytherin students
exchanged nervous glances. Everyone knew now that Lucius Malfoy was a Death
Eater, and they had all heard stories about how ruthless the Death Eaters had
been in the old days. They silently agreed that perhaps it would be still be
prudent not to offend Draco, after all.
Damien was among those who looked nervous. He shrugged slightly; he didn't seem
to be particularly upset about Professor Lupin's return, but he clearly didn't
care to openly contradict Draco. He gave Dylan a look that said, "We'll talk
about it later..."
Professor McGonagall walked in with the Sorting Hat, which sang the same song it
had last year, the one that warned that the Houses must unite or "crumble from
within". Dylan glanced at his housemates, and at the other tables; while many of
the students--like Draco--looked bored or scornful, many more looked uneasy, and
a few looked thoughtful. Perhaps now that the Dark Lord's return could no longer
be denied, they were taking the Sorting Hat's warning more seriously.
The first-years were sorted, and Dumbledore made his opening speech, closing
with, "I would like to introduce our two new faculty members, although actually
they are not new at all, but rather, old friends who are returning after too
long an absence. First, I'm sure that many of you remember Professor Lupin, who
is resuming his old post as Defense Against the Dark Arts instructor." Professor
Lupin stood briefly and nodded, a pleasant smile on his face. There was
enthusiastic applause, except from the Slytherin table. A few of the younger
Slytherins started to clap until Draco glared at them menacingly, and they
hastily let their hands fall into their laps. "And next, Professor Blackmore,
whom you have never met before, but she taught many of your parents." Professor
Blackmore also stood and nodded, although she did not smile as Lupin had, but
merely let her gaze sweep across the hall with a look of cool appraisal before
she took her seat. An excited buzz of conversation filled the room as the
children whispered to each other. How could Professor Blackmore possibly have
taught their parents, when she was obviously younger than most of their parents
were?
"Was she some kind of child genius?" Damien muttered incredulously. "She'd have
to have been teaching in diapers!"
"I remember my mother talking about Professor Blackmore," Dylan said. "But she'd
have to be in her late forties by now--"
"No way is she forty!" Damien exclaimed, and several of their classmates
murmured in agreement.
Draco had looked as shocked as everyone else, but he scowled and gave Damien a
contemptuous look. "Use your brain, Pierce!" he snapped. "Dark Magic can be used
to preserve youth or enhance beauty! For all we know, it could just be a simple
glamor spell!"
"That's a pretty damn convincing glamor," Damien said, still staring
open-mouthed at Blackmore, and Crabbe and Goyle nodded vigorously.
"She's old enough to be your mother!" Pansy Parkinson snapped, giving the boys a
miffed look.
"She can mother me all she likes," Damien said with a suggestive leer.
"You're disgusting!" Pansy said, but then Dumbledore cleared his throat loudly,
and the students all fell silent.
"Professor Blackmore will be teaching Incantations and Summonings, which has
just been restored to the curriculum after a fifteen-year absence," the
Headmaster said. "However, this is considered an advanced class, and will be
open only to third-years on up, due to the fact that it requires prior
experience in spell-casting and rune-making, and because of the slight element
of risk involved."
The first and second-years let out a collective groan. "Risk?" Damien asked, a
little nervously.
"It's no big deal," Dylan said nonchalantly; his mother had told him a great
deal about her elemental-summoning project, since that was where her romance
with his father had begun. "If the spell isn't performed properly, the creature
you're summoning could break free and cause harm." Now nearly all the Slytherins
were staring at him wide-eyed; Draco shot him a sullen, slightly jealous
look--he didn't like it when Dylan stole the spotlight from him. Dylan gave him
an apologetic smile and said dismissively to his housemates, "But Blackmore
always uses safeguards--or so my mother says--and they probably won't let us
summon anything dangerous, anyway."
Dumbledore said, "Let the feast begin!" and the tables were suddenly laden with
savory dishes, and the students turned their attention to their meals. Dylan
ignored the mindless gossip of his housemates, about how they had spent their
summers or who was dating whom, and let his eyes drift back to the head table.
Professor Blackmore's return was quite intriguing, but right now he was more
interested in Professor Lupin; Dylan was curious to know why Lupin had such a
prominent place in Snape's memories. He did not really look that much different
from the glimpses Dylan had caught of him during the Occlumency
lessons--although there was gray in his hair, and a few lines on his face, he
still looked quite young and boyish, with a mischievous gleam in his light blue
eyes. And his hair was still long and falling across his face in untidy strands;
he kept brushing it back out of his eyes, and every time he did so, Snape would
shoot him an annoyed look, for some reason. Snape said something to Lupin that
Dylan couldn't hear; no doubt some snide insult, judging by the expression on
Snape's face. But Lupin didn't look offended, and just smiled at Snape in a
bright, cheery manner, and Snape looked even more annoyed than before. He glared
at Lupin, then turned away and began conversing with Professor Blackmore. Lupin
looked out across the room, and for a moment, his eyes seemed to rest on Dylan,
and he smiled. Then he turned his attention back to the head table, and began
talking to Professor Flitwick, leaving Dylan to wonder if he'd imagined the
whole thing. Perhaps he had really been looking at someone else in the same
general direction, and Dylan had only thought Lupin was looking at him. After
all, he had never met Lupin before, so there was no reason for the new teacher
to smile at him or even recognize him at all. Perhaps he might have noticed
Dylan's resemblance to his father, but from Snape's memory, it seemed like Lupin
had probably been a Gryffindor, so why would he be smiling at the son of a
Slytherin Death-Eater...?
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Snape glared at Lupin as he pushed his hair back from his face for the umpteenth
time. {Why doesn't he just tie it back?} Snape grumbled to himself. It wasn't
that he didn't like Lupin's long hair; the problem was that he liked it too
much. Every time Lupin's hair fell across his face, Snape had to repress a
nearly irresistible urge to reach over and brush it out of Lupin's eyes, to run
his hands through Lupin's gold-and-silver hair. He wondered if Lupin was
deliberately letting his hair fall forward; the werewolf could be such a little
tease at times...
"It's nice of you to agree to brew the Wolfsbane Potion for Remus, Severus,"
Branwen was saying, a hint of mischief in her green eyes belying the otherwise
solemn expression on her face.
Snape glowered at her; were the two of them conspiring to get on his nerves?! "I
only agreed to do it because the Headmaster ordered me to," he growled. He
turned to Lupin and added with a sneer, "Besides, we wouldn't want the children
getting mauled by a werewolf. You gave them quite a scare last time, Lupin. Do
try to refrain from howling at the moon this time, will you?"
Lupin just gave him a cheerfully inane smile and said in the chirpy tone that he
knew always annoyed Snape to no end, "I have every confidence in your
potion-brewing skills, Severus. I am sure the nights of the full moon will pass
quite peacefully; the wolf wants nothing more than to lie beside the fire, chew
on a juicy bone, and perhaps be scratched behind the ears."
The Potions Master flushed and gave Lupin a menacing look, his black eyes
silently threatening, {You'll pay for that later!} Lupin quickly turned away
before he started laughing; he did love teasing Severus, and the wolf found the
threat more exciting than intimidating. Severus's idea of "punishment" was a
blissfully sweet torture that involved him kissing, caressing, and making love
to Lupin at a maddeningly slow and deliberate pace until Lupin finally lost
control (which truthfully, did not take long) and began begging him for release.
{And Severus calls ME a tease,} Lupin thought with amusement. Still, Severus
rarely tortured his lover for long, because he usually lost control himself when
the werewolf began growling and baring his teeth...Lupin quickly cut off that
line of thought before he lost control of the wolf and gave away their cover by
jumping Severus right there at the dinner table.
To distract himself, he looked out across the hall at the students, many of whom
gave him friendly, welcoming smiles; it seemed that most of them didn't hold his
lycanthropy against him. He turned his gaze to the Slytherin table, wondering if
he'd be able to recognize Dylan Rosier; he was quite curious about the boy who
had managed to break through the Potions Master's armor...ah, there he was.
There was absolutely no mistaking the boy, a perfectly blended combination of
Evan's dark good looks and Ariane's poise and dignity. Lupin smiled, already
feeling affection for the boy although he had never met him; Severus loved him,
and that was enough to make Lupin care about him, too. Dylan's silver-gray eyes
widened in surprise, and Lupin quickly looked away before anyone else noticed
and wondered why he was staring at the Slytherin boy. He would have to be
careful; Dylan was clearly as perceptive as Severus had claimed, and might
notice more than Lupin intended him to, more than was safe for him to know...
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As soon as they were alone in their dorm room, Dylan asked Damien, "All right,
so what's the story with Professor Lupin? Why was Snape giving him the evil
eye?"
"I'm more curious about Professor Blackmore," Damien said with a grin. "I'll
give you the scoop on Lupin, if you tell me what you know about her."
"Fine," Dylan said, trying to hide his impatience before his friend began
wondering why he was so curious about Lupin. "You first."
"Well, I don't know all the details, mind you," Damien said, "but I hear Lupin
was a Gryffindor and a friend of Potter's father to boot--and we all know how
much Snape hates Potter. Hated his dad, too, when they were kids, at least
that's what my mother says."
Dylan nodded. "My mother said the same thing."
"Didn't know he was a werewolf until Snape exposed him, but looking back, it
makes sense. He was always getting sick; we didn't notice till afterwards that
he always got sick near the full moon." Damien frowned slightly. "He looks much
better now, though; I wonder why? He always looked like he was ready to collapse
when he was teaching here before. And his robes aren't all patched and faded
like they used to be; I guess it's tough for werewolves to get work. Maybe
Dumbledore gave him an advance on his wages so he could get some decent
clothes."
"Could be," Dylan agreed. "What was he like as a teacher?"
"Don't tell Draco I said so," Damien warned, "but actually, he was pretty nice.
He was always fair; even though he was a Gryffindor, he never favored them or
gave us a hard time. And his lessons were always fun." He laughed as he told
Dylan the story about how Lupin had taught his third-years to use the Riddikulus
spell on a boggart, and how Neville Longbottom's spell had resulted in a Snape-boggart
dressed in his grandmother's clothes. "I only wish I'd been there to see it!"
Dylan chuckled and shook his head. "No wonder Snape hates him!"
"Anyway, Lupin was the best DADA teacher we ever had, despite what Draco says. I
mean, Lockhart was useless, and Umbridge's class was a total of waste of time. I
suppose we did learn stuff in Moody's class, but..." Damien's voice trailed off,
and Dylan grimaced. He had hated Moody, because Moody was the Auror who had
killed his father, only it turned out that it wasn't Moody at all, but an
impostor. Damien cleared his throat and said, "Anyway, I'm kind of glad Lupin's
back, but like I said, don't tell Draco that."
"Your secret's safe with me," Dylan said lightly. So Lupin had been one of
Snape's childhood enemies...it was difficult to tell, from the brief glimpses he
had seen in Snape's memories, but Dylan thought there was more to it than that.
There had been a very odd look in young-Snape's eyes as he spied on young-Lupin
near the lake...
"So tell me about the lovely Professor Blackmore," Damien said, interrupting
Dylan's thoughts.
Dylan grinned, setting aside his musings for another time. "Don't get your hopes
up, Romeo! You might not think her so lovely once you hear my mother's stories
about her."
"Like what?" Damien asked eagerly.
"Like all the students lived in fear of her, just like we do Professor Snape."
"No way!"
"Ask your mum, if you don't believe me. They used to say she has demon blood..."
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Dylan found that most of his Slytherin yearmates shared Damien's opinion of
Lupin, although they were too cowed by Draco to say so publicly. The Gryffindors,
with whom they were sharing their DADA class, had no such reservations and were
openly delighted to see him.
"Good morning," Lupin said cheerfully, as he walked into the classroom.
"Good morning, Professor!" the Gryffindors chorused heartily. The Slytherins
mumbled inarticulate greetings, trying not to appear too enthusiastic, but it
seemed that Lupin saw through their facade, because he smiled at them, a
mischievous little twinkle in his eyes. A few of them smiled back shyly.
"I'm very pleased to be back at Hogwarts teaching all of you again--" Lupin
began.
"We're pleased to have you back, Professor!" Ginny Weasley said, and her
housemates nodded emphatically.
"Suck-ups," Damien muttered under his breath, but without much rancor, because
he was secretly just as glad to have Lupin back.
Lupin's eyes flickered over in their direction, and Damien gulped and slid down
in his seat, but Lupin just smiled and winked at him. Dylan marveled at the
sight; Snape would probably have handed out a detention or deducted at least ten
points for that remark, and he probably would have deducted twenty points for
Ginny's interruption. Of course, it was extremely unlikely that a Gryffindor
would ever interrupt Snape to tell him that they were happy to see him!
"Well, teaching most of you again," Lupin corrected himself. "I see we have a
new face in this class. You must be Dylan Rosier?"
"Yes, sir," Dylan said politely.
"I went to school with your father," Lupin said pleasantly. "You look very much
like him--and like your mother, too, of course."
Dylan stared at Lupin wide-eyed, and an uneasy murmur rippled through the
classroom. Everyone knew that Dylan's father had been a Death Eater, but no
one--not even his housemates, except for Draco--discussed it openly. Was Lupin
taunting him? But there was no malice in Lupin's blue eyes, and he was smiling
at Dylan in a friendly, good-natured way.
Lupin ignored the murmurings of his students, and said, "This class is called
Defense Against the Dark Arts, and that is precisely what we will be
concentrating on this term: defense. You will learn protective magic,
counter-curses, shield spells, stunning spells..."
"No boggarts?" someone muttered sarcastically from the back of the room. Dylan
recognized the voice as Brad Doherty's; he was not in Draco's inner circle, but
he was a hanger-on who was constantly toadying up to Draco. A few of the
Slytherins snickered, and even a few Gryffindors smiled, perhaps thinking of the
Snape-boggart Damien had mentioned.
"No, Brad, not today," Lupin said, still smiling pleasantly. Then his expression
turned serious, and he said to the snickering and smiling students in a soft but
stern voice, "This is no laughing matter. I am not teaching you these things
merely to fulfill your course requirements, or even to prepare you for your
O.W.L.s, but for your own protection. With Voldemort returned--" The entire
class gasped in horror at hearing the Dark Lord's name spoken aloud. "--it is
imperative that you learn to defend yourselves. Working towards that aim, the
first spell you will be learning is the Patronus Charm. It is a very advanced
spell, but I believe you are up to the challenge."
The class, much subdued after Lupin's lecture, listened attentively as he taught
them the incantation and explained that they must concentrate very hard on a
single, happy moment. Dylan hesitated for a moment over which memory to choose;
most of his happy memories had dark clouds hanging over them: his pleasure at
Goewin naming him as her heir had been shadowed by the knowledge that his uncles
had conspired to rape her; his growing closeness to Professor Snape had come
about only because he had been forced to join the Death Eaters; and his relief
that Hermione no longer hated him was tempered by the fact that it was still
impossible for them to resume their friendship. Finally, he decided that the
moment he had learned of his admission to Hogwarts was probably his last moment
of pure, unadulterated happiness before his growing doubts about the Death
Eaters had begun to disturb his conscience and his peace of mind. He
concentrated on that feeling of joy and triumph, pictured in his mind the pride
in his mother's eyes as tears of happiness streamed down her face... "Expecto
Patronum!" he shouted. A little silvery wisp emerged from the end of his wand.
"That's it?" he said in a disgruntled tone. Dylan had no false modesty; he knew
he was a talented mage, he had been the top student of his age group for two
years in a row, and he was used to being able to perform difficult spells with
ease. This rather pathetic attempt at casting a Patronus came as somewhat of a
blow to his pride. Still, he was doing better than Damien and most of his other
classmates, who had not managed to conjure up so much as a wisp.
