For Old Time's Sake
by Geri ([email protected])
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: SS/RL
Author's note: {} Indicates character's unspoken thoughts
Disclaimer: Characters belong to J.K. Rowling; no money is being made off this
story; consider it a little wish fulfillment on my part.
Sequel to: Always and Summer Vacation
Summary: A retelling of Goblet of Fire, with some original characters added:
Dylan Rosier and the Donner family; the Donners are very loosely based on
characters from Welsh legends in The Mabinogion. Snape is asked to help out the
son of an old friend.
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Snape returned from his Japanese vacation feeling relaxed and refreshed. He felt
quite satisfied about having improved the Wolfsbane Potion, and he still had a
few weeks to prepare for the coming school year and spend some time with Lupin.
He had enjoyed their stay with the Kamiyama family, but he was happy to have
some time alone with Lupin. It was nice to be able to wake up next to Lupin in
the morning, to share meals with him, to be able to kiss or touch him anytime he
wanted without worrying that someone might be watching, and there was no need
for silence spells! Lupin's cottage was located more-or-less in the middle of
nowhere, and they could make as much noise as they pleased.
He was a little sad, though, that their time together would soon be over. He
cursed himself for what was probably the thousandth time for losing his temper
and exposing Lupin as a werewolf, causing him to lose his job. He sighed as he
looked down at the lesson plan he was preparing for his fourth-year classes.
"What's wrong, Severus?" Lupin asked, as he kissed Snape's cheek and set a cup
of tea down on the table.
Snape smiled, cheered slightly. He rather liked it when Lupin acted domestic,
although he would never admit it out loud, of course. It reminded him of the
little fantasies they'd spun about living together back when they were
teenagers. "Oh, nothing," he said. "I'm just not looking forward to leaving you
and dealing with all the brats again."
Lupin pulled up a chair beside him and grinned. "I know you'll miss me, Severus,
but I also know you love teaching, however much you complain about it."
Snape gave him a sour look, but talk about school reminded him of something he
had wanted to discuss with Lupin, but had forgotten about when he had gotten
wrapped up in working on the Wolfsbane Potion and enjoying his holiday with
Lupin. "I need your advice, Lupin. I don't know what to do about Draco Malfoy."
Lupin raised an eyebrow. "He could use a good dressing-down and several weeks in
detention, but you usually don't need my help in disciplining your students,
Severus."
Snape sighed. "I can't punish him too much without offending his father, and for
the sake of my cover, I need Lucius to think I'm still under his thumb. But
that's not really what I meant. Draco is set to follow in his father's
footsteps; I want to stop him from becoming a Death Eater, but I don't know if
that's even possible. He might be too far down that road already."
"He's an unpleasant child, Severus, but he is still a child, after all. Many
people thought you were on the road to becoming a Dark Wizard when we were in
school, but you did find your way back, eventually. If you reach out to him--"
"The problem is not that he's a child, but that he's Lucius Malfoy's child,"
Snape interrupted. "He's a brat, but he's still soft; Lucius has allowed
Narcissa to indulge him too much. I think I might be able to save him, but I
don't know how to do it without making Lucius suspicious."
"Ah, I see," Lupin said, understanding Snape's dilemma. He smiled gently at his
lover. "Most people wouldn't even try to save such an unpleasant child."
"I was an unpleasant child, too," Snape said gruffly.
Lupin kissed him on the cheek again. "But you did have your redeeming qualities,
though not many people noticed them." Lupin had noticed very little that was
redeeming about Draco, but he agreed that it would be wrong to simply give up on
him. Lupin said in a more serious tone, "It still bothers you, doesn't it? Those
Death Eater friends of yours who died...Rosier and Wilkes."
"They weren't really my friends," Snape said. "Not like Potter and Black were
your friends. More associates and allies, really. But still..." He sighed
unhappily. "I suppose they were the closest thing to friends I had, after I lost
you. Wilkes was a decent sort, not your typical Slytherin. He wasn't smart
enough for Ravenclaw, but he would have done all right in Hufflepuff, maybe even
Gryffindor. I don't know why the Hat put him in our House; perhaps because his
family were all Slytherins, or maybe because he let people talk him into doing
things without stopping to think about right or wrong. It was Rosier's fault
that he became a Death Eater, you know. He looked up to Evan; if Evan said
becoming a Death Eater was a good idea, then Lyall believed him. As for
Evan...he had a sadistic streak; he liked hunting Muggles and Muggle-born for
Voldemort, but I identified with him, somehow. Because like me, he carried on a
secret affair with someone from another House." Snape smiled bitterly.
"Ariane Donner," Lupin murmured.
"Yes. It was for her sake, that he joined the Death Eaters. When her family
threatened to separate them, Malfoy told him that the Dark Lord would give him
enough power 'to win his lady fair'." Snape grimaced. "Fool. But then, I was
just as foolish, I suppose."
"Why did you join, Severus?" Lupin asked quietly. It was a question he had
always wondered about but had never asked, because he feared hearing the answer.
He had long suspected it was his fault Severus had gone over to Voldemort.
"I was angry," Snape admitted, looking shamefaced. "Lucius didn't really know
why, but he could see how much I hated Potter and Black. He offered me revenge,
and that combined with the lure of learning the Dark Arts that had always been
prohibited at Hogwarts was too much for me to resist. I had associated with
Malfoy's group since my first year, but something always held me back from
getting too close to them. I'm not exactly sure what." But he knew that was a
lie. "No, I know what it was--I didn't want to disappoint Dumbledore. And I
didn't trust Malfoy; I didn't want to give him too much power over me. And..."
He hesitated. "And you would never have associated with the likes of Lucius, and
part of me secretly hoped you and I might become friends one day, even though I
knew it was impossible."
"Oh, Severus..." Lupin whispered sadly.
"And then, after we broke up, I no longer cared what anyone thought of me. The
Dark Lord offered me power, and I resolved to become powerful enough that I
would never need to rely on anyone again. Not you, not Dumbledore, not my
parents." Snape sighed wearily. "But it was a lie, of course. Whatever trappings
of power he gave us, we were in reality his slaves."
"Severus," Lupin whispered again, his eyes filled with guilt and sorrow. "If
only I'd--"
Snape reached out and gently stroked his cheek. "Don't blame yourself, Remus.
It's not your fault. I was the one who made the decision, not you. I knew the
first time I let Malfoy take me to one of their secret meetings that I was
making a mistake, but I was too proud to admit it. And I was too proud to trust
you, to listen to your apologies. It was only when I saw my first execution, on
the night the Dark Lord put his Mark on me, that I came to my senses and
realized what I had done. I went to Dumbledore the very next day and became his
spy."
Lupin trembled slightly. This was the first time he had heard the full story of
how Severus had joined the Death Eaters. "I would have saved you if I could," he
whispered. "After I found out, I could never quite forgive Sirius for breaking
us up, because I thought I could have saved you."
"You ARE my salvation, Remus," Snape whispered, reaching out and pulling him
close. They held each other in silence for a long time. Finally Snape's grip
loosened, and he pulled away from Lupin a little. "As you said, eventually I
found my way back. But Evan and Lyall never did. Evan was even more stubborn
than I, but I always thought I might have been able to talk some sense into
Lyall. But if I had done that, word would have gotten back to Evan, and in turn
to Voldemort. So I did nothing, and they both died."
"You're not responsible for that, Severus."
"I could have saved Lyall Wilkes," Snape said, as if he hadn't heard Lupin. "But
it would have destroyed my cover and put my life at risk. I didn't really care
much about dying," Snape said in such a hollow, indifferent voice that it sent
chills down Lupin's spine, "but if I died, or even if I were simply cast out of
the Death Eaters, there would be no one to feed information to Dumbledore, and
more innocents would have been killed. So tell me, Lupin, was it a moral choice
to let one man die in order to save the lives of many? But those many were
mostly strangers to me, so should I have sacrificed them in order to save
someone who was my friend?"
"You did what you had to do, Severus," Lupin said firmly, compassionately.
