Thursday 1:19 PM
Hi heaven, below is one of my writings in my journal. Hehehe.. I'll let you read this one.. I wrote it the time when i was in the process of mending my broken heart. heheheh! (bacgkground sound: tintintitintint..) hehehe! Un poem na sabi q sau, until now di q pa din nahahanap. kc pag nagsusulat me nsa piece of paper lang, di q lam san q tinago... Ilalagay q pa to sa blog ko, pero for approval mo muna kung ok sya... hehehe..
When Love is Gone
-marj
How does one say goodbye to someone he has
begun to care about, without having to inflict pain?
How do we show a person that goodbye doesn't
mean abandoning him or her? That it only means
we have to let go of a relationship if things don't
work out any better anymore. I guess, there's really
no easy way..... Goodbye seems like a concluding
remark we have to speak when we leave someone
behind. It sounds so final. And yet, it is a heart
breaking reality we have to face somehow,
someday no matter how dreadful it may be. Letting
go of those we deeply love and care about, for
whatever reason, often leaves us helplessly
shattered. But on the other hand, clinging
pointlessly to what has been--- memories or
relationships-- usually isn't very good for us in the
end. But learning to have the courage to let go is a
sign of growth. It is an indication that we have
matured enough to know what we can do without
and that we are ready to make room for what we
really need in the next phase of our lives. Goodbye
is a sad thing, but it's very real. We have to face
the fact that we all have to say goodbye sometime
in our lives and there's no easy way of saying it.
That is why people often take off when we least
expect it. They just walk away, because they can't
figure a way of saying goodbye. Some people think
it's holding on that makes us strong; sometimes
it's letting go. Yes, there's no doubt about it--
parting gives us a lot of sorrow, especially if it's
forever! But then goodbye is really just another way
of saying hello. We move on, and one goodbye
may mean a lot of more hellos. So, we have to
learn to let go, and we should know when to finally
end up a chapter in our lives to be able to give way
for a new one. "Sometimes you don't realize how
much you CARE for someone, until they STOP
caring for you."
Heaven i know i won't be able to bid the word goodbye again and i won't be able to feel anymore the pain & bitterness of saying or even hearing that word. If there'll ever come a time in the future that u will have to say it to me, im very sure, that i can't write anything at all anymore.. because if ur gone, there'll be no words & thought left for me. I'll be lost.
Please just say U'll hold on to me, & won't let go of me. It is when u truly love someone, u have this fear of losing that someone. --and im afraid to lose you. I love you so much! i can't wait to see you na po. mwah!!! ill c u later!
--
"walk by faith...."