Lupin appeared at his side and smiled. "That's very good for a first try, Dylan.
As I mentioned earlier, it is a very advanced spell, not usually taught to
fifth-years."
Dylan felt a little better, until he noticed that Colin Creevey had managed to
conjure up a fair-sized silver mist, and Ginny Weasley had actually conjured up
a silvery cat! It was transparent and a bit wispy around the edges, but still,
she had produced a recognizable Patronus on her first try! Was he really being
outperformed by a couple of Gryffindors?!
His outrage must have been visible on his face, because Lupin looked amused. But
he laid his hand on Dylan's shoulder in a kindly manner and said, "Don't feel
bad. They've practiced this spell before."
"They have?" Dylan asked as he looked up at Lupin, startled. "But you said it's
not taught to students our age--"
The corners of Lupin's lips twitched in amusement. "Not officially, no..."
"Dumbledore's Army!" Damien suddenly exclaimed, breaking off his unsuccessful
attempts to cast the spell. He stared at the two Gryffindors, saying, "So that's
what they were up to, with their little secret club!" Creevey and Ginny
exchanged nervous looks.
"Unauthorized spell-casting!" Doherty snapped.
"Such extracurricular groups are no longer banned," Lupin said mildly, then
smiled at Damien. "Very clever of you to figure it out, Damien; five points to
Slytherin. Now, all of you get back to work, please."
Lupin walked off to assist another student, and Dylan said incredulously, "He
gave points to Slytherin!"
Damien nodded and whispered, "I told you he was fair." Then he noticed Doherty
watching them suspiciously, and said loudly, "Expecto Patronum!" Brad turned
away and Damien said in a low voice, "We don't want Brad squealing to Draco that
we're sucking up to Lupin." Dylan nodded. "Expecto Patronum!"
"Hey, I think I saw something that time!" Dylan said.
"Really?" Damien asked, beaming happily. "Expecto Patronum!"
By the end of the class, Damien had managed to successfully cast a small silver
wisp, and Dylan had produced a larger, though still vague, silver cloud, earning
another ten points for Slytherin. Brad Doherty, Dylan noted with satisfaction,
had not managed to cast anything at all, not even the tiniest wisp.
As they left the classroom, Dylan was surprised to realize that he liked Lupin.
Of course, as a Slytherin and the son of a Death Eater, he was quite aware that
people could be two-faced, but Lupin seemed to be genuinely kind and
good-natured. And he had doled out points to the students without any apparent
regard to their Houses; anyone who had managed to produce a silver wisp had
earned five points, and he had awarded Dylan ten, since his had been the most
successful casting aside from Creevey and Weasley, who'd had the advantage of
prior experience. But Dylan felt a bit guilty for liking Lupin when Snape hated
him. {But then again, Snape hates almost everyone,} Dylan rationalized to
himself. {It's not like I can go around hating everyone Snape hates!} He was
still puzzled by Lupin's casual mention of his father, and was dying to ask him
about it, but it would probably not be wise to be seen behaving in a friendly
manner towards Lupin, in case word got back to Snape, or Draco, for that matter.
Dylan sighed wistfully; maybe Lupin could have told him more childhood stories
about his father...despite the darker things he'd learned about Evan Rosier's
past, he still loved his father and longed to know more about him. It was
probably a hunger that would never truly be satisfied, since Dylan would never
have the chance to meet his father, but Ariane's and Snape's stories about Evan
made Dylan feel a little closer to him, somehow.
Dylan did not notice Lupin staring after him with a very thoughtful expression
on his face.
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Harry, Ron, and Hermione headed to Incantations and Summonings class, feeling
excited and anxious at the same time. It was exciting to be among the first
students allowed to learn Summonings spells in fifteen years, but on the other
hand...
"You've seen the way Snape and Sirius cringe whenever she so much as raises her
voice," Ron said glumly. "If Snape's bad, how much worse must she be when she
gives out detention?"
"Honestly, Ron," Hermione said impatiently. "She's a perfectly nice person; we
lived in the same house with her for the last two months, and she didn't turn
any of us into toads."
"She says toads are passe," Harry mumbled, recalling her words the day she and
Lupin had met him at the station. He found them more ominous than reassuring.
"I'm sure she's a strict teacher," Hermione continued, "but as long as you stay
out of trouble, you have nothing to worry about." She gave each of the boys a
hard look. "And you ARE going to stay out of trouble, aren't you?"
"We don't go looking for trouble--" Harry said defensively.
"Trouble comes looking for us," Ron finished. "Malfoy always--"
"You have to learn to ignore his insults," Hermione said, sounding annoyed.
"When you let him get to you, you're only doing exactly what he wants. Don't
forget that you're a prefect now, Ron Weasley!"
"I know," Ron replied, in a slightly whiny tone, "but Malfoy--"
"I'm sure Professor Blackmore can handle Malfoy," Hermione said smugly.
"I don't see why we've always got to be paired up with the Slytherins," Ron
complained. "It's bad enough having Potions with them."
"Well, at least Blackmore won't favor them the way Snape does," Harry said,
trying to sound consoling, although he was a little nervous as well.
The classroom was in one of the lower dungeon levels. It was a very spacious
room, more than large enough to accommodate a double class. The students' desks
were arranged in a semi-circle close to the walls, leaving an expanse of open
floor between those desks and the teacher's desk at the head of the room.
The two boys looked a little puzzled. "Why so much open space?" Harry wondered
aloud.
"Didn't you two even open your textbooks?" Hermione said, sounding impatient
again.
"What, before school even started?" Ron asked incredulously.
"I was too busy studying that Potions textbook," Harry muttered.
"Most Summonings spells require a circle of protection to be inscribed on the
floor," Hermione explained. "Hence, the open space."
"'Hence'?" Ron muttered. "Who on earth says 'hence' these days?"
"I suppose you can't expect someone raised by Muggles to know about Summonings
spells," Draco Malfoy drawled in a condescending tone as he and his cronies
sauntered into the room. He conveniently chose to overlook the fact that
Hermione, a Muggle by birth as well as upbringing, seemed to know quite a bit
about such spells.
"Like you know so much yourself," Ron sneered.
"Ron," Hermione said in a warning tone.
"I know plenty!" Draco retorted, flushing slightly. "My dad--"
Just then, Professor Blackmore strode into the room, slamming the door loudly
behind her, and the students all jumped. "In your seats!" she said sharply.
"Now!" Her commanding tone of voice was not unlike Professor Snape's at his
scariest, and the children instinctively found themselves rushing to obey before
they could even think about it. Once everyone was seated, she said in a cold and
imperious voice, "There will be no horseplay, no passing of notes, and no
gossiping in my classroom. The spells I will be teaching you are powerful ones,
and can be dangerous if misused or cast incorrectly. I expect to have your full
attention at all times, IS THAT CLEAR, MISS PATIL?"
Parvati Patil, who had been leaning over to whisper something to Lavender Brown,
nearly jumped out of her seat as Blackmore suddenly raised her voice and
swiveled around to transfix the girl with her cold, green stare. "Y-yes,
Professor," Parvati said weakly.
Blackmore definitely had everyone's undivided attention now. Even the Slytherins
looked cowed, Goyle and Crabbe in particular. Draco's two henchmen were staring
at their teacher, eyes round and saucer-like with fascination and horror. No one
seemed to find it surprising that she knew Parvati's name without doing a roll
call; this teacher seemed like she was capable of almost anything, including
perhaps reading minds or being able to see what was going on behind her back. Or
perhaps it was Bane who was keeping an eye on the class from his perch on her
shoulder, communicating telepathically with his mistress...
"You will be summoning nothing until I am convinced that you are ready,"
Blackmore continued. "First of all, you must learn the proper incantations, and
how to draw the protective circles. And most importantly, you must learn about
the creatures you intend to summon--their strengths, their weaknesses, and how
to bargain for their services. Open your books to Chapter One..."
At the end of the period, the students left the classroom groaning at the amount
of homework she had heaped upon them. "Read two chapters on air elementals,
memorize a summoning incantation, go to the library and research protective
runes," Ron complained. "She's just as bad as Snape!"
"If you budget your time wisely, it shouldn't be a problem," Hermione said in
the slightly superior, lecturing tone that the boys found so irritating. "Are
you using that homework planner I gave you last Christmas?"
"Come on, we've got to hurry or we'll be late for Lupin's class!" Harry said,
evading her question, and Ron shot him a grateful look. Hermione sighed heavily
to let him know that he wasn't fooling her, but said nothing else as they
hurried up the stairs.
"Thank Merlin that we've got at least one nice teacher this year," Ron said, not
knowing that Lupin was about to surprise them in a rather unpleasant way...
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"Why are we sharing our DADA class with Slytherin this year?" Ron complained
loudly.
"I assure you, it's none of my doing, Weasley," Draco Malfoy said in a haughty
voice. "I don't like it any better than you do."
"It was my decision, Ron," Lupin said in a cheerful voice as he entered the
room. "Doubling up the classes gives me more time for office hours, in case any
students need one-on-one tutoring--"
"You mean, in case some of the students," Draco sneered, shooting a meaningful
glance in Neville Longbottom's direction, "are too incompetent to keep up in
class."
"In case some of the students need extra help, yes," Lupin said mildly. "I am
teaching all of my classes spells somewhat advanced beyond their grade levels,
and there is no shame in asking for some help outside of class. But next time,
please raise your hand if there is something you wish to say, Draco." Malfoy
gave a little snort, but made no further comment, and Lupin continued in a
pleasant voice, "And getting back to your original question, Ron, in light of
the Sorting Hat's song, I also thought it might be a good idea to promote
inter-House cooperation." The entire class, both Slytherin and Gryffindor,
stared at him in disbelief. Lupin just smiled and gave them the same speech they
would later learn he had given to all his other classes, about the importance of
learning to defend themselves.
Draco yawned rudely during Lupin's speech, but Lupin either didn't notice or
chose to ignore it. "We will begin with the Patronus Charm," Lupin said, winking
at Harry, "which some of you have already had practice with." He told them how
to cast the spell, then set them to work practicing it, while he slowly circled
the classroom, observing their progress.
"Expecto Patronum!" Draco said, then scowled at his wand when nothing happened.
"EXPECTO PATRONUM!" he repeated in a louder voice. This time a faint, silvery
wisp emerged from his wand, and he smiled until he saw Harry and Hermione
conjuring up full-fledged Patronuses--a shining silver stag and otter.
Ron could still only manage a nebulous silver mist, but he smiled smugly at the
expression on Draco's face. "So, there are some things that a Muggle-born is
better at than you, eh Malfoy?"
Draco flushed and snarled, "Shut your trap, Weasley! When my father--"
"What's your father going to do from Azkaban?" Ron sneered. "I may have been
'born in a bin,'" he said, referring to the song Draco had created to taunt Ron
with last year, "but at least my father still has a respectable job at the
Ministry, while yours--"
"Yours is a common criminal!" Harry finished vehemently, a look of fierce
satisfaction on his face. "Now everyone knows what a low-life your father really
is!"
Draco's face turned bright red, and Hermione looked worried, but before either
of them could say anything, a voice behind them snapped, "Twenty points from
Gryffindor!" All four of the children turned around to stare at Lupin in shock.
"I'm very disappointed in both of you, Ron, Harry," Lupin said sternly.
"Whatever bad blood there is between the three of you, I will not tolerate
disruptive behavior in my class, and I will not allow you to make that sort of
personal attack on a classmate's family members."
Harry just stared at Lupin with his mouth hanging open, while Ron stuttered,
"B-but, M-Malfoy--"
"I don't need your help, werewolf!" Draco snarled furiously.
Lupin's gaze turned to the Slytherin boy, and he said coolly, "I don't care
whether you need my help or not, Draco. I will not allow that kind of vicious,
personal attack from anyone in any of my classes, be they Gryffindor, Slytherin,
Ravenclaw, or Hufflepuff."
"B-but," Ron continued to stammer, clearly not knowing when to leave well enough
alone, "y-you're a Gryffindor, and Malfoy's father--"
Now Lupin began to look angry, shocking the entire class; during the year he had
spent at Hogwarts previously, they had never once seen him lose his temper, not
even when Snape had exposed him as a werewolf. Although he was only lecturing
Harry and Ron, everyone in the room stopped their spell-casting efforts to stare
at him.
"In this classroom," Lupin said in a tone of voice more befitting Snape or
Blackmore, "I am not a Gryffindor, but merely a teacher, and I treat all of my
students equally!"
"But Snape always plays favorites--" Ron began to protest.
"Shut up, Ron!" Harry and Hermione hissed.
"I don't care what Professor Snape or the other teachers do in their classes,"
Lupin said firmly. "In my class, everyone will be treated equally and fairly."
He paused and gave Draco an ironic little smile. "Whether they like it or not."
Draco gave him an angry but slightly flustered look, and Lupin turned back to
Harry and Ron. "If you have a problem with Mr. Malfoy, confront him about
directly--outside of the classroom. But to attack someone by attacking their
loved ones is both cruel and cowardly. I expected better from you two."
Harry and Ron flushed, and surprisingly, so did Draco, although Harry was not
sure whether that was because he was embarrassed by Lupin implying that he was
soft enough to feel love, or because he was reminded that he had made a similar
cowardly attack on Ron last year with his song. Harry had a hard believing that
Malfoy's conscience was bothering him--or that he even had a conscience at all.
Lupin stared at the three boys, rubbing his chin thoughtfully. "I think, in
addition to the points taken off, I would like you to write me an essay, Harry
and Ron, on how prejudice helped to bring about the Goblin Wars of the 1600s. At
least twelve inches of parchment, due Friday."
"What does that have to do with Defense Against the Dark Arts?" Draco muttered.
Lupin raised an eyebrow. "Are you volunteering to write the essay as well, Mr.
Malfoy?"
"No, sir!" Draco said hastily. Harry, Ron, and Hermione exchanged incredulous
looks; that was the first time that Malfoy had ever called Lupin "sir".
"All right," Lupin said, clapping his hands together briskly, "everyone get back
to work!" The other students, who had stopped to stare at the confrontation,
looked up guiltily, and began shouting, "Expecto Patronum!" with a great deal of
vigor, if not much visible success.
Lupin walked off, and Draco stared at him with a puzzled look on his face. "The
werewolf's not as soft as he seems," Draco muttered.
Crabbe and Goyle were scratching their heads, looking even more confused than
their leader. Harry thought to himself darkly that the sight of Lupin sticking
up for a Slytherin had probably overloaded their miniscule brains.
"Why'd he help you, Draco?" Crabbe asked in a bewildered voice.
"Oh, shut up, you stupid lout!" Draco snarled. "Who knows why a werewolf does
anything? Get back to casting your spell! Expecto Patronum!" His forehead
furrowed in concentration, and he smiled in a nasty way, perhaps imagining a
time in which he had gotten the better of Harry. "Expecto Patronum!" This time a
larger silvery wisp emerged from his wand.
Crabbe and Goyle looked at each other, shrugged, and returned to their futile
efforts at casting the Patronus Charm. They were looking rather frustrated by
the time Lupin had circled the room once and returned to their corner. He smiled
at them in an encouraging manner, and said kindly, "It's an advanced spell; it
takes awhile to get the hang of it." The two boys smiled at him hesitantly,
until they saw Draco glaring at them, then they hastily turned their smiles into
scowls. Lupin's mouth twitched slightly, and he seemed to be trying very hard
not to laugh.
"We don't need help from a werewolf," Crabbe said loudly, and Draco slapped his
forehead in frustration; he obviously hadn't intended for Crabbe to go that far.