"Don't torture yourself over it. You saved countless lives. And Rosier and
Wilkes--I'm truly sorry for their deaths, Severus, but they had the same choices
available to them as you did, and they chose to remain with Voldemort. And..."
Lupin hesitated. "This will sound selfish, but I'm glad you didn't risk your
life to save Wilkes. I love you, Severus; I couldn't bear to lose you. If you
had died, a part of me would have died as well. As horrible as it sounds, I
would trade his life, trade a hundred lives, for yours."
Snape gently kissed him on the forehead. "My noble little Gryffindor werewolf,"
he murmured. "You shock me." His lips curved in a very faint smile, although his
eyes were still serious. "As horrible as it sounds, it makes me happy to hear
that."
"You want to save Draco because you couldn't save Lyall," Lupin said softly.
"Yes," sighed Snape. "As foolish as that sounds, I do. And attempting to save
Draco will be even more dangerous than trying to save Wilkes would have been."
"I think you can do it," Lupin said thoughtfully. "But you must be subtle."
"Subtle will probably fly right over his pointy little head," Snape said,
sounding more like his usual cranky self. Lupin smiled to hear it.
"Try to get Draco and the other Slytherins to think for themselves, Severus. You
don't have to hit them over the head with lectures about the evils of the Dark
Arts, but try and get them to question their world view just a little. And try
to be a friend to them."
Snape groaned. "I don't know how to befriend children! You're the one who's good
at that!"
"Well, I won't be there, Severus," Lupin pointed out. "So you'll have to do it,
if you want to save them. Besides, Draco Malfoy is much more likely to listen to
what you have to say than to some impoverished Gryffindor werewolf."
Snape couldn't argue with that, and anyway, it was his own fault that Lupin
wouldn't be there to minister to the brats.
Lupin took pity on Snape, seeing how worried and haunted his eyes were. He
pushed aside Snape's lesson plans and took him by the hand, pulling him to his
feet. "Come," he said firmly.
"Where are we going?" Snape asked, a little startled.
"To bed," Lupin replied. "The wolf is...hungry."
Snape began to smile, despite his worries. "It's still a couple of weeks till
the full moon."
"The wolf likes making love more than one week per month, Severus," Lupin said
dryly. "But if you're not in the mood..."
"Well, this could be a possible side effect of the new potion," Snape said
hastily. "It would be irresponsible not to conduct further research. For the
sake of science. And of course it's my duty to, ah, provide therapeutic
treatment in order to keep the wolf at bay."
{It will be therapeutic for both of us, my love,} Lupin thought, but he just
smiled and led Snape to the bedroom.
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"This just came for you by owl, Severus," said Lupin a week later, handing Snape
a letter.
Startled, Snape accepted the envelope, which was stamped with the Hogwarts seal.
Inside was another envelope and a brief note from Dumbledore which read: "I'm
sorry to interrupt your vacation, Severus, but I thought it was important to
forward this to you right away. Please contact me after you read it." He read
the return address on the second letter, and was surprised to see that it was
from Ariane Donner. He had not seen or spoken to her in thirteen years, since
her trial and acquittal. He tore open the envelope and read:
Dear Severus,
I imagine you realize I have not written to you just to inquire about your
health or chat about old times, so I will dispense with formalities. I have
always been a proud woman, but I am begging you now for your help. As I believe
you know, I have been unofficially exiled by my family to our estate in Wales. I
have accepted my fate; it is the price I must pay for my foolishness and Evan's.
Evan, as much as I loved him, was too proud--he should have been practical like
you and Lucius, and done whatever was necessary to save his life. I hold no
grudge against you for saving yourself; I remember that you testified on my
behalf at my trial. But I will not stand by and see my son condemned to share my
imprisonment. He was not yet born when the Dark Lord fell, and he should not be
punished for whatever crimes his parents may have committed. I have been
teaching him wizardry, and my uncle Mathias and his wife Goewin have taken pity
on Dylan and been tutoring him as well. But I wish for my son to have a proper
education; I want him to be schooled at Hogwarts, as have all the Rosiers and
Donners that have come before him. My uncle, as you may remember, is a mage of
no small power, perhaps second only to Dumbledore, so I do not think you will
find Dylan's education lacking: he is skilled in all the spells a wizard of his
age should know; he has also been tutored in history and mathematics, and is
able to converse fluently in four different languages. I am sure he can easily
catch up to his yearmates if he enters Hogwarts. But my mother and brothers, who
hated his father, strongly oppose this, preferring to leave him to rot here in
exile with me. But I will not allow this--my son shall claim the place that is
rightfully his! Fortunately, Mathias and Goewin are fond of Dylan, and have
agreed to back me up, but we have been informed that 'it is most unprecedented'
to have a child enter Hogwarts so late. Of course it is my mother's fault that
he was not allowed to enter in his first year as he should have, and I suspect
she is trying to influence the school governors to keep him out, although my
uncle is now trying to counter that.
So what I am asking of you, Severus, is that you use your influence to persuade
your Headmaster to admit Dylan. You are a respected member of the staff, and I
have heard that Albus Dumbledore is a firm believer in second chances. And since
this is actually Dylan's first chance, I hope he will be sympathetic. I beg of
you, for the sake of the friendship you and Evan shared, please help our son!
And finally, I suspect if Dylan is admitted, he will be sorted into Slytherin
House, and if that is so, as Head of Slytherin, I ask you to look after my son
while he is at Hogwarts. I know I am asking a great deal of you, but you will
have my eternal gratitude, and more importantly, my uncle's as well--and he is a
very influential wizard. You may be sure that if ever you need a favor in
return, we will not forget the debt we owe you.
Sincerely,
Ariane Donner
Snape groaned and rubbed his temples, fighting off a headache. Just what he
needed! As if trying to keep Potter alive wasn't bad enough, as if he didn't
have enough on his plate worrying over whether he could keep Draco Malfoy from
going over to Voldemort like his father, he now had yet another brat to worry
about! "I'm a wizard, dammit, not a baby-sitter!" he shouted. "Why don't I just
post a sign on the dungeon door that says 'Nursery'?!"
"What's wrong, Severus?" Lupin asked, looking concerned. In reply, Snape just
handed him the letter. Lupin read it and said, "I see...so what are you going to
do?"
"'For the sake of the friendship you and Evan shared'--as if we were actually
friends!" Snape grumbled. "And if the child is anything like his father, he's
probably a little Death Eater in waiting. Another little lamb who will walk
right up to the altar of his own free will and offer himself up to Voldemort!
And what the hell are you smirking about?!"
Lupin was smiling gently at his lover. "You're only complaining because you
already know what you intend do; you will do what you can to help the boy,
whether because of or in spite of, who his father was." He kissed Snape on the
cheek, and began massaging his shoulders. "Because you are a man of honor." {And
because, despite all your Slytherin bluster, you're a soft touch, Severus
Snape,} Lupin added silently. {You protect Harry even though you claim to hate
him, you worry about Draco even though his father was the one that led you into
Voldemort's service, and I know you're only mean to Hermione because you don't
want anyone to see how proud you are of a Gryffindor student. You're even
concerned about Neville Longbottom, in your own way; you terrorize him because
you want to toughen him up, although I don't think your methods are very
effective.} Fortunately, since Lupin was standing behind Snape, the Potions
Master could not see the werewolf's amused smile. {Sirius thinks you're such a
fiend; if only he could see what a marshmallow you really are!} But he would
hurt his lover's pride if he said any of this aloud, so all Lupin said was, "I
love you, Severus," as he kissed Snape's cheek again.
"Hmmph," Snape grunted, relaxing as the tension drained out of his body, thanks
to his lover's skilled touch. "How did you get so good at this, Lupin?"
"Practice, Severus," Lupin replied, a hint of laughter in his voice.
Snape turned around briefly to give him a suspicious look. "Well, you had better
not 'practice' on anyone but me from now on, understand?" he said, in the same
voice he used to intimidate the most unruly of his students.
"Yes, love," said Lupin meekly, his blue eyes the very picture of innocence and
obedience, and kissed Snape lightly on the lips.
Snape snorted; Lupin was about as meek as the wolf whose form he took every
month, but he let the remark pass unchallenged. "And by the way, Lupin...?"
