the days when i used to update my site every so often, then i bored myself i guess. how does the site look so far? pink seems good. i've grown to embrace pink more and more. anyways, this is my first summer in boston actually. i've been here since late may, taking classes, and learning how to live on my own more often. i am currently subletting my friend's apartment for the month of july and 2 weeks into august. it's been great living with my 4 friends...now down to three since our other friend left for NY a week ago. now, it's just three girls and a guy. almost like two guys, a girl and a pizza place? haha. i love them very much. in the past month, things have been changing for me. i've realized many things...since after YFC pre-conference, late may, in NY. with the help & guidance of a good friend, followed by several friends later, i've learned, changed, grew. and continued to keep a good outlook on my situation. well, for the most part that is. i've made new friends, grown closer to others, and i've learned more about them as well as myself. =] there are still characteristics about me that haven't changed much. the fact that i think too much...my overly sensitive nature...low patience...& my attitude and judgment toward people, ideas, and etc. however, i'm slowly improving those difficult aspects of me...for example....my patience. little by little, i've waited and learned to wait for things...whether it be an object or progress in a friendship. another thing i didn't list was my short temper. that has actually been under control. this goes out to one of my best friends here at school. because of him, there were some things i had to improve or completely change. it's not that he told me to do these things...i decided on my own. he's such a wonderful person to me...understanding, sweet, funny, sarcastic >=( but in a good way, and i feel comfortable, safe & happy. but, what do you do when you're still uncertain of where you are? what can you do to be sure of what you're doing? where you're going? what do you do, this time, when now you've fallen for your...best friend? |