"Ten points from Slytherin for speaking disrespectfully to a teacher," Lupin
said in a stern voice, but his eyes were still laughing. He winked at Crabbe;
Draco was too busy shaking his head to notice. Crabbe and Goyle looked even more
befuddled than they had before. "However," Lupin continued, "if you did need
help, I would remind you to concentrate very hard on that happy memory. For the
charm to work, it must be a very strong memory, the happiest one you can
remember."
Crabbe and Goyle frowned, appearing to be thinking very hard. {Is it really that
hard for them to come up with a happy memory?} Harry wondered, and for a moment
he almost felt sorry for them. Then he shook his head; was he going mad? How
could he be feeling sorry for Crabbe and Goyle, Draco's toadies? After all,
Crabbe was the one who had deliberately thrown the Bludger at him during last
year's Quidditch match!
Then, almost simultaneously, their faces lit up, and they held out their wands,
a look of intense (for them) concentration on their faces as they said, "Expecto
Patronum! Expecto Patronum! Expecto Patronum!" Two tiny threads of silvery smoke
emerged from their wands on their third try.
"Very good, Vincent, Gregory!" Lupin said in a hearty voice, as if they had
conjured full-fledged Patronuses, and the two boys beamed. Draco gave them a
disgusted look, but this time they didn't seem to notice. "Five points to
Slytherin for each of you!"
Harry was relieved when class was finally over, although he would have never
thought before this that he'd be so glad to leave Lupin's presence. He was
mostly confused, although a little angry and resentful, but Ron was downright
outraged.
"How could he favor those Slytherin gits over us?!" he exclaimed.
Hermione frowned at him. "He wasn't favoring them," she said, leaping to Lupin's
defense. "If you add up all the points he handed out, Slytherin and Gryffindor
come out about equal. We'd even be ahead if you hadn't lost those twenty points
he deducted!"
Ron scowled. "We didn't say anything that wasn't true! Lucius Malfoy IS a
criminal and a low-life!"
"Yes, but it's not really appropriate to bring it up in the middle of class,"
Hermione said, almost primly. "Not just to get a rise out of Malfoy."
"Whose side are you on, anyway?" Harry asked, feeling a little hurt.
Hermione rolled her eyes. "You two are my best friends, but that doesn't mean
that I'm going to agree with you when you're obviously wrong!"
"Wrong?!" Ron shouted. "Malfoy provoked us!"
"He does most of the time, but actually, this time you started the fight, Ron."
Ron opened his mouth to protest, then thought about it and realized that she was
right, and he flushed. Harry felt a little ashamed, but at the same time, still
stubbornly defiant. "Okay, maybe we were a little out of line, but how many
times has Draco stepped over the line without being punished? And I don't
remember Lupin ever deducting points from anyone during third year!"
"We didn't share this class with Slytherin during third year," Hermione reminded
him. She paused to think, then said, "Do you really want Lupin to act the way
Snape does? The way the other teachers do, to a lesser extent? Even McGonagall
favors her own House a little during Quidditch season. Do you want Lupin to
blatantly favor the Gryffindors the way Snape favors the Slytherins?"
"Well, no," Harry muttered, "but..."
"Someone ought to favor us," Ron mumbled sullenly, "to make up for the way Snape
caters to the Slytherins."
"I don't want him to favor us," Harry finally said in a quiet voice. "But it
seemed like he was going out of his way to be nice to the Slytherins."
"Is that such a bad thing?" Hermione asked. "The Sorting Hat says all the Houses
have to unite, or Hogwarts will fall."
"I can't imagine us ever 'uniting' with Slytherin," Ron grumbled.
"Would you rather Hogwarts fall?" Hermione retorted.
"I don't see how uniting with Slytherin is supposed to help," Ron said. "They're
all Death Eaters, anyway!"
"Not all of them!" Hermione snapped. "Maybe not any of them, even if their
parents are involved with--"
"Still hung up on that Rosier kid even after he dumped you?" Ron sneered, and
Hermione looked hurt and furious.
Harry stared at his two friends in alarm; it wasn't like Ron to act so nasty,
but he really had a chip on his shoulder about Dylan Rosier, for some reason. He
quickly interrupted, trying to distract both of them. "Having points taken off
and being given extra homework I can handle. What I don't understand is why
Lupin was so quick to defend Lucius Malfoy; I mean, he knows Malfoy is a Death
Eater, and they're responsible for almost killing Sirius..."
The anger drained from Hermione's face, and was replaced by a thoughtful
expression. "He wasn't really defending Lucius Malfoy," she said slowly. "He was
defending Draco. Maybe Mr. Malfoy is a really rotten person, but still, he's
Draco's father, so Draco must love him. It must hurt to hear people saying bad
things about his father, even if they're true."
"It's not like Draco ever stops to think about hurting other people's feelings,"
Ron protested, but in a slightly subdued voice. "How many times has he said
nasty things about my folks, or Harry's, or yours?"
"It doesn't matter what Draco does," Hermione said, quietly but firmly. "Acting
that way makes you no better than him."
Phrased that way, Harry finally got it, and his face turned bright red. So did
Ron's.
"Besides," Hermione continued, "maybe Professor Lupin's trying to get through to
Draco, and turn him away from the path of the Death Eaters."
"Then he's wasting his time," Ron muttered.
"Maybe not," Hermione replied. "After all," she said, lowering her voice to a
whisper, "everyone thought Professor Snape was a Death Eater."
Ron just snorted, but said nothing more as they headed to the Great Hall for
lunch.
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After lunch, they had Potions. "This is shaping up to be a great day," Ron
muttered sarcastically.
Draco and a few other Slytherins, including Theodore Nott, were in Snape's
advanced class, but not Crabbe and Goyle. "Guess favoritism only goes so far,"
Harry observed. This class, unlike the others they had taken up until now,
consisted not of one or two Houses, but of a handful of students from each of
the four Houses: the ones who had gotten sufficiently high scores on their
O.W.L.s and whom Snape had deemed worthy of being in his class. Even if Harry
had gotten a perfect score on his exam, he couldn't imagine Snape willingly
admitting him to this class, so he supposed that Dumbledore must have ordered
him to admit Harry and Ron, as Hermione had implied. To Harry's absolute shock,
Neville was in this class as well.
Neville smiled at Harry, looking proud and sheepish at the same time. "I did
really well on my Potions exam," he said. "It wasn't so bad, without Professor
Snape hovering over me and making me nervous. But I'm still surprised he let me
into his class."
"You and me both," Harry replied, then Hermione glared at him, and he realized
that had come out sounding a little rude. "Um, I mean I'm surprised Snape let ME
in, too," he hastily clarified. "Considering how much he hates me and all."
Neville nodded, not looking offended at all, and Harry glanced around the room,
curious to know who else had passed Snape's high standards (or who Dumbledore
had forced Snape to take, depending on how you looked at it). From Hufflepuff,
Justin Finch-Fletchley, Hannah Abbott, and Susan Bones had apparently made the
cut, and smiled at Harry in a friendly way; they had all been members of
Dumbledore's Army. Ravenclaw was represented by Michael Corner, Terry Boot,
Parvati's sister Padma, and a quiet blonde girl named Lisa Turpin. The first
three had all been members of Dumbledore's Army as well, but Ron was scowling a
little at Michael. He had not liked the fact that Michael had been dating his
sister last year, and although Ginny had broken up with him, he was still a
little angry that Michael had "stolen" Cho from Harry, even though Harry had
tried to assure him that wasn't how it had happened. He didn't even really miss
Cho, although he felt a wistful little pang every now and then, but Ron seemed
to take it personally. Harry smiled at his friend's loyalty, even if it was a
bit misplaced.
As for Lisa Turpin, she seemed nice enough, but Harry regarded her a bit warily,
since she had attended the Yule Ball with Dylan Rosier during fourth year, and
had been rumored to have been dating him for awhile. If there had been any
romance between them, it seemed to have fizzled out, but she was still friendly
with him. Ron regarded this as "associating with the enemy," even though
Hermione was friends--or had been friends--with Dylan as well. Harry didn't want
to condemn her out of hand; after all, most of the Gryffindor girls seemed to be
enamored of the Slytherin boy's good looks as well, but he didn't trust Dylan
Rosier. He didn't hate him the way Ron did, but after all, his father had been a
Death Eater, and there was something about Dylan's manner that Harry didn't
like: he was never rude, in fact, he was always polite to Harry and even Ron, no
matter how rudely Ron treated him, but he was a little too polite, a little too
smooth and self-possessed. The polite little smile he always wore, the cool look
in his silvery-gray eyes, seemed like a mask; Harry had no idea what lay behind
it, and that was what disturbed him even more than Rosier's parentage.
Thinking about Dylan Rosier caused Harry's gaze to slide over to where the
Slytherins were sitting on the opposite side of the room. Malfoy was there, of
course, along with Nott (a weedy-looking boy with dark hair and a sullen
expression on his face), Pansy Parkinson, Millicent Bulstrode, and Blaise
Zabini. Blaise was a quiet, serious-looking boy with dark hair and eyes who did
not appear to be one of Draco's hangers-on, and rarely said anything in class,
so Harry did not know much about him. At least by virtue of his silence, he was
less annoying than most of his Slytherin classmates.
Snape swept into the room and slammed the door behind him, much as Blackmore
had. He paused at the front of the room to gaze at his class silently for a
moment, then his black eyes came to rest on Harry, and his mouth twisted in
distaste as he said, "Well, Mr. Potter, much to my surprise, you managed to get
an acceptable grade on your Potions O.W.L. Which means that you must have been
slacking off in my class for the last five years." He paused, allowing the
Slytherins to titter and snicker. Snape's voice hardened as he continued, "I
won't tolerate that sort of laziness and slipshod work in this class, do you
understand me, Mr. Potter?" Harry was silent, fighting back the urge to say
something that would earn him a detention. "When I ask you a question, I expect
an answer, Potter!"
"Yes, sir," Harry said through gritted teeth as the Slytherins laughed again. He
forgot the other side of Snape he'd seen during the summer, forgot--for the
moment--how Snape had saved Sirius. {How could Lupin love a slimy git like you?}
Harry wondered bitterly.
Snape's eyes narrowed, and Harry, remembering what Snape had told him about
Legilimency, quickly averted his eyes. Snape looked at him suspiciously for a
moment, then turned to Neville and said in a cold voice, "The same goes for you,
Mr. Longbottom. Your previous standard of work in my class is simply
unacceptable, despite the miracle that you managed to pull off on your O.W.L. If
you do not show any improvement, you will not remain in this class; is that
clear, Mr. Longbottom?"
Neville turned ghostly white, but managed to look Snape in the eye and say
firmly, "Yes, sir."
Snape's eyebrows shot up in surprise. "My, my," he said mildly. "Grown a spine
over the summer, have we?" Neville's face turned red, the Slytherins outright
howled with laughter, and Ron and Harry shot Snape evil looks, while Hermione
gazed at him with a look of disappointment. Snape scowled, seeming to be more
offended by Hermione's look than Ron's and Harry's, for some reason. "Enough!"
Snape snapped, and the laughter instantly ceased. "There is no time for fun and
games in this class!"
{Then why don't you leave off picking on Neville?} Harry thought angrily.
"The Headmaster wishes you to learn things that will be useful in combat and
defense," Snape said with a sneer, looking rather peeved, and remembering
Lupin's lecture, Harry wondered if that had actually been Lupin's idea. Was that
why Snape looked so ticked off? But wasn't Lupin his lover? Was this nasty act
really just an act? Trying to figure out which parts of Snape's personality were
real and which were feigned was giving Harry a headache... "Are you paying
attention, Mr. Potter?"
"Yes, sir," Harry said, snapping back to reality at the sound of Snape's curt
voice. "Combat and defense."
"Correct," Snape said, sounding disappointed that Harry didn't give him an
excuse to take points off Gryffindor. "Your first assignment will be to brew a
Healing Potion, which you will no doubt find quite useful, considering the
amount of trouble you seem to stir up, Potter." Harry scowled and Snape smiled.
"The instructions are on the blackboard," he said, flicking his wand in that
direction, and the words magically appeared. He flicked his wand again, and the
door of the stores cupboard popped open. "The ingredients are in the cupboard.
Begin."
The potion, of course, was a complicated one--Snape would never assign them
anything easy, even if this hadn't been his advanced class--and all the
ingredients had to be prepared just so, or the efficacy of the potion would be
lessened. Harry began slicing nettle leaves and stems, wincing as the tiny
spines on the plant pricked and stung his fingers. Sticky sap oozed out from the
stem pieces onto the cutting board. Snape slowly walked around the room, pausing
by Harry's desk. "Slice those nettles more carefully, Potter," he said coldly.
"You're wasting the sap, and if you lose too much of it, the potion won't work
as it should." He smiled at Harry maliciously. "And you and your little friends
suffer so many dangerous mishaps; it would be a pity if you or they ended up
receiving a weakened or useless Healing Potion, wouldn't it, Potter?"
Harry dumped the nettle pieces into his cauldron, being careful to scrape the
sap off his cutting board into the cauldron as well. He picked up a valerian
root and began slicing it; Snape continued to hover over him, showing no
inclination to move on. Harry ground his teeth together as he sliced and diced,
finding it difficult to concentrate with Snape looming over him like that. Snape
said in that soft, sarcastic voice he often liked to use on Harry, "You are
losing control, Potter."
Harry looked up, startled. Those were almost the exact same words Snape had used
during their Occlumency lessons! Was Snape just taunting him, or was he actually
trying to help Harry? Harry stared at Snape; his mouth was curled in a sneer,
but his black eyes were as blank and unreadable as Dylan Rosier's. Harry took
several deep breaths, trying to let go of his anger, and resumed chopping roots.
Snape watched him for another minute or two, but Harry ignored him, and Snape
moved on to observe Neville. Harry breathed a sigh of relief, but then felt
sorry for his friend, and looked over to see how he was doing. Neville looked a
little nervous, but was working with very slow and precise movements.
"You'll be at that all day if you don't pick up the pace a bit, Longbottom,"
Snape said sourly, apparently finding nothing else he could criticize and moved
on. He scolded Justin and Susan for not chopping their roots finely enough, and
growled at Michael to stir his potion more carefully, startling him and nearly
causing him to knock over his cauldron, but no one made any disastrous mistakes.
To Harry's surprise, Snape actually scolded Pansy Parkinson for adding too much
lavender oil to her potion. The girl sulked, but did so silently, for not even
the Slytherins dared to talk back to Snape. Hermione, of course, made no
mistakes and brewed her potion perfectly. Snape scowled ferociously; obviously
he was not going to give points to Gryffindor no matter how well Hermione did,
which made Harry seethe at Snape's unfairness although Hermione looked
unperturbed. Snape did loudly praise Draco's potion, of course, and awarded
twenty points to Slytherin as Draco gloated smugly. Snape paused to examine
Blaise Zabini's potion, and said, sounding a little surprised, "Well done,
Zabini." Apparently even Snape tended to overlook the unassuming boy in class,
even though he was one of Snape's Slytherins. "Ten points to Slytherin." Malfoy
looked a little annoyed at that, and Blaise squirmed nervously.
Snape strode back to the front of the room, saying briskly, "Pour your potions
into the flagons, label them, and bring them to my desk. They need to steep for
a few days, and then perhaps we'll try them out and see how effective they are."
He grinned sadistically as his students exchanged worried looks. "For your
homework, read chapters six and seven of your text, and prepare a list of at
least a dozen common herbs and their healing properties. Class dismissed."
"We'll be up all night doing all this homework!" Ron groaned.
Harry and Hermione ignored Ron's complaints, which were so familiar by now that
they could almost automatically tune them out. "That's the first time I've ever
really noticed Blaise Zabini in class," Harry said. "Snape actually praised
him!"