"Yes, Severus?"
Snape blushed and mumbled, "I love you, too."
Lupin's hands drifted from Snape's shoulders down across his chest as he nuzzled
the nape of his lover's neck, and Snape gasped with pleasure. "Perhaps we could
go to the bedroom and...practice...in more depth?" Lupin murmured.
"That time of the month, is it?" Snape said with a grin. Meekness had its place,
but so did the feral hunger of the wolf.
Lupin grinned, unabashed, exposing his sharp canines, and his pale blue eyes had
a slightly wild look in them that made Snape shiver with anticipation. "Yes,
Severus, and you know how I get when the full moon is close..." He gently nipped
at Snape's neck.
Snape felt his blood heat, but forced himself to remain calm. He lifted one of
Lupin's hands to his mouth and kissed each fingertip, one at a time: "Well..."
Kiss. "Since it is part of your treatment..." Another kiss. "I suppose..." Kiss.
"I should indulge you." He kissed the last fingertip. "Just to protect people
from such a dangerous beast." Never mind that the nearest village was several
miles away... He planted a final kiss in the center of Lupin's palm, allowing
his tongue to dart out from between his lips, and was rewarded with the sound of
a low groan.
"Bedroom," Lupin growled. "Now!"
"I love it when you go feral on me, Lupin," Snape purred, but Lupin just growled
again and silenced him with a fierce kiss. Snape allowed his lover to drag him
into the bedroom, the letter and the children of Death Eaters temporarily
forgotten.
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Dear Ariane,
I was most surprised to receive your letter, but I will do what I can for your
son, for the sake of my old classmates, and in the name of fairness. Many who
have committed worse crimes than being born the son of a Death Eater were given
second chances, so I see no reason why your son should not be given the same
consideration. The Headmaster is, as you said, a firm believer in second
chances; some would even call him softhearted. Therefore, I believe he will
sympathetic to Dylan's plight. A special hearing has been called to discuss the
matter, at which I will speak on your son's behalf.
If Dylan is sorted into Slytherin, I will of course look after his education and
well-being, as I would any student of my House.
Sincerely,
Severus Snape
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Ariane laughed as she finished reading the letter. "As snotty and priggish as
ever, Severus," she murmured, more to herself than to the dark-haired boy
anxiously hovering over her. But she felt quite pleased; Snape had come through
as she had hoped he would. As much as he had tried to disguise it, Snape had
always possessed a conscience and a sense of honor, rather unusual qualities for
a Slytherin. Severus had always been an odd one...he and Evan had been
friends--or least had shared membership in Malfoy's gang--since their first
year, but for some reason had grown closer after she and Evan began seeing each
other. There were even times when he had covered up for Evan before Malfoy had
condescended to grant his approval to their relationship. Severus had always
treated her with a strange mixture of sympathy and resentment...she idly
wondered if it had something to do with the pack of Gryffindor boys he used to
follow around. Ariane knew as well as anyone how the heat of anger could turn
into quite a different kind of heat altogether...she smiled at the memory of how
she and Evan had been arguing over who deserved the credit for their successful
school project one moment, and kissing passionately the next. Could Severus have
suffered from unrequited love for one of the Gryffindor boys? He did have quite
a fierce rivalry with James Potter...or perhaps it was shy little Remus Lupin he
had fancied; she seemed to recall that he had been obsessed with Lupin's
frequent illnesses and absences. And come to think of it...gossip had it that
Lupin had been teaching at Hogwarts recently, but was forced to resign after
Snape had revealed he was a werewolf... Ariane mentally filed away that
information; one never knew when such things might turn out to be useful--
"Mother!" Dylan exclaimed impatiently, interrupting her thoughts. "What does it
say? Is he going to help us?"
Ariane smiled fondly at her son. He was a very handsome boy; his hair was
coal-black like his father's, but long and straight like hers instead of curly
like Evan's. He also had her gray eyes, but his father's full, sensual lips. He
was beautiful, maybe even more beautiful than his father had been, and she
didn't think that motherly love had clouded her judgment. Everyone who met him
said he was a handsome, charming, intelligent lad--except, of course, for her
mother and brothers. She stroked his cheek and said, "I'm sure you will break a
great many hearts when you go to Hogwarts, my son."
His eyes lit up. "Really? I'm going to Hogwarts?" He grabbed the letter and read
it, and his enthusiasm dimmed slightly. "This just says he'll speak on my
behalf, not that it's certain I'll get in."
Ariane laughed. "You must learn to read between the lines, my son. Severus Snape
never promises anything he doesn't think he can deliver."
"Do you really know him so well, Mother? After all, you haven't seen him in
thirteen years."
Ariane made a dismissive gesture with her hand. "People rarely change much over
the years, Dylan. And judging by the gossip I've heard and this letter, Severus
is still as I remember him. Albus Dumbledore has always been a bit of a soft
touch, and with Severus on your side as well, your admission is all but
ensured." Dylan still seemed somewhat skeptical, and she continued, "After all,
he gave that idiot Hagrid a job after he supposedly opened the Chamber of
Secrets and got a student killed, and he forgave Severus as well."
"But I thought your friend Professor Snape never stood trial--"
"That's correct, but Dumbledore isn't stupid; he must have known Severus was a
Death Eater. Of course, Snape was always a practical man--I'm sure he must have
changed sides after the Dark Lord fell."
"He saved himself, when my father died for their cause--" Dylan said heatedly,
but Ariane cut him off sharply.
"If your father had been more practical, he would be alive and here with us
today!" Then her expression softened, and she pulled her son close and planted a
gentle kiss on his forehead. "It is not cowardly, but practical, to surrender in
the face of insurmountable odds, and bide your time till another opportunity
comes along. 'He who fights and runs away, lives to fight another day,' as the
saying goes."
"I suppose," Dylan mumbled.
"I am grateful to Severus," said Ariane. "He was the only one of your father's
friends who spoke on my behalf. He testified that he never saw me with
Voldemort, or at any of the Death Eaters' meetings." Her lovely face contorted
in an ugly sneer as she said contemptuously, "Evan's dear friend Lucius Malfoy
didn't lift one finger to help me, when it was he who talked Evan and the others
into joining the Dark Lord in the first place. No, he claimed the devil made him
do it, and returned to a life of luxury while you and I have languished in
exile."
Dylan bowed his head. "Then I will be grateful to Professor Snape for your sake,
Mother, and for mine, if he can help me get into Hogwarts."
Ariane smiled and caressed his cheek again. "Treat him with respect, Dylan. He
can be a powerful ally--or a dangerous enemy. Trust him, but not too far; he is
a man of honor, but his main concern is for his own safety and ambition. He is
not overly sentimental, and will not go out on a limb for you just because your
father was an old schoolmate. As for Lucius Malfoy--you must never let him see
how much we hate him. He is a very powerful man, and much more dangerous than
Snape. His son Draco is in Slytherin, a year ahead of you. It would behoove you
to try and befriend him if you are sorted into that House, but don't trust him
any farther than you can throw him."
"Yes, Mother," Dylan murmured obediently, and listened attentively as his mother
described the various teachers and students he would meet at Hogwarts, and how
he should deal with them.
"And one last thing," Ariane said as she wrapped up her lecture, taking a quick
look around as if to make sure no one could overhear them. "You must never
reveal to anyone the...special...spells I have taught you. Not to Professor
Snape, certainly not to Malfoy, and not to any of your friends, even those you
think you can trust. I don't ever want to hear that you've been using them as
parlor tricks to show off to the other students, do you understand me, Dylan?
Such things can get you expelled, and you are essentially going into Hogwarts on
probation as it is."
"I understand, Mother. But what was the point of learning those spells in the
first place, if I can never use them?"
"Patience, my son. Timing is everything; we must wait for the proper moment.
Besides, no knowledge is ever wasted..."
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Snape and the other staff members took seats in the conference room, facing the
Headmaster and the school governors, who were seated at a long table at the head
of the room. He felt oddly like a student in class once again...no, more like a
student sitting in the Headmaster's office waiting to be punished.