"Yes, and Snape rarely praises anyone, even the Slytherins, except for Malfoy,"
Hermione said thoughtfully. "Blaise is a pretty good student; he's ranked in the
top twenty-five percent of our age group for the last four years--"
"Do you have everyone's rank memorized, Hermione?" Ron asked, rolling his eyes.
"Yes, and you aren't in the top quarter, Ron," she retorted. "Anyway, as I was
saying, Blaise is a good student, but he's never really been outstanding in
Potions before--"
"Dylan has been helping him," Lisa Turpin said quietly, as she came up alongside
them. Harry and the others turned to give her a startled look. "Everyone knows
that Dylan is Snape's best Potions student even though he's a year younger than
us, and Blaise is his friend, so he helped Blaise study and pass his Potions
O.W.L. last year."
"Well, you're awfully friendly with the Slytherins," Ron said, sneering a
little.
"There's nothing wrong with that!" Lisa snapped, glaring at him. "Didn't you
hear what the Sorting Hat said, about the Houses having to get along together?
Do you think it would have changed its song if it wasn't important? Besides,
Dylan's a nice person, and so is Blaise! Not all of the Slytherins are like
Draco Malfoy!"
"That's right!" Padma chimed in as she joined the little group gathered in the
hall.
"You're forgetting Dylan is Draco's buddy!" Ron said, giving the two Ravenclaw
girls a disgusted look. "You're letting yourself be blinded by his pretty face!"
"Maybe you're just jealous, Ron Weasley," Padma said with a disdainful little
sniff, "that Dylan is a hundred times more handsome and charming than you'll
ever be!" She glared at him, perhaps recalling how Ron had ignored her at the
Yule Ball two years ago. "Dylan is a gentleman who knows how to treat a
lady--unlike you!"
Padma and Lisa stalked off in a huff, while Ron spluttered and called after
them, "Women! You're so fickle! Whatever happened to that Beauxbatons boy you
were so crazy about, Padma? Forgot about him as soon as someone new came along,
huh?"
The girls ignored him, and Michael Corner and Terry Boot chuckled. "It does gets
a little old, hearing all the time about how wonderful Dylan Rosier is," Michael
said good-naturedly, "but he seems okay, for a Slytherin."
"Easy for you to say," Terry laughed, "when you don't have to compete with Dylan
for the attention of all the eligible girls in school! You've already got Cho--"
He hastily broke off his sentence when he saw Ron glaring at him.
"Listen, Potter," Michael said nervously, "I hope there's no hard feelings--"
"No hard feelings," Harry said firmly, ignoring Ron's look of outrage. "It was
already over between Cho and me; I...I hope you guys are happy together." He was
surprised to find that he meant it. He held out his hand, and Michael shook it,
looking relieved, while Ron gawped at them.
"I'm really proud of you Harry," Hermione said as they continued on their way to
their next class.
Harry grinned, feeling surprisingly lighthearted despite all the homework they
had received and the misgivings he'd had about Lupin's treatment of the
Slytherins. "It's no big deal; I'm totally over Cho."
"Really?" Ron asked.
"Really," Harry replied.
"Then you're an eligible man again!" Ron said, throwing an arm around Harry's
shoulders. "With plenty of eligible ladies to choose from!" Hermione sighed and
rolled her eyes, and Harry laughed.
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There was a knock at Snape's office door. "Come in," he said, looking up from
the parchment on which he was scribbling notes for a future lesson.
"Professor?" Draco Malfoy asked. "Could I talk to you for a minute?"
"Yes, but make it quick." Snape glanced at the hourglass sitting on his desk.
"It's almost time for dinner." And as soon as dinner was over, he could meet
Lupin in his quarters...
"Yes, sir," Draco replied. "Professor Lupin did something odd today..." He
explained how Lupin had defended him against Potter and Weasley, and had even
taken points off Gryffindor. "What do you think it means, sir?"
Snape frowned, absent-mindedly tapping his quill against the parchment, dotting
it with spots of black ink. What was Lupin up to? Did he really think he could
get through to Draco Malfoy? {I thought he was going to leave that up to me,}
Snape thought. Well, Lupin was a soft touch; he might feel sorry even for a boy
as unpleasant as Malfoy, but still, Snape was surprised that he would take
points off not only from his own House, but from his dear friend's son, the
golden boy Potter. Besides, Lupin was so soft that Snape thought a student would
have to burn down the classroom before the werewolf would take points from them;
he usually let the brats off with a warning. But then again, they had both
changed during the two years that had passed since Lupin had left Hogwarts...
Snape shrugged and said sarcastically, "It's not as if I can claim to know how a
werewolf's mind works, Malfoy," and Draco flushed. "But Lupin has always been a
bit of a bleeding heart; his concern was probably genuine."
"I don't need a werewolf feeling sorry for me," Draco said sullenly.
"Of course not," Snape replied coolly. "But remember what I said about keeping
up a respectable appearance--it won't hurt to humor the werewolf a bit."
Draco looked indignant. "But--aren't you angry that he's back? Aren't you going
to try to get rid of him?"
Snape gave Draco a sour look. "Everyone already knows that he's a werewolf; he
doesn't have any other deep, dark secrets that I can expose." {Except that he's
sleeping with the Potions Master,} Snape thought to himself with amusement.
"Besides, werewolf or not, Lupin is softhearted and relatively harmless, unlike,
say, Mad-Eye Moody..."
Draco's face turned bright red with anger and embarrassment as he remembered the
bouncing ferret incident from fourth year. "Yes, sir," he mumbled.
"Run along then, Mr. Malfoy, and try to stay out of trouble."
Draco paused at the door and said, "Sir? Have you...heard anything about when my
father--?"
"I told you never to question our Master's judgment," Snape said in a quiet,
deadly voice, and Draco turned pale.
"Y-yes sir, I know, but it's been so long..."
Snape rose from his seat behind the desk and glided over to Draco. "The Dark
Lord waited over a decade before he rose again," he whispered menacingly, as
Draco cringed away from him. "He probably thinks it won't hurt your father to
wait a few months." Snape's voice rose to a more normal level. "And don't you
ever mention such things again unless I give you permission! What if someone had
overheard you?!"
"Y-yes, sir," Draco stammered. "I'm sorry, sir."
"All things happen in their proper time, Draco," Snape said, taking a step back.
"Tend to your studies, and let your elders tend to...that other matter we
discussed. Is that clear?"
"Yes, sir."
"Good. Get out of here before you're late for dinner, Malfoy."
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Draco stomped off to the Great Hall, feeling rather cranky. Nothing had gone
right for him since his father had been captured. He had tried to do as
Professor Snape had suggested, and step up to be the "man of the family," but
although his mother had smiled and thanked him for his efforts with a kiss on
the cheek, she still looked pale and tense most of the time. Narcissa Malfoy
rarely left the house anymore, because she couldn't stand the knowing looks
people gave her on the street, and the way that former "friends" and
acquaintances who had always deferred to her before now shunned her. One night
during the summer, she had Disapparated, wearing her Death Eater robe, and when
she returned, her face was ghostly white and filled with fear. Draco had thought
he'd seen a spot of blood on the sleeve of her robe, but she had locked herself
in her room and refused to talk about it. Draco, his ear pressed up against the
door, had heard her weeping, and felt helpless. He was relieved when he had to
depart for school, although he also felt guilty for leaving his mother alone,
but he thought perhaps she was relieved as well, to not have to keep up a brave
face for him.
But he had returned to Hogwarts to find that some of his housemates were
behaving insolently and ignoring his authority; the fools obviously thought that
his father's imprisonment was going to be permanent--little did they know! But
doubt gnawed at him; it had been more than three months now--when was the Dark
Lord going to free his father? His concern was so great that it had caused him
to ignore his common sense and go to Professor Snape--which had not done any
good, and had earned him nothing but a scolding.
And Blaise Zabini had earned a rare compliment from Snape in Potions class
today, which irritated Draco. He comforted himself with the fact that Snape had
awarded him twice the points he'd awarded Blaise, but it was cold comfort,
because something deep inside of him suspected that Snape only handed out praise
and points to him because Lucius Malfoy was his superior in the Death Eaters.
Zabini's family were old blood, but had fallen on hard times; they had no money
and no influence, nor were they Death Eaters, so Snape's praise must have been
genuine, and the Potions Master handed out sincere praise perhaps once in a blue
moon. Draco hated being upstaged, particularly by someone like Blaise, who had
been a nonentity up until now: he always sat quietly in the back of the
classroom, never speaking unless called upon, and while he did well enough in
class, he did not do so well as to attract special attention from his teachers,
unlike, say, Dylan Rosier...
Thinking about Dylan made Draco grind his teeth in frustration. Although he had
befriended the younger boy at his father's behest, and had actually liked him at
first, he was growing increasingly jealous of Dylan's popularity. Oh, Dylan knew
his place, and was always properly respectful and deferential to Draco, but even
that was beginning to become annoying; he longed for an excuse to take Dylan
down a peg or two, but Dylan was careful never to give it to him. Draco was
getting sick of the way all the girls fawned over the boy; even the Gryffindor
girls, who had always turned their noses up at the Slytherins, chased after him
shamelessly. And worse, everyone knew that Dylan was Snape's pet; it was Dylan
who earned most of those rare words of praise that the Potions Master doled out
so sparingly. Fortunately, Dylan was not in Draco's class, so he didn't have to
watch it, which was the only thing that made the situation tolerable, but still,
it rankled. Draco was the son of Lucius Malfoy, who was first among the Death
Eaters, so Draco should likewise be first in all things in Slytherin House.
That was why it was unforgivable that Dylan had been the first among the younger
generation to be made a Death Eater. Draco still couldn't understand why Rosier
had been singled out over him. Was he not Lucius Malfoy's son? Was he not versed
in the Dark Arts? Yes, he still had a lot to learn, but so did Rosier, and Draco
was a year older than him! What the hell was so special about Dylan Rosier?!
"Oh, Draco, there you are," Goyle said, as he and Crabbe fell into step beside
Draco. "We were wondering were you went."
"Don't think too hard," Draco snarled, "or you'll probably sprain your brain!"
Crabbe giggled nervously, while Goyle looked a little hurt. "And you had better
not let me catch you sucking up to the werewolf again!" Draco added.
His two henchmen mumbled apologetically, and Draco's anger shifted from Dylan to
Lupin, but his anger was tinged with confusion. Why on earth had Lupin helped
him? Not that he needed the werewolf's sympathy! But Lupin was supposed to have
been a friend of Potter's father, so why would he stand up to Potter and Weasley
for Draco's sake? It just didn't make sense. Was Lupin really as softhearted as
Snape seemed to think he was, or was he somehow subtly mocking Draco? But
Lupin's anger with Potter and Weasley had seemed to be sincere...Draco kept
hearing Lupin's quiet voice saying, "But to attack someone by attacking their
loved ones is both cruel and cowardly." Draco flushed, feeling a little of
ashamed of himself, although he wasn't exactly sure why. He had verbally
attacked Weasley's and Potter's families many times; so what? Only softhearted
fools felt guilt over things like that! Lupin had been absent from Hogwarts for
two years, but he wasn't a complete fool; he must be aware of how Draco normally
treated Potter and Weasley, even if he didn't know all the specifics. So,
considering all that, why was Lupin still defending him? Was the werewolf soft
in the head as well as the heart? {And why on earth am I worrying so much about
what the werewolf thinks of me?} Draco asked himself in disgust, and tried to
put those bothersome thoughts out of his head.
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Draco was uncommonly testy at dinner that night. The other Slytherins were
already seated at the dinner table when Draco, Crabbe, and Goyle arrived, and
even though the trio's usual seats had been left vacant, Draco snapped at Dylan,
"Get out of my seat, Rosier!"
Dylan looked up at him in surprise, and Damien said, "But isn't that your seat
over there?"
"My seat is wherever I say it is, Pierce!" Draco snarled.
Dylan immediately got up and moved to one of the empty seats, saying humbly,
"I'm sorry, Draco," but Draco only looked even more annoyed. Draco was not the
only one in a bad mood; Snape looked more sour than usual, and kept making
comments to Professor Lupin, who smiled back at him cheerily; the more Lupin
smiled, the angrier Snape got. Finally Professor Blackmore snapped at him--they
were too far away to hear her exact words, but it was obviously something along
the lines of "Give it a rest!" Snape glared at her, but left off his taunting of
Lupin and turned his attention back to his meal.
After dinner, Dylan, Damien, Blaise, and Theodore sat together in a corner of
the Slytherin common room near the fireplace to work on their homework. A gaggle
of giggling girls pretended to study nearby, but kept glancing over at Dylan,
trying to catch his eye. He ignored them, but Damien winked at them, and they
giggled again and looked away.
Dylan tapped Damien's textbook and said, "Pay attention, Romeo! Mother says
Professor Blackmore is a tough teacher, and your grades weren't so hot last
year."
"Slave driver," Damien grumbled, but obeyed, and began reading about air
elementals while Dylan and Blaise began copying runes out of a library book.
"No, not like that," Dylan said. "There's more of an upward curve at the
end--like this, see?"
"Yeah, I get it now," Blaise said. "You're really good at this, Dylan. I'm glad
that Incantations is a new class, so we're all at the same level and have the
same homework even though we're in different years."
Dylan smiled modestly. "Well, this was my mother's favorite class, so she taught
me a lot about how to draw the runes and circles even though she never actually
let me summon anything."
"Ssst!" Damien hissed to catch Dylan's attention, and let his eyes slide over to
the other side of the fire, where Serafina Avery had settled down with a
textbook and was diligently taking notes. "Think she's joined your fan club,
Dylan?" he whispered. "She usually doesn't hang around near us."
Dylan watched the girl out of the corner of his eye. She was one of their
yearmates, and was the daughter of the Death Eater Avery, who was currently
residing in Azkaban with Lucius Malfoy. She was a thin, almost scrawny girl with
mousy-brown hair, and there was nothing exceptional about her except for her
eyes, which were a startling shade of blue-violet. She didn't fawn on Draco or
hang out with the other Death Eater offspring; in fact, she didn't seem to have
any friends at all, and if that bothered her, she never gave any sign of it.
Dylan shrugged. "I doubt it. She's never flirted with me; I don't think she's
ever even spoken to me. Anyway, she's not really my type."
"So who is your type?" Damien asked with a suggestive grin.
Dylan just laughed. "I told you, I'm too young to settle down! And you won't
graduate if you spend more time staring at girls than studying!"
"Yes, Professor Rosier," Damien said, pretending to be chastened.
"Uh oh," Theodore said, looking up from his book nervously. "Malfoy's heading
this way, and he's been pissed off all day." Theodore catered to Draco nearly as
much as Crabbe and Goyle did, but he seemed to do it more out of
self-preservation than any real liking for Malfoy, and preferred to spend his
free time with Dylan's crowd.
"You had better not ever try to show me up in Potions class again, understand,
Zabini?" Draco snapped.
"Sorry, Draco," Blaise said meekly. "I didn't mean to."
Dylan and Theodore exchanged quick looks; Theo had told his younger friends what
had happened in Lupin's and Snape's classes, when they had asked why Draco was
in such a bad mood.
Draco noticed that glance and snarled, "And what are you and Zabini doing
hanging out with the fifth-years, Nott?"
"Dylan was just helping us with our homework," Theodore started to reply, then
immediately realized he had made a mistake when Draco turned on Dylan.
"And you think you're such hot stuff, Rosier!" Draco shouted. "Think you're
smart enough to be teaching older students? Maybe you should tell Dumbledore to
go ahead and let you replace Snape, you're so good! Or maybe you could take over
Defense Against the Dark Arts, then we can get rid of the werewolf!"
"It's not like that, Draco," Dylan protested in a soft voice, trying to look
contrite. "It's just that my mother taught me a lot about Summonings spells,
because she met my dad in that class--"
"Who's in charge of Slytherin House, Rosier, you or me?" Draco roared, grabbing
the front of Dylan's robe.
"Whoa, take it easy, Draco!" Dylan exclaimed, beginning to get a little worried.
Was he going to have to hex Draco in self-defense? That would be disastrous,
even if it didn't get him expelled. "You are, of course!"
"Actually," a quiet voice said, "that would be Professor Snape."
Draco let go of Dylan, and turned to stare at Serafina Avery. "I wasn't talking
to you, Avery!" he said in a dangerous voice.
She didn't look particularly frightened, and just stared back at him with that
blank, emotionless look she always wore. "Fine," she said indifferently. "But if
I were you, I wouldn't let Professor Snape catch me saying that."
"Well, you're not me!" Draco snapped, leaning down and placing his face close to
hers in order to give her a menacing glare. "Don't forget that my father
outranks yours!" he hissed.
Her beautiful violet eyes stared at him blankly. "Our fathers are both in
prison," she said in a toneless voice. "So it doesn't matter much, does it?"
Draco's mouth dropped open, and as the other students stared in astonishment,
she calmly picked up her books and headed to the girls' dorm. Draco turned white
with rage and stomped off to his own room.
"What the--?" Theodore gasped.
"She must have a thing for you, Dylan," Damien said, his eyes wide, "to stand up
to Malfoy for you like that!"
Dylan shook his head in confusion. "She's never even looked twice at me. Theo,
your family is friends with hers, right?"
"Yeah, but I don't really know her," Theo replied. "I mean, we saw each other at
parties and stuff, but we never talked much. She never talked to anyone, really,
would just sit around with her nose stuck in a book until her mother took it
away and made her go and 'socialize'. Which meant that she just stood around
with the rest of the kids not saying a word."
Dylan sighed wearily. "I'd better go make peace with Draco before things get
worse."
"Is that safe?" Blaise asked, looking concerned.
"I'll just have to grovel a little to soothe his pride," Dylan said, making a
face. "I don't think he's really mad at me; he's just on edge because his
dad..." His voice trailed off, remembering that Theodore's dad was in prison as
well. "Sorry, Theo."
Theo shrugged and mumbled, "It's not like I miss him; he can stay there for all
I care."
There was an uneasy silence; none of his three friends knew much about his
family other than that Mr. Nott was a Death Eater, and that Theo didn't seem to
be very close to them. Dylan cleared his throat and said, "Well, I've got to go
talk to Draco," and left for the boys' dorm as the other boys picked up their
books and began studying again, in a much more subdued manner.
Draco was the only student in Slytherin--probably the whole school--who had a
room to himself. Dylan knocked on the door and called, "Draco?"
"Go away, Rosier!" Draco snapped.
Dylan opened the door anyway, hoping that his apology would cancel out his
disobedience, and entered the room. "Draco, I just wanted to apologize--" The
other boy jumped up from his bed with a start and turned away, running his
sleeve across his face. {Is Draco Malfoy...crying?} Dylan wondered
disbelievingly.
"I told you to go away, Rosier!" Draco snarled, with his back still turned to
Dylan.
Dylan quickly shut the door behind him before anyone walked by and saw them,
which Draco would really find unforgivable. "I'm sorry, Draco, for stepping out
of line earlier. I didn't mean to do it, honestly, and it won't happen again."
Draco just grunted and made a dismissive gesture. "And..." Dylan hesitated, then
said in a quieter voice, "I'm really sorry about your dad."
"What would you know about it?" Draco snarled as he spun around to face Dylan;
his eyes were red.
"I lost my dad, too," Dylan reminded him in that quiet voice. "Permanently."
"Yeah, that's right," Draco said, suddenly sounding less angry.
"I never even got to meet him," Dylan said. "He was killed before I was born;
all I have are my mother's pictures and stories of him. Professor Snape's told
me a little about him, too. That's why I try so hard to make Snape like me; not
because I want to take your place as leader of Slytherin, but so he'll talk to
me about my dad. He only does it when he's in a good mood, and you know how
often Snape is in a good mood..."
Draco actually laughed a little. "Well, you are pretty good in Potions," he
conceded.
"So are you," Dylan said.
"Yeah, but maybe Snape only gives me good grades because of who my father is,"
Draco said unhappily.
Dylan tried to hide his surprise; it was unheard of for Draco to admit to a
weakness or insecurity. "No, you really are good, Draco," he said firmly.
"You've never melted your cauldron like Longbottom, have you? Or made a flagon
explode, like Goyle?" Draco snickered, looking somewhat cheered, and Dylan
continued, "Besides, you're at the top of all your other classes, and those
teachers aren't Slytherins." It was not quite true; Hermione outranked Draco in
at least half of those classes, but Draco was right behind her, and a little
flattery never hurt.
"That's right," Draco said proudly, holding his head up high. He gave Dylan a
companionable slap on the back and said, "You're all right, Rosier." Dylan
smiled at him in relief; it seemed like things were back to normal again.
"Say...Dylan?" Draco asked in an uncharacteristically hesitant voice.
"Yes?"
"Do you know anything about my dad?" he asked anxiously. "I mean, I know I
shouldn't ask, but do you know when they're going to break him out?"
Draco looked oddly young and vulnerable, which made Dylan feel uncomfortable.
Their friendship was one of convenience, and he had never really liked Draco,
but Dylan found himself feeling sorry for the other boy now. He hated Lucius
Malfoy, but he understood what Draco was going through. Dylan had the sudden,
very disturbing thought that the families of the Mudbloods and Muggle-borns that
Evan Rosier had killed probably didn't think too kindly of him, either. "I
really don't know, Draco," Dylan replied softly. "I've only been to that one
meeting."
"That's all?" Draco asked incredulously, but he seemed a little happier even
though he still looked worried.
{Probably glad that he hasn't missed out on as much "fun" as he thought,} Dylan
thought sourly. {I'd gladly trade places with him if I could!} Aloud, he said,
"You know I'm not supposed to talk about it, Draco," he warned. "But I can't
Apparate, so I can't go to meetings unless someone else takes me."
"Yeah, that makes sense," Draco said, comprehension dawning in his eyes. "So you
really don't know?" he asked, disappointed.
"No," Dylan replied. "But I'm sure it will happen soon. Our Master needs his
followers, after all. I'm sure he has some sort of plan, but I'm just not
important enough to be entrusted with it." Dylan was just talking off the top of
his head, but Draco seemed to find it reassuring, and it probably was true that
the Dark Lord wouldn't trust him with anything important since Dylan had joined
the Death Eaters under coercion.
"Will you tell me if you hear anything?" Draco pleaded.
Dylan hesitated. Snape would kill him if he gave away Death Eater secrets to
Malfoy, and more importantly, the Dark Lord might hurt his mother; he had not
forgotten Voldemort's threat that Ariane would suffer if Dylan needed to be
punished. "If I can," he hedged. "Besides, I'm not likely to be part of the
rescue team, so I might not hear about it till you do, anyway."
To Dylan's relief, Draco didn't argue with him. "Okay," he said. "Thanks,
Dylan." As Dylan turned to leave, he added, "Oh, and my dad told me some stories
about your dad and his friend Wilkes. I...I could tell you about them sometime,
if you like."
"Sure, I'd like that," Dylan said, surprised at how agreeable Malfoy was being.
"Well, goodnight."
"Goodnight, Rosier."
Dylan returned to the common room thinking that Draco might not be so bad
without his father giving him an inflated sense of self-importance all the time.
He wondered when the Dark Lord would break out the prisoners, and what would
happen after that. Thinking about that made him uneasy, and he began to wish
that Voldemort would leave Lucius and the others in Azkaban, even if it meant he
would have to put up with Draco's bad moods...
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Snape went to his quarters after dinner, and a few minutes later, Lupin emerged
from his fireplace. Snape, paranoid as only a former Death Eater could be, had
set wards around the fireplace allowing only certain people to enter through it;
Lupin, of course, was one of those people.
"Hello, Severus," Lupin said with a grin. "I brought you a gift." He held up a
box of Honeyduke's fudge.
"Is that supposed to be a bribe, Lupin?" Snape asked, crossing his arms over his
chest, pretending to be indignant. "To make me forgive you for the way you kept
rubbing your foot against my leg under the table?"
"No, Sev," Lupin replied, still grinning. "I was thinking more of the
aphrodisiacal qualities of chocolate; I brought these to put you in the mood."
"I've been in the mood for the last half-hour," Snape growled playfully,
wrapping his arms around Lupin and pulling him close. "I don't need any
chocolate for that!"
"Perhaps later, then," Lupin laughed. "To put you back in the mood for a second
round...maybe even a third...?"
"First things first," Snape said, and sealed Lupin's mouth with a kiss.
Much later, they lay together in bed feeding each other chocolates. "So, Lupin,"
Snape said, "what are you up to with Draco Malfoy?"
"Up to?" Lupin asked innocently, holding out another piece of chocolate. Snape
leaned over and took the piece of candy with his mouth, allowing his lips and
tongue to brush against Lupin's fingers. Lupin shivered with pleasure. Snape
grinned wickedly and Lupin shivered again.
Snape chewed and swallowed, then replied, "You know what I mean, Lupin. I heard
from Malfoy about how you came to his rescue." He frowned slightly. "Are you
trying to win over Draco? I thought you said Draco wasn't likely to listen to
'some impoverished Gryffindor werewolf'."
"I wasn't trying to step on your toes, Severus," Lupin said apologetically, but
Snape shook his head.
"That's not what I meant, Lupin. If you can get through to Draco, more power to
you. I'm just surprised that you took his part against Potter. I hear you even
took points from Gryffindor?"
Lupin rolled his eyes impatiently. "Like I told the students, in the classroom
I'm a teacher, not a Gryffindor! Just how long after we graduate are we supposed
to carry on these silly House rivalries? What kind of teacher would I be if I
played favorites?"
"One like me, I suppose," Snape muttered sulkily.
Lupin leaned closer and nuzzled his cheek affectionately. "Yes, but you do it to
keep your cover with the Death Eaters."
Snape flushed, looking rather shamefaced. "Don't make me out to be more noble
than I am, Remus," he said sharply. "Yes, I cater to Lucius and the others by
spoiling their children, but even if I didn't have to, I'd still probably favor
my own House." He added in a bitter voice, "Why shouldn't I? No one else cuts
the Slytherins any slack, and the other teachers all play favorites as well..."
"Does that make it right?" Lupin asked gently, and Snape's flush grew deeper.
"Besides, you're wrong. I know most of the other teachers play favorites, and
maybe some of them are biased against the Slytherins, but not Branwen. She never
played favorites when we were children, and she tried very hard to save her
Slytherin students."
"I know," Snape sighed guiltily. "Not that we appreciated it at the time."
"Harry and Ron were taunting Draco about his father being in prison," Lupin
said, looking genuinely distressed.
"It's not like Malfoy hasn't done the same thing to them," Snape pointed out,
some perverse little part of him deciding to play devil's advocate.
"That doesn't justify what they did," Lupin insisted. "Responding to cruelty
with more cruelty only creates a vicious circle. They're both good kids; I
didn't expect this from them."
"As I recall," Snape said sarcastically, "everyone thought Potter senior and
Black were 'good kids,' too." Lupin sighed, with that sad "Are you ever going to
let go of the past, Severus?" look in his eyes. Feeling guilty and irritated at
the same time, he muttered, "Well, at least Potter and Weasley haven't tried to
feed Malfoy or Rosier to a werewolf yet."
Lupin laughed. Even if Severus was still having trouble letting go of his
childhood grudges, at least he was able to joke about them; Lupin thought that
was a good sign. "Well, there is that," he chuckled. "But then again, there are
no werewolves that I know of in Gryffindor House at present!" Snape rolled his
eyes, but he no longer looked irritated. Lupin laughed again, then said in a
more serious voice, "I fear Ron and Harry share what Branwen says is the typical
Gryffindor flaw: the tendency to see things only as black or white. I had hoped
that Harry, at least, might become a little more open-minded, and not repeat his
father's mistakes, especially after what he saw in the Pensieve." Lupin smiled
tenderly and laid his hand over Snape's. "And now that they know about us, I had
hoped the children could see that it is possible for a Gryffindor and Slytherin
to get along."
"I think you're just trying to justify your exhibitionism, Lupin," Snape
retorted, but with a smile.
"I'd snog you right at the head table in front of the entire school if I could,"
Lupin said, grinning unrepentantly as he wrapped his arms around Snape.
"Scandalous," Snape murmured as he kissed Lupin. He could still taste the
lingering traces of chocolate on Lupin's lips.
"Quite," Lupin agreed, running his hands through Snape's hair. "Does that excite
you, Sev?"
"Yes," Snape replied, kissing him again. Then he pulled back a little to scowl
at Lupin. "But I'll kill you if you actually try it, Lupin!"
"I'm sure my pelt would make a lovely rug for your office, Severus!" Lupin
laughed, pulling Snape back to him for another kiss. But before he let passion
cloud his thoughts again, he let himself briefly dream of a future in which the
war had been won and Voldemort defeated, a future in which it would be safe for
Lupin to declare his love for Severus to the world...
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Dylan and Damien arrived at the DADA classroom the next morning to find the
place in an uproar. The Gryffindors were shouting angrily, and some of the
Slytherins were laughing while others looked nervous or disapproving; the source
of the commotion was Brad Doherty. He was drawing a cartoonish picture of a
stereotypical wolfman on the blackboard, complete with furry face and a mouthful
of sharp teeth.
"You'll be in big trouble when Professor Lupin gets here!" Colin Creevey was
shouting furiously. Ginny Weasley was actually having to hold him back to keep
him from attacking Brad, although she looked just as angry herself.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?!" Dylan snapped.
"Just having a little fun," Brad grinned.
"Give me that," Dylan said, trying to wrest the piece of chalk from Brad's hand,
but the other boy resisted.
"What's wrong with you?" Brad whined, then said with a sneer, "Do you want me to
tell Draco that you're defending the werewolf?"
"I'm not defending Lupin, you dolt!" Dylan snapped. "I'm trying to keep you from
getting points docked from Slytherin! How many points do you think Lupin will
take off when he sees this? How happy do you think Draco will be if you
jeopardize our chances of winning the House Cup? Give me that chalk and erase
that picture!"
"I don't take orders from you, Rosier!" Brad snarled. "Ever since you came here,
you've been acting so big, lording it over the rest of us! But when Draco
hears--"
"Ahem," Lupin said, clearing his throat.
The two boys turned around to see their teacher standing behind them. Brad
jumped back, leaving Dylan holding the piece of chalk. Lupin's eyes glanced at
the blackboard, and then at the chalk in Dylan's hand.
"Um...this isn't what it looks like, Professor," Dylan said weakly.
"Detention for both of you," Lupin said sternly. "Mr. Doherty, you may report to
Mr. Filch after classes are over for the day. Mr. Rosier, you will report to my
office."
"It wasn't Dylan's fault," Damien protested. "It was Brad who drew the picture!"
Brad glared at him.
Lupin glanced at the chalk in in Dylan's hand and raised an eyebrow. The
Gryffindors shuffled their feet nervously, hesitant to jump to a Slytherin's
defense. Even the girls who had flirted with him last year held back; ever since
the return of Voldemort had been publicly announced, people had been looking at
him differently. His popularity had dipped only slightly, but he had seen many
of the students giving him speculative glances, as if wondering if he would turn
out to be a Death Eater like his father. But then Ginny stepped forward and
said, "He's right, Professor. Brad drew the picture; Dylan was trying to stop
him."
"I don't need your help, Weasley!" Dylan snapped. "Mind your own business!"