Dumbledore cleared his throat and said, "As you are all aware, the purpose of
this meeting is to discuss whether or not we should admit Dylan Rosier to
Hogwarts as a third-year student this coming term."
"I am firmly against it," said one of the governors. "His father was a Death
Eater, and probably his mother as well."
"Here now!" said Flitwick indignantly. "Ariane was always a headstrong girl, but
that doesn't mean she was a Dark Wizard! She was found innocent of all charges."
"She was found 'not guilty'," corrected the governor. "There is a difference
between the two terms; just because no evidence could be found against her
doesn't mean that she was innocent." There were murmurs of agreement in the room
among some of the other governors and staff members.
Snape stood up. "Whatever Ariane Donner did or did not do is irrelevant. Dylan
Rosier was not yet born when Vol--"
A loud commotion arose: a number of frightened squeals and exclamations of
dismay. Snape paused, rolled his eyes, then continued, "Dylan was not yet born
when He-Who-Must-Not-Be-Named fell. Thus, he can hardly be a Death Eater."
"Bad blood," muttered Hagrid balefully. "Likely he'll turn out the same as his
father."
"I'm surprised at you, Hagrid," Snape said pointedly. "I thought you agreed with
the Headmaster's policy of second chances."
The Gamekeeper flushed and glared at Snape. But Dumbledore gently said, "I agree
with Severus, Hagrid. I think it is important to set aside our prejudices, and
judge each person fairly as an individual."
Hagrid looked shamefaced, and mumbled, "Yes, Headmaster," staring down at his
feet. A few of the governors and the other teachers also looked embarrassed, but
others still looked skeptical.
"High principles are all well and good," said the first governor, "but the fact
remains that Evan Rosier was a Death Eater--"
"If we ban all the children of those who once supported Vol--ahem, the Dark
Lord, then you would have to expel half the students at Hogwarts," Snape said in
a caustic tone.
"Speak for yourself, Snape!" Professor Sprout said sharply. "No one from
Hufflepuff was ever convicted as a Death Eater!"
"Half the students, hah!" said Hagrid. "More like all of Slytherin!"
"Enough!" said the Headmaster impatiently. "This petty sniping is getting us
nowhere!" The arguments subsided, but Sprout still looked indignant. "However,
Severus does have a point. Many who were...misled...by Voldemort--" He ignored
the alarmed protests that arose. "--were granted second chances. Can we show any
less mercy to one whose only crime was to be born to the wrong parents?"
"The child should be granted the same chance as any other," said Madam Pomfrey
quietly. "If he has committed no crime, then he should be allowed to attend
Hogwarts, as is his right."
There arose another murmur in the room, this time one that sounded more
sympathetic. "But it is most unusual," protested another governor, "to admit a
child as a third-year--"
"If you had admitted him as a first-year, we would not be having this problem
now," Snape pointed out impatiently.
"Well, but--" protested the governor.
"Perhaps he should be admitted as a first-year, then?" a third governor
suggested.
"I have been assured by his great-uncle, Mathias Donner, that Dylan's knowledge
is on par with that of other children his age," said Dumbledore. "Old Math has
personally seen to the boy's education."
There were more murmurs of approval; Mathias Donner was a very wise and
respected wizard. The first governor said sourly, "If his education is on par
with Hogwarts, then I don't see why the child can't continue to be tutored at
home."
"Do you intend to keep him in exile for the rest of his life?" Snape asked in an
equally acid tone. "What happens when he becomes an adult and wants to leave the
family estate? Will you keep him chained up? Throw him in Azkaban?"
"Dylan Rosier has committed no crime," Dumbledore said gravely. "As yet. But if
he grows up in exile through no fault of his own, will he not come to resent us?
You may create the very problem you fear, and turn the boy into a Dark Wizard by
driving him away from those who would teach him wisdom and compassion. You fear
his mother's influence may have corrupted him? Well then, let him come and spend
some time away from his mother, here among wizards of different families and
Houses. You fear he will become a Death Eater? Then let us teach him a better
way, and ensure that does not happen."
There was some grumbling, but Dumbledore's speech appeared to have turned the
tide; the staff threw their support behind him--although a few did so
reluctantly--and the governors voted 8-4 to admit Dylan Rosier. After the
governors had left, McGonagall said hesitantly, "I agree that the boy should not
be condemned simply because of his parentage, but are you really sure this is a
wise decision, Albus? Considering who the new Defense Against the Dark Arts
teacher is...?"
"What do you mean?" asked Snape sharply. "Who is the new teacher?"
"Ah, that's right; you have not yet heard, Severus, since you have been away,"
said Dumbledore. "The new DADA teacher is Alastor Moody."
"WHAT?!" exclaimed Snape. "Mad-Eye Moody?!"
"Yeh got only yerself to blame, Snape," Hagrid said, a look of dark satisfaction
on his face. "Seeing as how it's yer fault Professor Lupin's gone."
Snape glowered at Hagrid for a moment, then turned back to Dumbledore. "But
Moody killed Dylan Rosier's father!"
"I hired Alastor before Ariane submitted Dylan's application," the Headmaster
said. "I admit that makes for an awkward situation--"
"I'd say that's something of an understatement, Headmaster!"
"--But no one knows more about fighting the Dark Arts than Moody," Dumbledore
continued. "He can teach the children what they need to know to defend
themselves--and I fear they will need that knowledge before long, Severus."
"But Moody?" wailed Snape. "The man is paranoid! He's likely to kill the
students if they look at him the wrong way!" And besides Moody had always hated
Snape, and never really believed that he had switched sides; he was just itching
for an opportunity to kill Snape or send him to Azkaban. The loathing was mutual
on both sides.
"Alastor is a bit nervous, with good reason," said Dumbledore. His expression
was grave, but there was a twinkle of mischief in his eyes. "But I'm sure he
will do nothing to endanger the students."
"Maybe the other students will be safe from him," Snape said dubiously. "But
what about Dylan? Moody still holds a grudge against his father." Because Evan
Rosier had not gone down without a fight; he had taken part of Moody along with
him, including a large chunk of his nose...
"I will speak to Alastor about Dylan," said Dumbledore, "and make sure that
he...keeps his temper under control. I'll make it clear that he is to treat
Dylan no differently than any other student." Snape snorted, but made no other
protest. "And I will assign you the task of warning Ariane and Dylan who the new
teacher is; it will be difficult, and the boy should have time to prepare
himself. He will need guidance, and I hope you will look after Dylan and provide
a sympathetic ear if he needs one."
A "why me?" expression appeared on Snape's face, and he mumbled something about
how he was a Potions Master, not a baby-sitter. But the Headmaster looked at him
expectantly, and he sighed, "Oh, very well!" in a rather disgruntled tone.
Dumbledore smiled and patted him on the shoulder, saying, "Thank you. I knew I
could count on you, Severus." That brief gesture of affection awoke conflicting
emotions in Snape; resentment in the former Death Eater-turned-Professor who
felt underappreciated and put-upon, and a brief surge of happiness in the small
part of him who was still a schoolboy craving the Headmaster's approval. He gave
the Headmaster a curt nod and left the room.
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Snape intended to leave the school grounds and Apparate back to Lupin's cottage.
However, before he could make it out of the castle, he was intercepted by an owl
bearing a message from Lucius Malfoy. It read: "Meet me at The Three
Broomsticks. Lucius." Snape groaned, and set off for Hogsmeade, his mood growing
blacker by the minute.
He found Lucius Malfoy seated at a booth in the corner, nursing a glass of wine.
Snape ordered a tankard of butterbeer but didn't touch it. "What do you want,
Lucius?" he asked abruptly.
"Is that any way to greet an old friend, Sev?" Malfoy replied.
"Don't call me 'Sev'," Snape growled automatically.
"I beg your pardon, Severus," said Malfoy with a smile. He knew how much Snape
hated that old nickname, of course, but used it on occasion just to remind the
other man who was in charge. "I simply wanted to discuss my concerns as a
parent," he continued in a silky voice. "Have you heard who the new Defense
Against the Dark Arts teacher is?"
"Yes, I just found out," Snape said with a scowl. "It's Moody."