Ginny looked hurt, and Dylan felt a bit guilty, but he couldn't afford to have
Brad report to Draco that he'd not only defended Lupin, but accepted help from a
Gryffindor. He could justify the first by claiming that he was trying to save
Slytherin from losing points, but the two together would look very bad in
Draco's eyes.
"Then I will give you detention not for drawing the picture, but for speaking
rudely to a classmate," Lupin said, "especially since she was trying to help
you. I will still see you in my office this afternoon, Mr. Rosier."
"Yes, sir," Dylan mumbled sullenly.
"All of you, take your seats!" Lupin snapped.
The students all rushed to obey, and Damien whispered to Dylan, sounding
puzzled, "It's not like Lupin to be so strict, and to not even listen to your
side of the story."
Dylan shrugged. Well, at least the detention should convince Draco that he
wasn't on Lupin's side, but he had never gotten a detention during the entire
time he'd been at Hogwarts, and now his perfect record was ruined.
Lupin looked at the drawing on the blackboard, and said, sounding more like his
usual good-natured self, "Well, I am impressed by your artistic talent, Brad,
but your drawing is more fanciful than realistic. Werewolves transform into
wolves, not a half-wolf, half-man combination, no matter what the storybooks
say." He tapped the blackboard with his wand, and the picture vanished. "You
will write me an essay explaining the process of a werewolf's transformation,
and list the differences between a lycanthrope's wolf form and a true wolf. Two
feet of parchment, plus illustrations." Lupin grinned widely, his lips pulling
back from his teeth, and for the first time Dylan noticed that his canines were
unusually sharp and pointed, looking almost like small fangs. "Due to me at the
end of the week."
Brad nodded, slouching down in his seat resentfully.
"Now, I'd like to see how you're doing on your Patronus Charms," Lupin began,
but Colin Creevey raised his hand. "Yes, Colin?"
"I--I was curious, sir," Colin said hesitantly. "I was wondering why you looked
so sick when you were teaching us during second year, but now you look much
better. There's...there's no cure for lycanthropy, right?" His classmates stared
at him in shock; most of them had been wondering the same thing, but none of
them had dared to ask Lupin about it.
"That is correct," Lupin said cheerfully, apparently unoffended. "But the
Wolfsbane Potion keeps it in check. The inventor of the potion recently made
some improvements to it, so my health has much improved. I no longer suffer from
the pain and nausea that usually accompany the transformation. So, hopefully, I
will not have to take any sick days this year, and can keep teaching you right
up until the full moon."
The Gryffindors looked relieved that it wouldn't be necessary for Snape to
substitute for a sick Lupin.
"Now, getting back to our lesson--" Colin raised his hand again. "Yes, Colin?"
Lupin asked patiently.
"I was wondering, sir, how werewolves are made..."
"They get bitten, you dolt!" Damien muttered under his breath, and several
people snickered.
"Mr. Pierce," Lupin said in a warning tone.
Colin flushed. "I know THAT," he said, giving Damien an annoyed look. "But if a
person is made a werewolf after being bitten by one, then where did the first
werewolf come from?" The class fell silent and looked at each other
thoughtfully.
"A good question, Colin," Lupin said with a smile.
"Maybe it's not really any of our business," Ginny started to say, but Lupin
interrupted her.
"No, Ginny, it's all right," he said gently. "I don't mind. Secrecy breeds fear,
and has contributed to the many misconceptions people have about werewolves. No
one really knows how lycanthropy originated, but there are various legends and
theories. One theory is that it was a magical experiment gone wrong. But there
is a legend in my parents' homeland in France, that werewolves were once true
shapeshifters, like the kitsune or tengu of Japan. They could take wolf shape as
they pleased, without losing their human intelligence or sanity." The children
listened raptly; they had never heard this story before. "But the wolf people
grew arrogant, so the legend says, and used their gift for ill rather than good;
used their gift to terrorize the populace and set themselves up as lords of the
land. So the gods grew angry, and changed the gift into a curse: they would no
longer have control over the change, and because they had not valued their
humanity, they would lose it, once every month, at the rise of the full moon.
They would become no better than beasts--worse than beasts, because animals only
kill for food or in self-defense. They would be driven by mindless fury and
bloodlust, driven to pass their curse on to others, and they would become
reviled as monsters and shunned by society."
There was a stunned silence. "Is that true, Professor?" Ginny asked timidly.
Lupin smiled at her, a little sadly. "I don't know, Ginny," he replied. "But
that is the story that has been passed down in my family for generations, and I
think there is at least a grain of truth in it. For you see, I did not get my
lycanthropy from a bite, but rather, I inherited it."
"What?!" Damien exclaimed, and several other students made similar outbursts.
Lupin smiled at them, looking a little amused. "Didn't you think it was odd that
someone with the name 'Lupin' just happened to be bitten by a werewolf? Doesn't
that seem like a rather unlikely coincidence? My family was believed to be
descended from the original clan of shapeshifters. That story I just told you
was not the only thing that was passed down in my family--the curse was as
well."
"Your whole family are werewolves?!" Brad blurted out, his eyes wide with shock
and fear.
"No," Lupin said. "The curse often skips a generation or two; no one can predict
who will inherit it. My family tried to hide it, of course, but it is a
difficult thing to conceal. There were dark rumors whispered about them for
hundreds of years, sometimes leading to violence. That is why my parents
emigrated to England before I was born, hoping to start a new life where no one
knew of their past. Unfortunately--" Lupin's lips twisted in an ironic smile.
"--I inherited the curse and ruined those plans."
Colin tentatively stuck his hand in the air again.
Lupin sighed a little and said, "Yes, Colin?"
"Then...you're the only person in your family who is a werewolf, sir?"
"As far as I know, I may be the only person left in my family, period," Lupin
said, that ironic smile crossing his lips again. "My parents passed away several
years ago, and I have no siblings. Though I suppose it is possible that I may
have some very distant cousins still living in France, but I don't really know."
Dylan hesitated a moment, then raised his hand.
"Yes, Dylan?"
"Why haven't we heard of these legends before, sir?" Dylan asked. "The textbooks
imply that the disease is passed solely through a werewolf's bite..."
"Probably because some of the prominent wizarding families had a few skeletons
in their own closets, and wanted to avoid the same kind of stigma that my family
suffered from," Lupin said cynically. "If someone contracted lycanthropy, it
could be chalked up to carelessness or bad luck, and need not tarnish their
whole family. But if people believed that the disease could be inherited..."
"Then the entire family would be branded as monsters, whether the curse was
actually inherited or not," Dylan finished. He noted, with dark amusement, the
parallels between Lupin's life and his own: the curse of his father's reputation
followed Dylan as relentlessly as Lupin's own curse followed him. In fact, many
people (including most of the male members of Gryffindor House) probably thought
that being the son of a Death Eater was far worse than being a werewolf. A
similar thought had probably occurred to his teacher, because Lupin caught his
eye and gave him a sardonic little smile.
"But in any case," Lupin said in a more brisk and professional tone, "inherited
lycanthropy is extremely rare; most werewolves have indeed contracted their
disease through bites. And thanks to..." Lupin hesitated, seeming to stumble
over the words. "...Professor Kamiyama in Japan, the Wolfsbane Potion makes it a
manageable disease. A werewolf need no longer be a danger to himself or anyone
else. Now, getting back to Patronus Charms..."
Lupin returned to their scheduled lesson, and the entire class, even Brad, was
unusually subdued and quiet for the rest of the period.
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At the end of the day, Dylan reluctantly went to Lupin's office and knocked on
the door.
"Come in," Lupin called.
Dylan walked in, and Lupin looked up from his desk where he was grading papers,
and said cheerfully, "Have a seat. Would you like a cup of tea?"
Dylan's mouth dropped open. "Um...I don't mean to be rude, sir, but do you
always offer tea to the students who are serving detention with you?" {That's
certainly a change from Professor Snape!}
To his astonishment, Lupin laughed. "Oh, I'm not really giving you detention,
Dylan!"
"You're not?"
Lupin grinned at him. "No, I knew that you didn't draw that picture; Brad's
handiwork is quite distinctive, I assure you. Though you were rather rude to
Ginny." Dylan flushed a little. "But I think I understand why; it would cause
trouble for you in Slytherin House if you were seen being too friendly with a
Gryffindor, wouldn't it?" Feeling a little stunned, Dylan nodded. "That's why I
arranged this little charade. I got the feeling on the first day of class that
you wanted to talk to me, but were afraid of what your housemates might think.
So...would you like a cup of tea?" Dylan nodded dumbly, and dropped into the
chair in front of Lupin's desk. "Cream? Sugar?"
"Both, please," Dylan said faintly, still feeling rather stunned at how cleverly
Lupin had arranged all this, and feeling rather uneasy about how easily Lupin
had read him. He prided himself on being able to disguise his emotions and only
let people see what he wanted them to see; it bothered him that Lupin had seen
right through him. And why was Lupin going through all this trouble to help the
son of a Death Eater? Lupin handed him a tea cup, and Dylan took a sip from it
as he tried to calm himself and compose his thoughts.
Lupin drank from his own cup, then said pleasantly, "So, what did you want to
talk to me about, Dylan?"
"You...you mentioned my father on the first day of class," Dylan said
hesitantly. "You said that you went to school with him."
"Yes, that's right," Lupin said calmly. "We were in different Houses, of course,
but we were yearmates and did share some classes together."
"But no one ever talks about my father!" Dylan exclaimed. "Well, except for
Professor Snape, a little. But most people don't like to talk about him; it
makes them uncomfortable because he was...well..."
"Because he was a Death Eater," Lupin finished, still in that calm voice.
"Yes," Dylan said, confused. "I mean, sometimes people taunt me with that fact,
call me devil's spawn or a murderer's child--" Lupin looked angry and distressed
when he heard that, which confused Dylan even more. "But you just said, 'I went
to school with your father,' like he was an old friend..."
"No, Evan wasn't my friend, and I can't claim that I was close to him," Lupin
replied. "Because of House rivalries, it was almost impossible for someone from
Gryffindor to be friends with a Slytherin." Lupin smiled sadly for a moment,
then continued, "But I didn't hate him; in fact, I rather liked him, to tell you
the truth, though of course I never told my Gryffindor friends that."
"You liked my dad?" Dylan asked incredulously.
Lupin laughed again, the sadness in his eyes replaced by a mischievous gleam.
"Well, Evan was a very charming boy. But perhaps it would be more accurate to
say that I admired his audacity. He and his friend Lyall had quite a reputation
as pranksters, you know."
"So I've heard," Dylan said with a grin. "But weren't you and your friends the
victims of some of those pranks?"
Lupin grinned back at him. "Well, they never targeted me specifically, but yes,
Gryffindor was their usual target. In particular, I remember a batch of
Valentine's Day chocolates laced with Swelling Solution..."
"But they were never caught--" Dylan said without thinking, then clamped his
hand over his mouth, but Lupin just chuckled.
"No, no one was ever punished for that prank, but believe me, everyone knew who
was responsible."
Dylan dropped his hand and asked cautiously, "And...you weren't mad?"
"Well, my friends were furious, of course," Lupin replied, "but no, I wasn't
really angry. James Potter was one of my best friends, and mostly he was a very
good person, but..." Lupin sighed. "He did have the usual bias against
Slytherin, and I'm afraid he and some of my other friends pulled a number of
pranks against...um...certain members of Slytherin House, some of them rather
cruel pranks, I'm afraid." Lupin sighed again, then smiled wryly. "So I can't
really claim that James was an innocent victim in the matter."
"Why didn't you hate the Slytherins the way your friends did?" Dylan asked
curiously.
"I suppose because as a werewolf, I knew what it was like to have people judge
you on appearances," Lupin replied gravely. "Not many Headmasters would have
admitted a werewolf to Hogwarts, you know."
"Or a Death Eater's son," Dylan added softly.
"Yes," Lupin agreed. "Professor Dumbledore believes in judging people by their
actions, not by their wealth, or their families, or even by a particularly
dangerous disease they might happen to suffer from. So it seemed to me that I
should do the same. Besides, as a werewolf, I hardly had the right to be
pointing fingers at anyone else."
Dylan was silent for a few minutes as he thought things over, and Lupin
patiently sipped his tea and waited. Finally, Dylan said, "That explains why you
didn't hate my father when you were students. But he did eventually join the
Death Eaters, so you had plenty of reason to hate him after that."
"I won't lie to you, Dylan," Lupin said quietly. "I can't condone what your
father did. But I hate his actions rather than the man. I mourn his death, and I
mourn the loss of what he could have been." He paused, as if trying to choose
his words carefully. "Your father was led astray and seduced by Voldemort and
his followers--"
Dylan winced; Lupin and Dumbledore were the only people he had ever heard met
who referred to the Dark Lord by name.
"--and he made some terrible mistakes, but...he was not 'born bad,' as people
often say Slytherins are."
Dylan blinked in surprise; Snape had said something similar about Evan Rosier
making "terrible mistakes".
"He did have his good points as well," Lupin continued. "He cared for his friend
Lyall. He loved your mother very much. And Professor Blackmore liked him."
"She did?" Dylan asked, feeling shocked.
Lupin smiled at him. "Yes, apparently she was very fond of him. Have you never
heard the story of how he asked her for a dance at the Yule Ball?"
Dylan laughed, "Yes, I heard it! Professor Sn--" He suddenly broke off what he
was about to say, belatedly realizing that Professor Snape might not care for
Dylan bandying his name about with his childhood enemy.
Lupin just grinned. "I'd already guessed that Professor Snape must have told you
stories about Evan, but I won't mention it if you don't want me to. Anyway, I
think Professor Blackmore admired Evan's audacity a little, too, although that
she never let that stop her from giving him detention. But she cared about him,
cared about all her students very much."
"But wasn't she an Auror?" Dylan asked. "Weren't she and my father on opposite
sides of the war?" There was a certain danger in speaking so openly with Lupin,
but the werewolf was willing to talk about things that even Professor Snape
wouldn't discuss, and somehow Dylan felt like he could trust Lupin. It was
ridiculous; he had no logical reason to do so, and Dylan never let his guard
down completely with anyone but his mother or Snape, but some instinct kept
telling him that it was all right to trust Lupin, that the werewolf would never
betray him. Maybe it was Lupin's kind and easy-going manner--after all, he had
won over most of Dylan's Slytherin housemates, except for Draco's diehard
cronies, which was no easy task for someone who was not only a werewolf, but a
Gryffindor to boot.
"Yes, they were," Lupin said solemnly, his playful smile vanishing. "But she
tried to save him, Dylan, right up until the end. She tried to convince him to
surrender..."
"She was there when my father died?" Dylan gasped, his eyes flying wide open.
Lupin cursed under his breath; clearly he hadn't known that Dylan was unaware of
that fact. "Yes," he said reluctantly. "I thought you knew."
"No," Dylan replied, feeling a little faint with shock. "I know Mad-Eye Moody
killed him and Lyall Wilkes; that's all my mother told me."
Lupin sighed unhappily. "Perhaps I shouldn't say anything more..."
"Please tell me what happened!" Dylan begged. "I want to know, even..." His
voice faltered a little. "Even if it's something bad. I'm his son; don't I have
a right to know?"
Lupin stared at him for a long time, then said, "Very well. Professor Blackmore
and Alastor Moody were the Aurors who confronted your father and Lyall, along
with two young Aurors-in-training, Miles Dempsey and..." Lupin hesitated, then
finished, "Sirius Black."
Dylan had thought he could not possibly be shocked any further; he was wrong.
"Sirius Black? The murderer?"
"Falsely accused murderer," Lupin corrected him sharply. "His name has been
cleared."
"Right, I read about it in the Daily Prophet," Dylan said hastily. "I didn't
mean any offense."