"Who would've thought Dumbledore would put an Auror on the staff?"
"Perhaps it's because Sirius Black is still running loose," said Snape, looking
more surly and sullen with each passing second.
"I hate to say it," sighed Malfoy. "But perhaps we would have been better off
with the werewolf."
"Now you tell me," muttered Snape.
"As I recall, Severus, you got rid of Lupin on your own," Malfoy reminded him.
"Although I did approve of your actions at the time."
"Perhaps," Snape said reluctantly, "I could persuade Dumbledore to reinstate
Lupin..."
"I'm afraid it's too late for that," said Malfoy. "He's pulled a great many
strings to get Moody on the staff, and I don't think he'll change his mind now."
Snape took a sip from his tankard and muttered something about Aurors and
werewolves.
"Keep a close eye on Moody," Lucius warned. "I don't want him getting...jumpy,
particularly around my son."
"I'll watch out for Draco," said Snape, a little impatiently. "Don't I always?"
"Of course, my old friend," Malfoy said smoothly. "But as a father, I can't help
but be concerned. Especially since Moody still holds a grudge against us."
He was pleased that Snape picked up on the subtle note of warning in his voice
and said in a more respectful tone, "I'll watch Moody carefully. And I hope you
will warn Draco to be wary of him as well."
"Of course."
"I think, though, that Moody will be more focused on me than the students. It
still burns him that I was never convicted and that Dumbledore hired me."
"Yes, he has always had a particular dislike for you, Severus. I wonder why?"
Malfoy chuckled, and Snape smiled grimly. "And I suppose he will have another
target for his rage besides you and Draco--I hear Ariane Donner asked you to get
her son admitted."
"I just came from the hearing. Dumbledore has persuaded the governors to let
Dylan Rosier into Hogwarts."
"It will be interesting to see how the boy has turned out," said Malfoy, a
speculative look in his eyes. "Keep a close eye on him as well."
"Of course, Lucius. Ariane has asked me to look after him...'for old time's
sake'."
"Do you think he will be a Slytherin?"
Snape shrugged. "Ariane seems to think so."
"Then I shall tell Draco to take the boy the under his wing."
Some unreadable emotion glittered in Snape's black eyes, then he smiled and
lifted his tankard in a mock salute. "Just like old times."
Malfoy laughed and raised his glass. "To old times!" he said, and they drank to
that toast.
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Snape Apparated back into Lupin's cottage, took off his outer robe, and flung it
down on the floor, cursing Malfoy under his breath.
"Severus?" said a sleepy voice.
Snape turned to see Lupin, who had apparently fallen asleep in a chair by the
fireplace. Lupin yawned and stretched, and a book that had been lying forgotten
on his lap tumbled to the floor. Snape picked it up and set it down on the
table, then leaned over brushed his lips against Lupin's cheek, saying
contritely, "Sorry I'm late. I didn't think you'd wait up for me."
Lupin smiled. "It's all right. But I didn't expect the hearing to take so long."
Snape scowled, looking extremely vexed, and Lupin said in a concerned voice,
"What's wrong? Was there a problem at the hearing?"
"No," said Snape, still scowling. "There was a lot of grumbling, but eventually
everyone gave in and let Dumbledore get his way, as usual."
"So Dylan Rosier will be admitted to Hogwarts?"
"Yes."
"Then why are you so upset?" Lupin asked patiently.
"Two things. First of all, I just found out who your replacement is." Lupin
looked at him expectantly, and Snape continued, "Alastor Moody."
"Mad-Eye Moody?" Lupin asked, startled. "That's an...unusual...choice. But I
suppose he knows a lot about fighting the Dark Arts..."
Lupin sounded doubtful, and Snape considered that a bad sign. When even Remus
Lupin--who gave almost everyone the benefit of the doubt--had reservations, it
was a sign that things were looking very dark indeed. "Just lovely," Snape
muttered. "I'm supposed to look after Rosier, who will be taught by the man who
killed his father, and at the same time I'll have to watch my own back, because
Moody has never believed that I really left the Death Eaters."
"Poor Severus," Lupin said sympathetically, stroking Snape's hand, but there was
just a hint of laughter in his blue eyes.
"Go ahead and say it," sighed Snape.
"Say what, Severus?" Lupin asked, his eyes round and wide with an look of
innocence that did not fool Snape for one second.
"It's my own fault that Moody's coming to Hogwarts," Snape growled, sounding
both irritated and guilty at the same time. "If I hadn't forced you to leave--"
"What's done is done, Severus," Lupin said gently, with real sympathy this time.
"I don't hold it against you."
"You should," Snape said gruffly. "I don't deserve you."
"No you don't," Lupin agreed in an amiable tone, laughing at his lover's
offended look. He rose to his feet and put his arms around Snape. "But I love
you anyway, so you're stuck with me."
Snape returned the embrace, burying his face in Lupin's hair as he mumbled, "I
love you, Remus."
Lupin grinned. Whenever Severus said those words, he always spoke in a halting,
slightly embarrassed voice, like that of an awkward schoolboy, but Lupin found
it quite adorable. They held each other contentedly for a long moment, then
something occurred to Lupin. "Er...Severus?"
"Hmm?"
"You said there were two things that were bothering you..."
"Oh." Snape pulled away slightly so he could look at Lupin. He frowned, but
didn't look nearly as upset as he had a few minutes ago. "I was on my way back
home when I received a summons from Lucius Malfoy. In his usual high-handed
manner, of course, as if I were his personal errand boy." He was starting to
scowl again.
"What did he want?"
"Just to warn me about Moody and to tell me to protect Draco from him. And to
find out what happened at the hearing of course. He seemed pleased Rosier was
admitted; said he was going to tell Draco 'to take the boy under his wing'. Just
like old times." Snape was beginning to get agitated again. "Have you noticed,
Lupin, that history seems to be repeating itself? We have a young Potter at
Hogwarts, and a pack of junior Death Eaters--"
"They're not Death Eaters yet, Severus--"
Snape didn't seem to hear him. "I don't know how much longer I can take this,
Lupin! How long until the Dark Lord makes his move? How long until Potter is
strong enough to defeat him? God, I almost wish he would attack now and get it
over with! I don't think I can stand another thirteen years of kissing up to
Lucius Malfoy!"
"You had better be speaking figuratively, Severus," Lupin warned, attempting to
lighten the mood. "I'm the only one you're allowed to kiss!"
Snape managed a weak smile. "Of course, Lupin. I'm not fool enough to make a
werewolf jealous."
"Good. Because I'm very possessive. It brings out the beast in me." Lupin
growled playfully, and Snape gave him a real smile this time.
"Ah, that's right...the full moon is tomorrow night, isn't it?"
"Yes." Lupin titled his head back, exposing his throat, knowing how much that
always excited Severus. His lover didn't disappoint him; Snape immediately
pressed his lips to the hollow of Lupin's throat, then bit down on the skin
there, gently at first, then harder, as his hands began to caress Lupin's body.
He had started this in an attempt to distract Severus from his troubles, but now
the wolf was aroused, and Lupin moaned eagerly. Like a strong wine, the sweet,
heady rush of desire heated his blood and clouded his thoughts. They didn't even
make it to the bedroom; they sank to the floor right there in front of the
fireplace, as Snape murmured something about how beautiful Lupin looked in the
firelight.
All thoughts of school, Aurors, and Death Eaters completely vanished from the
minds of both men as they made love in front of the fire, warmed not so much by
the flames as they were by each other.
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Harry, Ron, and Hermione were standing on platform nine and three-quarters. As
they waited for the Hogwarts Express to arrive, they happened to notice a boy
about their age standing a few yards away from them, saying goodbye to his
family. He was tall and fair-skinned, with gray eyes and shoulder-length black
hair pulled back into a neat ponytail. He was embracing an elderly wizard who
had long gray hair and an equally long beard. The beard and the kindly look in
the old wizard's eyes reminded them a little of Dumbledore.
"I will miss you, Dylan," said the old wizard. "But I am happy for you as well.
I am not so old that I cannot remember what a great adventure it was, attending
school at Hogwarts! I am sure you will get into mischief, as boys do, but make
sure to work hard as well, and bring honor to us and to your mother."
"Yes, Great-Uncle Math," Dylan said. "I promise won't let you down."
A beautiful young woman standing next to them laughed and held her arms open.
"Come give me a hug before you go, Dylan, but don't you dare call me
'Great-Aunt'!" She had long dark hair and blue eyes, and looked to be about the
same age as Sirius and Professor Lupin.
"Yes, Aunt Goewin," the boy said with a grin, and gave her the hug she
requested. "Give my love to Mother."
"I will, dear," she said, kissing him on the cheek. "Take care of yourself, and
don't forget to write!"
"Yes, Aunt Goewin," Dylan said dutifully.
"Did you hear that?" Ron hissed incredulously. "Is that beautiful woman really
married to that old geezer?!"
"Shhh!" Hermione said. "They might hear you! And anyway, it's none of your
business!"
"I wonder who he is?" Harry said curiously. "He looks like he's about our age,
but I've never seen him before. I suppose he might be younger than us, but he's
too old to be a first-year."
Hermione looked at the boy again. "You're right; I don't recognize him either."
"Who's THAT?" exclaimed an eager voice behind them. It was their classmate,
Parvati Patil.
"He's so handsome," sighed her twin sister Padma.
"We don't recognize him, either," said Hermione.
"He's too old to be a first-year," said Parvati.
"Maybe he's transferring from a different school?" suggested Harry.
"No one enters Hogwarts after the first year," Parvati said, a shocked look on
her face. "It just isn't done!"
Hermione shrugged. "Well, there's only one way to find out," she said. The boy's
aunt and uncle were gone, leaving him standing alone on the platform, except for
a small brown-and-white barn owl in a cage at his feet. He opened the cage and
let bird fly out and perch on his shoulder. Hermione walked up to the boy as
Parvati and Padma squealed in shock. "Hello," she said, holding out her hand.
"I'm Hermione Granger."
The boy gave her a friendly smile. "Pleased to meet you, Hermione. I'm Dylan
Rosier," he said, shaking her hand. He spoke in a slight accent that gave his
voice a pleasant, almost musical lilt. He wore a black Hogwarts robe, but wasn't
wearing the colors of any particular House. "And this is Blodwen," he added,
motioning to his owl.
"Hello, Blodwen," said Hermione. She heard a mew, and something furry brushed
against her leg. "This is Crookshanks."
"Hello, Crookshanks." Dylan knelt down and reached out to pet the cat, but
Crookshanks hissed and gave him a suspicious look.
"Sorry," said Hermione, looking embarrassed. "He's not usually like that..."
Dylan just laughed as he stood up again. "It's all right, cats are very
temperamental. They only say hello when they want, to whom they want."
Hermione smiled, relieved that he wasn't offended. "I don't mean to be rude, but
I've never seen you at Hogwarts before..."
"And I'm too old to be a first-year," Dylan finished. "My family situation is a
bit...complicated. I was tutored at home up until now, but I'll be entering
Hogwarts as a third-year student, although technically it's my first year here."
"Oh," said Hermione. "I see." She didn't really see, but was too polite to press
for more information. "I'm a fourth-year," she said, a little disappointed that
the boy wasn't going to be sharing classes with them. "You've still to be sorted
into a House, then?" He nodded. "I'm in Gryffindor; perhaps you'll join our
House."
Dylan smiled, looking amused. "Perhaps. But perhaps not. My mother was a
Ravenclaw, and my father--"
Parvati, with Padma in tow, had drifted up and said in exaggerated surprise,
"Why hello, Hermione! Aren't you going to introduce us to your friend?"
Hermione forced herself not to roll her eyes, and said politely. "Dylan, this is
Parvati Patil, my housemate, and her sister Padma. Parvati, Padma, this is Dylan
Rosier."
The girls blushed and fluttered their eyelashes at Dylan as he turned his
charming smile on them and shook their hands. Hermione shook her head slightly,
disgusted with the girls for acting so silly, and saw that Harry and Ron had
come over as well. When Padma reluctantly let go of Dylan's hand, Hermione said,
"Dylan, these are my friends, Harry Potter and Ron Weasley."
Dylan's eyes went wide, and Harry grimaced; he was used to receiving that
reaction from strangers, but he still didn't like it. But the boy quickly
composed himself and extended his hand politely, if a bit cautiously, and said,
"I'm Dylan Rosier."
"Hi," said Harry, shaking the other boy's hand. "Nice to meet you."
Dylan extended his hand to Ron, who just ignored it and scowled at him.
"Ron!" Hermione exclaimed in outrage, but Dylan didn't seem to be particularly
perturbed. He just gave Ron a cool, appraising look.
Just then, the train pulled up. Hermione glared at Ron, then asked, "Would you
like to share a compartment with us?" in an attempt to make up for Ron's
rudeness.
Dylan smiled. "Thank you, Hermione," he said politely. "But I think perhaps it
would be better if I didn't." His eyes slid over to Ron, who was still scowling
at him unrepentantly. "I'll see you at school. It was nice meeting all of you."
Padma and Parvati looked like they both wanted to strangle Ron, and started to
go after Dylan as he turned away, but just then Draco Malfoy and his cronies
sauntered up to him. "Are you Dylan Rosier?" Malfoy asked in his usual imperious
way.
"Yes."
"I'm Draco Malfoy, and this is Crabbe and Goyle. Our fathers went to school
together."
"Yes," said Dylan quietly. "My mother has told me a great deal about your
father."
"Well, my dad asked me to look after you," continued Draco, slipping an arm
around Dylan's shoulders. "And a good thing too! You don't want to be caught
hanging around with the riffraff," he said, sneering at Harry and his friends.
"Why you--" Ron began angrily, but Malfoy was already walking away and stepping
aboard the train. Dylan followed Malfoy without resistance, but he threw
Hermione and the others a quick smile and a wink over his shoulder when Malfoy
wasn't looking.
"I can't believe you were so rude, Ron Weasley!" said Hermione as they boarded
the train.
"I can't believe YOU were chatting up the son of a Death Eater!" retorted Ron.
"What?!" squealed Padma and Parvati.
"What are you talking about?" Hermione asked impatiently.
"There was a Death Eater named Rosier who was killed during the war shortly
before You-Know-Who fell. I'm pretty sure your precious Dylan is his son."
"Maybe it's not the same Rosier," said Parvati hopefully.
"How can it be?" Hermione said impatiently. "Dylan said he's entering as a
third-year, so that makes him about thirteen--"
"Too bad he's younger than us," said Parvati, pouting slightly.
"There's nothing wrong with younger men!" giggled Padma.
"--and Harry was only a baby when..." Hermione hesitated, as Harry's eyes
clouded. "When all that happened. Surely Dylan's too young to be that other
Rosier's son."
"I heard Mum and Dad talking one night when they thought we kids were asleep,"
said Ron. "The Rosier who got killed, he left behind a pregnant girlfriend, some
Ravenclaw girl--"
"Dylan said his mother was a Ravenclaw," said Hermione slowly.
"So the Death Eater Rosier died before his son was born," Ron finished.
"How tragic," sighed Parvati dramatically.
Ron gave her a disgusted look. "I was wondering why they were talking about old
history," he said. "They must've heard that his son was going to be entering
Hogwarts this year. Did he say why he's only entering school now?"
"He said...he said his family situation was complicated," Hermione said,
sounding worried. "But that doesn't necessarily mean--"
Ron snorted. "They probably wouldn't let him into the school 'cause of who his
dad was. I wonder why Dumbledore changed his mind."
"But that's not really fair, is it?" protested Hermione. "I mean, it's not his
fault if his dad was a criminal! He wasn't even born when that happened."
Parvati and Padma nodded in agreement.
Harry looked troubled and said, "I wouldn't want people judging me by my
relatives--look at the Dursleys! But on the other hand, look at Draco--he's
turned out just as rotten as his father!"
"But Dylan never knew his father, poor thing!" said Parvati. "So maybe he's
turned out okay."