Lupin smiled, albeit sadly. "None taken. I suppose it takes more than a
statement from the Ministry to undo years of notoriety. Anyway, the four of them
were sent to apprehend Evan Rosier and Lyall Wilkes. I'm not sure, but I suspect
that Branwen purposely took that assignment so that she would have the chance to
save Evan and Lyall; another Auror might have killed them on sight. She pleaded
with them to surrender, promised to protect them and speak on their behalf in
court if they would give themselves up."
"Why would she do that?" a bewildered Dylan asked.
"Because she cared about them."
"But why?"
"If you want to know that, you will have to ask her," Lupin said, then smiled a
little at Dylan's horrified expression. "She isn't quite the ogre she seems, you
know," he said lightly. "Not unlike Professor Snape."
Dylan thought that if his eyes opened any wider, they would probably pop right
out of his head. "Pr...Professor Snape?" he repeated weakly.
"Yes, Professor Snape," Lupin agreed, that mischievous twinkle back in his eyes.
"The entire faculty knows that he's taken you under his wing, Dylan. Don't tell
me that you haven't noticed that he has at least a few redeeming qualities..."
"Yes, but I didn't think that YOU knew that," Dylan replied, feeling a little
dazed.
"Well, I do," Lupin replied, still smiling. "I don't hate Severus, even if he
still harbors a grudge against me. Unfortunately, my friends and his did not get
along very well."
"More of those pranks you mentioned earlier?"
"Clever lad," Lupin said, looking amused. "I'd give you points, if we were still
in class."
"About my father...?" Dylan prodded, trying to steer the conversation back on
track, although he was finding this tangential line of discussion about Snape to
be quite fascinating.
Lupin's mood turned serious again. "Professor Blackmore begged your father to
surrender."
"But he refused to," Dylan said softly.
"Yes," Lupin replied, in an equally quiet voice. "One of his good qualities was
his loyalty, but in this case it was misplaced. Voldemort did not deserve that
loyalty. He sent his minions out to fight, and in some cases, die, but he did
not mourn their deaths, and did nothing to protect them. Vol--" He saw Dylan
wince, and changed his words to, "The Dark Lord values only strength, and in his
eyes, those who got themselves killed were by definition weak, so he cared
nothing for either the people he murdered or the followers who died in his
name."
Once, Dylan would have been angered by Lupin's words. But now he knew what the
Dark Lord was really like, and he knew that Lupin was telling the truth. He was
a little surprised to hear Lupin call Voldemort "the Dark Lord"--he had never
heard anyone but the Death Eaters refer to him by that name; the rest of the
wizarding world always called him "You-Know-Who" or "He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named".
Curious...
"Please don't hate Professor Blackmore," Lupin said, in a quiet and earnest
voice. "She did her very best to save him. Even Moody is not really to blame--"
"He killed my father," Dylan said in a hard voice. "Even if it was in
self-defense, I can't--"
"Moody did not kill your father," Lupin said softly, looking Dylan directly in
the eyes.
"What?! B-but I thought--"
"When Evan saw that defeat was inevitable, he cast a Death Strike spell. It's a
very ancient Dark spell that--"
"I know what it is," Dylan interrupted, not caring that he was giving away the
fact that he knew more about the Dark Arts than he should.
"Evan believed that death was better than dishonor," Lupin said, still holding
Dylan's gaze. "The spell killed him, of course, along with Dempsey, and badly
wounded Moody and Lyall; Branwen and Sirius managed to shield themselves. Lyall,
loyal to the end, tried to attack Moody, and Moody killed him in self-defense."
Stricken, Dylan stared into Lupin's blue eyes; the compassion and concern he saw
there were more than he could stand, and he dropped his gaze, staring at the
floor while he fought back tears. {Is everything I thought I knew about my
father a lie?} he wondered in despair.
He felt a gentle hand touch his shoulder, and looked up to see that Professor
Lupin had come around from behind the desk. "Why would my mother lie to me?"
Dylan whispered.
"I'm sure she was telling you the truth as she knew it," Lupin said kindly. "The
details were not made public, and most people believe that Moody killed both
Evan and Lyall. I'm sorry, Dylan, perhaps I should not have told you all this--"
"No," Dylan said in a shaky voice, rubbing his eyes with the back of his hand.
"I asked you to. And I guess I'd rather know the truth, than go on believing a
lie."
"One thing that is not a lie is that he truly loved your mother," Lupin said,
his hand still resting on Dylan's shoulder. "Never doubt that."
"Yes, Professor," Dylan whispered, touching the ring that he wore on his right
hand--his father's ring. The gesture comforted him, just a little. Lupin
squeezed his shoulder, and that comforted him a little, too, and then his
teacher went back to his desk and fixed Dylan a cup of fresh tea. Dylan drank
it, the heat from the liquid driving out some of the chill that had settled in
his body when he had heard the true story of Evan Rosier's death. Lupin sat
watching him as he drank, with that kind and worried look in his blue eyes.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" Dylan finally asked.
"You're my student," Lupin replied, as if stating the obvious, looking a little
confused by Dylan's question. "And the son of an old classmate."
"I'm the son of a Death Eater," Dylan said bitterly. "Aren't you afraid that
I'll turn out to be a Death Eater, too? That's what everyone else thinks."
"Not everyone," Lupin said firmly. "Not the Headmaster. Not Professor Flitwick.
And not me."
"You don't even know me," Dylan pointed out.
Lupin smiled at him, an oddly tender look in his eyes that totally bewildered
Dylan. "I have a...feeling about you, you might say. And my instincts are
usually correct. I suppose some people might call me a fool, but I have faith in
you, Dylan."
Dylan was even more confused than before, but Lupin obviously couldn't, or
wouldn't, explain it any more clearly that that. He happened to glance up at the
window, and saw that the sky outside was turning dark. Lupin's eyes followed his
gaze, and he exclaimed, "Oh my, I didn't realize it was that late! You'd better
hurry--we'd both better hurry, or we'll be late for dinner!"
Dylan rose to his feet, saying shyly, "Thank you for the tea...and everything,
Professor."
Lupin smiled at him. "You're welcome, Dylan. Feel free to stop by my office
anytime."
"By the way," Dylan asked, some of his good humor restored, "what was my
detention? In case my housemates should ask."
Lupin thought for a moment, then decided, "I made you write lines. 'I will not
behave disrespectfully in class.' And I lectured you about inter-House rivalry
and the importance of getting along with your peers until your ears nearly fell
off. I know some of the staff and students think I'm too softhearted; that
should fit in with their view of me. Oh, and if you want to talk to me again,
signal me and I'll give you detention. Just make a nasty comment about
werewolves or something.'" Lupin grinned. "But try not to pick too many fights
with the Gryffindors, please."
Dylan found himself grinning back at his teacher. "Yes, sir!"
"Run along, then, Mr. Rosier. We probably shouldn't be seen heading to the Great
Hall together."
Dylan ran ahead to dinner, thinking to himself that he liked Lupin very much; it
was really a pity that Snape hated him...
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"All right, Lupin, what are you up to?" Snape asked his lover as soon as they
were alone in his quarters together after dinner.
"I don't know what you mean, Severus," Lupin said, feigning innocence.
Snape just gave him the same daunting glare he used to intimidate his students,
but it had little effect on Lupin. "Why did you give Dylan Rosier detention?"
"Did Dylan tell you about that?" Lupin asked, feeling a bit surprised. He hadn't
thought that Dylan would discuss their conversation with Severus; he'd gotten
the distinct impression that Dylan thought that Professor Snape would disapprove
of him associating with "the werewolf".
"No, but Doherty told Malfoy, and Malfoy told me. So, I repeat, Lupin, what are
you up to? Dylan is much too careful to get caught doing anything that would
warrant detention."
"Actually, I think he was trying to defend me, in his own way," Lupin replied
with a grin. "It was kind of cute, really." He explained how Brad had drawn the
unflattering werewolf caricature, how Dylan had tried to make him erase it, and
how Dylan had turned on Ginny when she stood up for him.
"So you've already won over Dylan Rosier after only two days of class?" Snape
asked, raising an eyebrow. "I'm impressed; he's very guarded, and doesn't
readily trust most people."
"Sounds like someone else we know," Lupin said, smiling at Snape.
"Being a Death Eater doesn't exactly inspire warm feelings and faith in
humanity," Snape pointed out dryly.
"It must be my charm and good looks," Lupin said, fluttering his eyelashes at
Snape, who rolled his eyes and tried not to smile. "Besides, most of the
Slytherins, particularly the younger ones, don't really hate me; they only
pretend to so that Draco won't give them a hard time. Damien Pierce likes me,
and he's Dylan's best friend, so he's probably persuaded Dylan that I'm all
right."
"Let me see if I've got this straight: Dylan Rosier, who has always been more
guarded and calculating than most adults twice his age, is leaping to defend you
from one of his housemates," Snape said. Lupin grinned and nodded. "So I repeat,
why did you give him detention?"
"I wanted an excuse to talk to him without Draco accusing him of getting
friendly with me," Lupin said. "I think he wanted to talk to me, too."
"And why would he want to do that?" Snape asked uneasily, because his inner
voice had no trouble coming up with an answer. {Because he saw Lupin in your
thoughts, during the Occlumency lessons, and he wants to know why images of
Lupin are floating around inside your head...}
But Lupin was replying, "Probably because I happened to mention in class
yesterday that I went to school with his father. Which is true, of course."
Snape felt amused, annoyed, and relieved, all at the same time. "You
deliberately played on his one weak spot, Lupin. Very devious, for a
Gryffindor."
"Well, you once told me I would make a good Slytherin, Severus," Lupin laughed.
"But yes, I knew he wouldn't be able to resist coming to me after that. I've
heard so much about him over the past two years; I wanted to see him for
myself--"
"You see him in class every day," Snape pointed out.
"--and I wanted to get to know him," Lupin finished. "Because...well, because
you care about him." Snape flushed and scowled, and Lupin smiled tenderly. "You
can't deny it, Severus."
"Don't go getting all sappy on me, Lupin," Snape said muttered, but didn't try
to deny it. Lupin slipped an arm around his waist and kissed him on the cheek.
"So," Snape said, trying to sound grumpy, in spite of the feeling of contentment
that was slowly spreading through his body, "what did you think of Mr. Rosier?"
"A complicated boy," Lupin said, laying his head on Snape's shoulder. "A little
bitter, which is not surprising, considering the circumstances. But at heart, a
good person. Even if you had not intervened, I'm not sure that he would have
followed in his father's footsteps." Lupin kissed Snape again, this time on the
mouth. "Like you--and unlike Evan, I'm sorry to say--he thinks too much; he
would not have been content to blindly accept Voldemort's propaganda for long.
Eventually, he would have started to question, and to doubt. I think his
friendship with Hermione proves that."
"I'm not sure it's a good idea for you to get too close to him, Remus," Snape
said, serious now.
"Why?" Lupin asked, looking a little hurt.
"He's very clever, and I don't want him to find out about us," Snape said,
gently stroking Lupin's cheek in an attempt to soften his words. "It could be
dangerous, for him and for us."
"I'll be careful, Severus," Lupin promised. "It's not out of character for me to
befriend a fatherless Slytherin boy; I am a softhearted Gryffindor fool,
remember? And I've openly made it my mission this year to foster inter-House
cooperation." He sighed sadly. "But I do wish I could tell him the truth about
how much you mean to me." He paused to think, and frowned a little. "Er...do you
think he would be shocked? By us, I mean?"
"I'm sure he would be shocked to find out that the werewolf I claim to hate is
my lover," Snape said with wry humor. "And I'm sure the entire school would be
shocked to find out that anyone, even a werewolf, could feel love for me. But
once he got over the initial shock, I don't think he would care that we're both
men, if that's what you mean. Slytherins are rather blase about such things, you
know. Though of course we're still expected to make proper marriages and sire
little brats to carry on the family name regardless of our sexual preferences."
"Good," Lupin said, ignoring Severus's last sentence, because he had no fear
that his lover was going to run off and sire little Snapes on some woman,
although the thought of several little Severus Snapes running around was quite
amusing. But he was happy that Dylan was not likely to hate him or be disgusted
when--in some nebulous future--he found out that his two teachers were lovers.
Severus loved Dylan, so Lupin wanted Dylan to like him. And Lupin sincerely
liked Dylan; he found himself feeling almost fatherly towards the boy. Oddly
enough, it was that very un-childlike, too-adult guardedness Severus had
mentioned that made Lupin feel so protective of Dylan, because he knew it was a
sign that the boy's childhood had been stolen from him--by Voldemort, by his
grandmother's bitterness, by the prejudice of society in general. It was silly,
Lupin knew, because even if his father was dead, Dylan still had a family that
loved him, but he found himself wistfully imagining a future in which the war
was over, and he, Severus, and Dylan formed an odd little family of sorts.
Perhaps it was because Severus (though he would never admit it out loud) thought
of Dylan like a son, and because Lupin had long ago--even before he and Severus
became lovers--resolved never to have children; there was no way he would ever
risk inflicting his curse on a son or daughter. Dylan was likely the closest
both he and Severus would ever come to having a child. There was Harry, of
course, but Harry regarded Lupin as more of a mentor and favorite teacher than a
parental figure; that role was rightfully filled by Sirius, his godfather. And
although Severus had set aside his grudges enough to teach Harry, Lupin doubted
that he would ever be able to like the boy, much less love him. Dylan was
someone they could both love...
"But someday," Lupin whispered. "Someday, when it's safe, we can tell him?"
Snape did not quite understand the look of sorrow and yearning in Lupin's eyes,
but he said, "Someday," and tenderly kissed his lover on the forehead, and Lupin
seemed to be comforted by that.
Neither of them knew that "someday" would come sooner than they thought, and
that it would not be safe at all...
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Things went fairly well for Dylan as the first few weeks of school progressed.
Snape was driving them harder than ever, to prepare them for their O.W.L.s, but
Dylan had no trouble keeping up in Potions class; indeed, he relished the
challenge, and was happy to help his less-adept classmates with their homework,
although he was careful not to let Draco catch him at it. He and his classmates
also continued to surreptitiously enjoy Lupin's class; they were still working
on their Patronus Charms, as well as studying shield spells and countercurses.
And Lupin had caught Brad Doherty off guard, when he returned Brad's
"punishment" essay to him the following week.
"Well done, Brad," Lupin said cheerfully. "You really did your research on
this." Lupin grinned mischievously. "And your illustrations were first-rate;
very realistic." He held up the piece of parchment so the class could see the
detailed drawings Brad had done of a werewolf and a real wolf, with little notes
scribbled next to each picture pointing out the subtle differences between the
two. "Ten points to Slytherin."
Brad sat up a little straighter in his chair, beaming with pride, until he
remembered that Lupin was supposed to be the enemy, then flushed and scowled at
the werewolf. Lupin just smiled and held out the parchment to him. Brad snatched
it out of his hand, and for a moment Dylan thought he was going to crumple it up
and throw it away, but instead he very carefully rolled it up and stowed it away
in his bookbag.
Professor Blackmore's class was fascinating, although she was as strict and
terrifying a teacher as Snape; she had the entire class--even the rowdiest of
the Slytherins--too petrified with fear to step out of line. Dylan could not
quite put his finger on it; she was a beautiful young woman, and had (so far)
never actually harmed any of her students, but there was something about her
that projected an aura of power and menace. And there was a very strange quality
about her emerald-green eyes; they were not the eyes of a thirty or even
forty-something year old woman...they seemed somehow ancient and otherworldly,
more befitting of a faerie queen or demon princess than a schoolteacher, and
Dylan was reminded of those old rumors about her family's supposed demon blood,
and of her mysterious disappearance fifteen years ago.