"I hope he ends up in Ravenclaw!" said Padma eagerly. "After all, you said his
mother was a Ravenclaw, right, Hermione?"
"He'll wind up in Slytherin," Ron said darkly. "Mark my words!"
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Ron was right. Dylan was sorted along with the first-years, and the hat paused
briefly before shouting, "SLYTHERIN!" Malfoy welcomed him to the Slytherin table
with a smug smile, and Parvati sighed in disappointment.
"Too bad," said Harry. "He seemed a like a decent sort."
"Well, maybe he still is," Hermione said a little dubiously; the Slytherins were
for the most part a pretty disagreeable lot, but it was only fair to give him
the benefit of the doubt until proven otherwise.
"Oh, come on!" snorted Ron. "Can you name even one Slytherin who's not mean,
stupid, or both?"
However, they soon forgot about the new student in all the excitement that
followed Mad-Eye Moody's arrival and the Headmaster's announcement about the
Triwizard Tournament. Thus, none of them saw Dylan's face when Moody entered the
hall: his face turned white and his gray eyes narrowed as he stared intently at
Moody, as if trying to burn that image--the image of the man who killed his
father--into his mind. Then Malfoy cracked a joke, and Dylan's features quickly
rearranged themselves into a polite mask of respectful attentiveness, and he
laughed at Draco's joke. It all happened so quickly that not even the Slytherin
children sitting at the table with him seemed to notice.
But Snape, from his seat at the staff table, did. And it disturbed him deeply,
perhaps because he used to wear that same mask around Draco Malfoy's father. He
remembered how careful he had been never to let that mask slip around his
housemates, and he wondered what secrets Dylan Rosier might be hiding...
As soon as Dumbledore dismissed the students, Snape rose from his seat--he felt
no desire to linger at the table, not with Moody rolling that blue eye in his
direction--and swept by the Slytherin table. Without breaking stride, he said,
"I wish to see you in my office, Mr. Rosier."
He heard the scrape of a chair being pushed back followed by footsteps as the
boy hastened to catch up with him, ignoring his housemates' calls of, "Better
you than me, mate," "What did you do to get in trouble your first day, Rosier?"
and "Don't worry, we'll give you a splendid funeral!" That was, come to think of
it, the sort of thing Snape and his housemates would say to each other whenever
Blackmore summoned one of them into her office for punishment. It rather pleased
him to be thought of as intimidating as his old Professor. However, Snape and
his friends would never have dared to say such things within Blackmore's
hearing, and he frowned, resolving to be more strict with his students from now
on. One couldn't really be considered intimidating unless the children quivered
in fear at the mere thought of his displeasure, after all.
Fortunately for Dylan, he was staring at his teacher's back and couldn't see the
smile spreading across Snape's face, or he would have felt more nervous than he
already was.
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Snape sat behind his desk and motioned for the boy to take a seat. He did,
watching Snape warily. His face was still arranged in that polite mask, but he
looked a little pale, and his gray eyes were anxious. "Oh, don't look at me that
way, boy!" Snape said irritably. "I just wanted to talk to you in private before
classes started." He wondered what the students--and Ariane--had told Dylan
about him.
"Yes, sir," said Dylan, relaxing slightly. "I'm glad to have the chance to talk
to you. I wanted to thank you for speaking on my behalf, and helping me get
admitted to Hogwarts. My mother sends her regards as well."
The boy's tone was as respectful as one could wish, but something about it
bothered Snape slightly. He seemed just a little too smooth and self-possessed
for a thirteen-year old boy who had grown up in isolation. Then again, Ariane
had always carried herself with an air of dignity bordering on arrogance, so
perhaps he had learned it from his mother. Well, it was too late to change his
mind now; the boy was enrolled at Hogwarts, for good or for ill, and Snape would
have to keep a close eye on him. Aloud, he said, "Many of the staff members and
governors had reservations about admitting you, Mr. Rosier; if you truly wish to
thank me, you may do so by proving me right and them wrong."
"Yes, Professor Snape. I'm very grateful to you, and I promise I won't let you
down."
"I'm glad to hear it," said Snape. "But I must warn you to be very careful. No
doubt some of the other boys will try to lead you into mischief on occasion,
particularly Mr. Malfoy. Our Headmaster is rather lenient, and believes that a
certain amount of...youthful exuberance..." Snape mouth twisted in distaste as
they formed those words. "...is to be expected. But what applies to other
students does not necessarily apply to you--you are here only on sufferance, and
what might be dismissed as a harmless prank in another student could get you
expelled. It may not be fair, but that is the way things are. Do you understand
me, Mr. Rosier?"
"Yes, Professor Snape," Dylan said quietly. "I will be careful. My mother, and
my aunt and uncle have already advised me so as well. I do not wish to bring
shame upon my family, particularly my mother, who has suffered so much already."
Snape was relieved to see a hint of genuine emotion in the boy's eyes. "Good.
One more thing--you must be even more careful around Professor Moody." He saw
the boy tense, and Dylan could not quite keep the hatred from showing in his
gray eyes. "No matter how you feel, you must not give him any reason--any
excuse--to find fault with you. Moody is, to be quite frank, extremely paranoid
and will see Dark Magic in the smallest hex, particularly coming from you. He
will have you expelled or worse on the slightest pretext, considering who your
father was."
"Yes, Professor," Dylan said through gritted teeth. "Mother has already warned
me. But it's so hard, seeing him in person, knowing that he killed my father--"
"I know," Snape said quietly. "But your father would not wish to see you
expelled or even arrested, should you lose your temper and do something
foolish." The boy nodded reluctantly, and Snape smiled sardonically. "If it's
any consolation, I'm sure Moody finds your presence to be equally disturbing.
Don't give him the satisfaction of letting him be rid of you. Stay, and be a
thorn in his side." The boy perked up slightly at that. "Be polite--or at least,
don't be rude. In fact, be as quiet and unnoticeable as you can in his class."
"Yes, Professor," Dylan said obediently.
"I know it will be difficult--"
"I can do it," Dylan said, a look of steely determination in his eyes.
"Yes, I believe you can," Snape murmured. The boy seemed to have inherited both
Ariane's and Evan's stubbornness; he wasn't sure if that was an entirely good
thing... "Very well; you may go now."
"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir." Dylan started to leave, then paused in the doorway.
"Professor Snape?"
"Yes?" The boy hesitated for a moment, not replying. "Well, what is it?" Snape
asked impatiently.
"I was just wondering..." Dylan's earlier aloof self-assurance was gone; he was
suddenly shy and anxious, making him seem much more like the child he really
was. "You knew my father...you were friends in school..."
It wasn't quite a question, but Snape answered, a little evasively, "We were
yearmates and housemates, yes."
"I was just wondering if..." Dylan took a deep breath, and said quickly, as if
rushing to get the words out, "If maybe I could come back to your office and you
could tell me about him sometime?"
Snape was taken aback, but silently cursed himself for being taken by surprise;
he should have expected this.
"Please? I mean, sometime when you're not too busy, of course," Dylan said
hastily. "I mean, Mother's told me about him, of course, but she only got to
know him in their fifth year, so you've known him longer..." His voice trailed
off, and he stared at Snape with pleading eyes.
Snape groaned inwardly. The very last thing he wanted to do was talk about old
times and deceased Death Eaters. But the boy was staring at him with what Snape
had come to think of as "the puppy-dog look" because Lupin used it on him all
the time, and he found himself saying, "Very well."
It came out sounding more grudging than gracious, but Dylan's face lit up and he
said, "Thank you, Professor! Thank you so much!"
"Yes, yes," Snape grumbled. "Now run along and go to bed; you start classes
early tomorrow morning."
"Yes, sir! And thank you again!"
The door slammed shut behind the boy, and Snape groaned out loud this time,
holding his head between his hands. {I must be going soft!} he thought. {And
it's all Lupin's fault!} The werewolf was a very bad influence. Death Eaters'
children, an Auror with a grudge, and no Lupin to console him or share his bed;
it was going to be a very long school year...