Whatever the reason, Dylan and his classmates were always very well-behaved in
Incantations class. He had not yet worked up the courage to talk to her
privately about his father, but occasionally he caught her staring at him in
class thoughtfully. And one day, when they had been practicing drawing
protective circles in class, Blackmore stopped to examine his handiwork and
said, "You have a very careful and precise touch, Mr. Rosier--much like your
mother. Good work; five points to Slytherin." She actually gave him a small
smile, but before Dylan had time to react, she had already moved on and was
berating another student for their sloppy work.
And then, of course there was Quidditch. Draco was in a much better mood of
late, because Montague had graduated, and Snape had appointed Draco Captain of
the Slytherin team. And, of course, Montague's departure meant that there was
another opening on the team...
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"I'm going to try out for the team," Damien announced eagerly as the usual
foursome of friends were doing their homework one night. They had gathered in
Dylan's and Damien's dorm room rather than the common room, in an attempt to
keep a low profile and avoid arousing Draco's ire.
"What about you, Theo?" Dylan asked. "Are you going to try out?"
"No," Theodore replied flatly.
"Why not?" Damien asked, looking surprised. "I figured you'd be a shoe-in, being
so tight with Malfoy and all. And I thought you liked Quidditch--"
"I do," Theodore replied, looking almost as sour as Snape. "But I more than have
my fill of Malfoy lording it over me all day long in class; I don't much fancy
being bossed around on the Quidditch Pitch by him as well." There was an awkward
silence, then Theo managed a slightly twisted smile and said, "But good luck to
you, Damien. I'll be cheering you on."
"Yes, well, I suppose I should thank you," Damien said, trying to make light of
it, "since my chances of making the team will be better now. I don't mind
sucking up to Malfoy a bit to make the team; it seems to be a prerequisite of
entering Slytherin House, anyway..." He fell to the floor and began groveling
extravagantly. "Yes, sir, Malfoy, whatever you say, Lord Malfoy..."
He looked so ridiculous that the other boys had to laugh. "Get up, you clown,"
Theo snorted, prodding Damien slightly with his foot.
Damien got up and picked up his textbook again, but looked pleased that he'd
managed to cheer up his usually-morose friend. "So what about you, Blaise?" he
asked. "Going to try out?"
"No, no, no," Blaise said fervently, shaking his head. "I'm not much good on a
broomstick; I got bucked off on my first flying lesson." He turned a little red,
no doubt remembering his classmates' laughter; Slytherins were not exactly known
for their compassion. "Anyway, I agree with Theo about Malfoy." He gave his
friend a sympathetic smile. "He's already chewed me out once for doing too well
in Potions class; the last thing I want to do is attract more attention to me,
good or bad."
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So Damien tried out and made the team, joining Dylan as a Chaser. Malfoy scowled
a little when he heard that Potter had been made Captain of the Gryffindor team,
but seemed a little consoled by the fact that at least they held equal status.
Dylan silently thanked every god he could think of that Montague had graduated
last year; there would have been no living with Draco if Potter had been made a
Captain while he was still a mere team member.
Meanwhile, the Gryffindors, even the girls, began to treat Dylan more coldly
than usual, once word of how he had turned on Ginny Weasley got out, as he
discovered one day in the library...
Dylan was studying in a secluded corner of the library late one afternoon. He
was taking notes on a Summonings text that was a reference book, and thus, "Not
allowed out of the library; no exceptions," Madam Pince had informed him coldly,
and he knew better than to argue with her.
Hermione Granger walked by carrying a large stack of books, started to sit at
the table, then saw Dylan and said in an icy voice, "Oh, I didn't know YOU were
here."
From the look in her eyes, that coldness was real and not feigned. He looked
around carefully to make sure they were really alone, then gave her his most
charming smile. "Hermione--"
She just looked down her nose at him in a such a disdainful way that it would
have put Narcissa Malfoy to shame. "I heard how you treated Ginny in Professor
Lupin's class."
Dylan sighed. He had forgotten that she and the Weasley girl were friends. "Aw,
come on, Hermione," he said. "You know I didn't mean it."
She dropped her books onto the table with a loud thump and sat down across from
him, still looking rather irritated, but at least she wasn't doing her Ice Queen
imitation anymore. "Every time you do something mean, Dylan Rosier, you always
say afterwards, 'I didn't mean it'..."
"How would it look to Malfoy if I hid behind a Gryffindor girl's skirts?" Dylan
asked, and Hermione glared at him. "Okay, bad analogy," he said hastily, holding
up his hands as if trying to ward off an attack, cringing with a look of
exaggerated fear on his face. Hermione tried to keep the stern look on her face,
but her lips twitched upwards in a smile, and she gave in and laughed.
"Oh, all right, I forgive you, even though I shouldn't!" she said. "You really
hurt her feelings, you know, and she always thought you were nice even though
Ron and some of the other Gryffindor boys were always putting you down."
"I know, I know," he sighed. "I'm sorry, really I am, but I have to keep up my
cover."
"I know," she said in a quieter voice. "Professor Snape told me. I guess I
shouldn't be talking to you right now, should I?"
"Not really," he reluctantly agreed.
"Are you really in danger, Dylan?" Hermione asked anxiously.
"I can't talk about it," Dylan said quietly. "For your safety, as well as mine.
I wish I could." Hermione nodded and picked up her books, preparing to leave.
"Hermione, wait! Professor Snape talked to you during the summer?" She nodded.
"When did that happen? What were you doing talking to Snape during summer
vacation, anyway?"
She looked uncomfortable. "I...I can't talk about it, either."
Dylan stared at her, wondering what secret she and Snape could possibly be
sharing. "Well," he said slowly, "it looks as if we both have secrets to
conceal."
"Looks like it," she agreed. "Be careful, Dylan."
He was about to reply, "You too," when he heard footsteps approaching, and said
in a loud voice, "I don't care if I hurt your little friend's feelings, Granger!
That will teach her not to interfere with her betters!"
Hermione blinked, looking surprised for just a moment, then quickly retorted,
"Her 'betters'? I think all the adulation you get from the female students has
swelled your head, you arrogant little git! Ginny Weasley is worth ten of you!"
"Ha! I'm worth ten Weasleys--and come to think of it, there are at least ten of
them, aren't there?"
Serafina Avery stopped in her tracks, and looked from Dylan to Hermione and back
again, her violet eyes expressionless. "This is a library," she said mildly.
"You should keep your voices down."
"I'm sorry for the disturbance, Serafina," Hermione said politely, then shot
Dylan one last glare--although there was just a hint of laughter in her
eyes--before turning on her heel and stalking away.
"And what are you looking at, Avery?" Dylan snarled, feeling rather grumpy at
having his brief conversation with Hermione interrupted.
Serafina was staring at him with a look of mingled puzzlement and contempt. "You
confuse me, Rosier," she said, still in that mild, almost conversational voice.
"Sometimes you act almost human, and other times, like now, I could swear that
you were really Draco Malfoy in disguise."
Dylan stared at her in surprise; that was more than she normally said in a week!
"So what's it to you?" he asked, more curious than angry.
"It's nothing to me," she replied in an indifferent voice, "if you want to be
Draco Malfoy's lapdog."
Dylan felt his face turning red; now he was angry. "Look who's talking!" he
snapped. "Your father was Draco's father's lapdog, and look where it's gotten
him!"
"I know," Serafina replied, apparently not offended. "But I thought you were
smarter than my father."
Now Dylan was utterly confused. He wavered for a moment, torn between caution
and curiosity; curiosity won out. "Aren't you looking forward to the glorious
day when the Dark Lord triumphs and his followers, including your father, reign
supreme over the wizarding world?" he asked, in a sarcastic voice so that he
could claim later that he was just joking, in case anyone heard about it and
tried to use it against him.
Serafina's usually expressionless eyes were now filled with pure contempt.
"You're a fool, Rosier, if you think anyone other than the Dark Lord will 'reign
supreme'. The fact that my father's in prison and your father's dead ought to
tell you something."
Dylan bit down hard on his lip to keep from screaming at her. Even if Evan
Rosier had made a terrible, foolish mistake by joining the Death Eaters, he was
still Dylan's father. {Control,} he reminded himself. {Stay in control.} He
snapped the book shut, grabbed his things, and rose from his seat.
"If you're done with that book, I'd like it," Serafina said calmly. "That's why
I came looking for you. Madam Pince said you had it, so I came to ask if I could
read it when you were done."
Dylan took a deep breath and counted to ten in his mind, then handed her the
book, resisting the urge to throw it at her head. After leaving the library, he
calmed down a little--after all, she hadn't said anything that was untrue. Well,
he wasn't Draco's lapdog, but since he had deliberately cultivated that image,
he couldn't really blame her for thinking that. But he was surprised to learn
that she didn't seem to approve of her father being a Death Eater. He had
assumed that Serafina, like Draco, and like himself before he had learned the
truth about the Dark Lord, wanted to follow in her father's footsteps. Isn't
that what all the children of the Death Eaters wanted? Dylan frowned. Maybe not.
He didn't want it, and Serafina obviously didn't, either. Did Theo? His friend
had always agreed with Draco and parroted his opinions, but on the other hand,
he had made it clear that he didn't much like Draco, and only hung out with him
because that was what was expected of him. And he didn't seem to be very
concerned about his father, who was in Azkaban along with Draco's and Serafina's
fathers, not to mention Crabbe's and Goyle's. So perhaps Theo did not much care
for the Death Eaters, either, although he had never said so.
{But I'm his friend,} Dylan thought. {Wouldn't he tell me the truth?} But then
again, Dylan had not told Theodore the truth, had he? His mother had told him to
trust no one, so he had not told even his closest friends that he aspired to
follow in his father's footsteps and become a Death Eater, nor had he told them
of his growing misgivings, and he had certainly not told them when the Dark Mark
had been forced upon him. So it was not really unthinkable that his friends
might be keeping a few secrets from him...that was a very disconcerting thought.
Later that night, at their usual study session, Dylan asked Theodore, "What do
you know about Serafina Avery? I ran into her at the library and she was acting
a little weird."
"Weird how?" Theodore asked. "That girl is just plain weird to begin with; you
need to be a little more specific, Rosier."
Dylan paused as he mentally edited the afternoon's events into something safe
for him to discuss, and was reminded once again about how much he was hiding
from his friends. "Well, she actually spoke to me, for one thing," he said
wryly.
"She did?" Damien asked incredulously, then grinned. "I told you she had a crush
on you, Dylan! Eh, you can do better than that, though, when you've got girls
like Lisa Turpin or the Patil sisters drooling over you. Avery's kind of scrawny
and plain-looking."
"She's got nice eyes," Blaise said in an offhand manner without looking up from
his book.
"Ah, so that's your type, is it?" Damien teased. "Too bad she's hung up on
Dylan!" Blaise just smiled and shook his head.
"She's not hung up on me," Dylan protested.
"The girl's a freak!" Theodore snapped, scowling fiercely.
Blaise raised his eyebrows and said mildly, "Well, you don't have to be mean
about it, Theo."
"Well, she IS weird," Theodore muttered sullenly. "She never says anything, just
stares at you with that freaky look on her face, like you're one of the
specimens in Snape's jars..."
"You have nice eyes, too, Theo," Damien cooed, batting his eyelashes playfully.
"No need to be jealous!"
"Oh, bugger off, Pierce!" Theodore--whose eyes were an odd, murky shade of
gray-green--snarled, his face turning red.
"Jeez, some people just can't take a joke," Damien muttered, sounding a little
hurt.
"So what did she say to you, anyway?" Blaise asked Dylan hastily, giving
Theodore a puzzled look.
"Well, she caught me arguing with Hermione Granger," Dylan replied casually.
"She was chewing me out for hurting Ginny Weasley's feelings--"
Damien snickered. "Aw, I bet if you went and apologized and made nice to Ginny,
she'd forgive you like that!" He snapped his fingers. "She is pretty cute,
and--" Damien grinned wickedly. "--Ron Weasley would have a fit if you started
dating his sister!"
"Are you out of your mind, Pierce?!" Dylan said disbelievingly. "Draco would
kill me if I dated a Gryffindor girl, especially Weasley's sister!"
"True," Damien said, heaving a sigh of disappointment. "Too bad, she really is
kind of hot. Did you notice that she filled out a little over the summer?"
Damien leered and said, "Do you think Malfoy would care if I went out with a
Gryffindor?"
"Yes," Dylan and Theo said firmly, and Damien sighed again.
"Do you ever think about anything but girls?" Blaise asked.
"Not really," Damien replied cheerfully.
"So what did Sera say when she walked in on your argument?" Theodore asked
curiously.
"'Sera'?" Blaise asked, raising his eyebrows again. "Not 'the freak'?"
Theodore rolled his eyes. "Okay, okay, that was kind of mean of me. But we're
Slytherins; we're supposed to be mean! Nasty, evil, slimy..." His friends
laughed, and Theo smiled a little. "Sera's her nickname, sort of. I can't really
say we were friends, but our parents were, so I've known her since I was, like,
five years old. 'Serafina' was too big a mouthful, so I used to just call her
Sera. So, anyway, what did she say?"
"She said that sometimes I seemed almost human, and at other times, I was just
like Draco Malfoy."
The other three boys burst out laughing. "Oh, that's a good one," Damien said,
laughing so hard that he had to wipe tears from his eyes. "I'd love to see her
say it to Malfoy's face!"
"I take it she's no fan of Malfoy, despite the...er...family connection?" Dylan
said delicately, and Damien and Blaise, who were not the children of Death
Eaters, looked a little uncomfortable.
Theodore frowned. "Who knows what she thinks? She never talks to anyone; I'm
surprised she spoke to you at all."
Dylan hesitated, then asked, "What's her family like?"
Theodore looked uneasy. Draco bragged incessantly about how high his father
ranked in the Death Eaters, but Theodore and Dylan, as if by unspoken agreement,
said very little about their fathers or the Death Eaters in general. "Mr. Avery
likes to act big, like the Malfoys do, but they outrank him, and he knows it. So
he takes it out on his family; he knocks around Sera's mum, and he used to hit
Sera, too. He's basically an overgrown bully." The expression on Theodore's face
turned dark and brooding, and Blaise and Damien looked even more uncomfortable.
{So these are my father's comrades,} Dylan thought bitterly. {Lucius Malfoy, who
lords it over everyone, and kidnapped my mother, his old friend's lover, to make
me join the Death Eaters. Mr. Avery, who's apparently a wife-beater. And Mr.
Nott is probably no prize, either.} He silently asked his father, {How could you
have been taken in by these people? How could you have called them your
friends?} Then he realized there was something odd about the way Theodore had
phrased his words. "Used to hit Sera?" he asked.
"Used to," Theodore said, smiling in a rather nasty way. "Until she hexed him."
"Hexed him?!"
"Hexed him," Theodore agreed, still smiling. "Not long before she entered
Hogwarts. Nasty one, too--he had to go to St. Mungo's to have it taken off. Lots
of warts, blisters, and pustules. Oozing pustules." Damien made a face and
pretended to gag. "Very painful, I imagine. Never touched her again, though he
still yells at her. But she just ignores him like she ignores everything else.
She's a little scary; you don't want to mess with her."
Damien shuddered a little, and Blaise said, "I'm having some trouble with my
Potions homework...why is hemlock listed under both healing herbs and poisons?"
Dylan gratefully let him change the subject, and everyone looked relieved.
"Well, obviously, hemlock is poisonous, but in small doses it can be used as a
sedative--"
"There must be easier ways of putting someone under than giving them a deadly
poison," Damien said dryly, and his friends laughed, a little louder than his
joke deserved, and they talked about nothing more serious than homework and
girls for the rest of the night.
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