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The door to Snape's office slammed open without warning, causing Snape to jump
up from his desk with a start. It was Mad-Eye Moody dragging Draco Malfoy by one
arm. The boy's pale face was flushed red, his normally neatly combed hair was in
disarray and falling into his eyes, and those pale eyes were staring at Moody
with a combined look of terror and resentment. Then he turned his gaze to Snape,
staring at him pleadingly. Snape groaned silently, {Oh lovely! Just how I wanted
to start off the school year!} "Don't you know how to knock, Moody?" he asked
sourly.
Moody ignored him and gave Malfoy a shake. "I don't like people who attack when
their opponent's back is turned!"
"Professor, I didn't--" wailed Malfoy.
"I don't like liars, either!" growled Moody, giving the boy another shake.
"Stop manhandling my student, Moody," Snape said coldly. "I'm the Head of
Slytherin House, and if there's a problem with one of my students, I'LL deal
with it."
Moody shoved Malfoy away from him, and the boy scuttled around the desk, hiding
behind Snape. "He attacked Harry Potter--"
"Knowing Potter, I'm sure he did something to provoke Malfoy--"
"He insulted my mother!" Malfoy piped up, braver now that he had Snape between
him and Moody.
"He attacked when Potter's back was turned," Moody said. "But I suppose
cowardice is a Slytherin trait, eh?"
Now Snape's face went red as well, and he gave Moody a murderous glare. "Evan
Rosier and Lyall Wilkes weren't cowards," he said, pointedly looking at the
missing chunk in Moody's nose. "Whatever their other faults might have been," he
added silkily as Moody's face went dark with rage.
"Just like old times, eh Snape?" snarled Moody. "There's you, there's Malfoy
here, Crabbe and Goyle, and I hear Rosier's son just started here as well. I'll
be keeping my eye on you--on all of you. If you put one foot out of line...well,
there's plenty of room in Azkaban, and I'm sure your old friends would be happy
to see you."
"Paranoid as always, Moody," Snape spat. "You're creating a conspiracy out of a
simple schoolboy quarrel."
"Just remember what I said, Snape," Moody growled. His blue eye rolled in
Malfoy's direction. "And you too, boy! Tell your father what I said." He turned
and lurched out of the office, his wooden leg making a clunking sound that
echoed in the dungeon corridor.
As soon as Moody was gone, Malfoy turned to Snape and spluttered hysterically,
"You've got to do something about that madman, Professor! A ferret! He turned me
into a ferret!"
Snape frowned. "Sit down and calm yourself, Mr. Malfoy." The boy obediently
dropped into a chair, but was still babbling incoherently about ferrets. His
face was now sheet-white instead of red, and he was trembling violently. Snape
sighed; Lupin was the one who knew how to comfort distraught children, not him.
{But Lupin's not here now, is he? Thanks to you,} Snape's inner voice reminded
him. He stopped to ponder what Lupin might have done, then remembered that he
used to talk to Potter over a cup of tea. Snape shrugged; that was as a good a
place as any to start. He fixed a cup of tea, then did something Lupin would not
have done--he took a dusty bottle of brandy down from a shelf and stirred a
large dollop of it into the tea. Snape rarely drank, except for the occasional
glass of wine with dinner, and never to excess; he hated losing control of
himself for any reason. But the parents of his students often gave him expensive
gifts--including bottles of liquor--for Christmas. He kept the brandy in his
office because it could occasionally be used as an ingredient in certain
potions, and now possibly to revive students in shock. He handed the cup to
Malfoy and said gruffly, "Drink this."
Malfoy gave him a startled look, but accepted the cup and took a sip. He
grimaced slightly at the taste, but started to relax as the alcohol kicked in.
By the time he finished the last of the tea-and-brandy mixture, the color had
returned to his face and he had stopped trembling. "Thank you, Professor," he
said, sounding grateful and almost meek.
Snape blinked. A humbled and chastened Malfoy--would miracles never cease?
"You're welcome," he said, surprising both himself and Malfoy. He cleared his
throat and returned to his usual severe, intimidating tone of voice. "Now, tell
me what happened. From the beginning."
"Well, like I said Potter was insulting my mother--"
"I said, from the beginning, Mr. Malfoy!" Snape said sharply. Malfoy gave him
another startled look; he wasn't used to Professor Snape speaking to him that
way. {Well get used to it, boy,} he thought darkly. He had clearly indulged
Draco too much--keeping on the good side of Lucius Malfoy was one thing, but it
went too far when the boy brought a trigger-happy former Auror to his door.
Malfoy was still too cowed to object. "I was just showing Potter and Weasley
this article from the Daily Prophet," he whined. "It's not my fault Weasley's
father is so incompetent that he got written up by Rita Skeeter. They got mad
and started insulting my mother, and I just threw a little curse at Potter--"
Snape glared at him, raising an eyebrow. "Okay, maybe it was more than a little
curse, but--Moody turned me into a ferret! A FERRET! He BOUNCED me across the
hall! Merlin knows what he'd have done to me if McGonagall hadn't shown up!"
"Use some common sense, Malfoy!" Snape said impatiently, and Draco gave him a
wounded look. Snape ignored him. "Learn to pick and choose your battles, boy! Is
some foolish quarrel worth getting turned into a ferret?"
"But Professor--"
"At the very least, don't be stupid enough to pick a fight with Potter in front
of a teacher, particularly one who used to be an Auror! A very paranoid Auror at
that, might I remind you? The man is not entirely sane, Malfoy; how do you think
he got the nickname 'Mad-Eye'? As an Auror, he had the authority to use the
Unforgivable Curses on Death Eaters, and he used them quite frequently, I assure
you! Have you forgotten that he's killed at least two of your father's friends?"
{"Friends,"} Snape thought scornfully. {At least, that's what Lucius calls the
people he uses--until they are of no more use to him.}
"Rosier and Wilkes," Draco mumbled, sounding much more subdued. "Dylan's dad.
But--surely he's not allowed to use them anymore, not on a student--"
"Don't you get it, Malfoy?" Snape asked in frustration. "Haven't you noticed yet
that Moody doesn't much care about the rules? Oh, if he maimed or killed you, no
doubt your father would have him thrown into Azkaban, maybe even executed. But
that wouldn't do your corpse much good, now would it?" Malfoy was staring at him
in horror; Snape smiled grimly. {Ah, nothing like a good dose of reality to
shake one's sense of complacency; it's high time you realized there are
situations that your father's influence can't get you out of.} Aloud, he said,
"Moody doesn't see you and the other Slytherins as children, Mr. Malfoy. To him
you are all budding Dark Wizards, and if it were up to him, he would destroy you
all, as one would destroy a nest of vipers." Perhaps he was laying it on a bit
thick, but anything less wouldn't get through to the boy. Hmm...this might be an
opportunity to plant a small seed of thought in Draco without too much risk to
his cover. "You wish to become a powerful wizard like your father," he said in a
smooth, silky voice. "But power does not come without a price, Draco. The more
powerful you are, the more enemies you will make, and the more dangerous those
enemies become. Look what happened to Dylan's father, after all...that might
have been me or your father, under different circumstances. Look what happened
to Dylan--a child who had done nothing wrong save be born to the wrong parents,
consigned to exile for thirteen years..."
"That's not fair!" Malfoy protested, but he still looked pale and subdued.
"Surely, Draco," Snape said with a cynical smile, "your father must have taught
you by now that the world is not fair." Draco reluctantly nodded, and Snape
decided that was enough for one day. If he pushed too hard, the boy would not be
able to handle it, and would simply reject everything Snape told him. "Just be
more careful in the future," he said in an almost kindly voice. "Especially
around Moody. And remember, it doesn't hurt to present a respectable face to the
outside world."
"Yes, sir," mumbled Draco. "My father says that, too."
Snape fought back a scowl; he didn't like being compared to Lucius Malfoy, but
he supposed the boy meant well. "Well, run along then, and stay out of
trouble--I don't want to see Moody in my office again, is that clear, Malfoy?"
"Yes, Professor." The boy got up, then paused at the door. "Er...Professor?"
"Yes?" Snape asked, a little irritably.
"Thanks for the tea."
Snape looked up in astonishment, but Draco was already gone.
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