Disclaimer: Digimon and the characters do not belong ta meeh. Ummm…there is actually no fighting w/the digimon in this story so if u don’t wanna read it w/out the digimon fighting then juss don’t read it…^_^. O…after u read this pleaze delete it…I’ll be purdy grateful, cuz I don’t want peeps ta remember wat I wrote…^_^. If it’s that bad…>_<* (which I bet it is).
How do I really feel?
Out here under the stars, the soft breeze blowing at his hair, and the sweet smell of innocence cling in the air. He looked up at the stars and realize how he really felt about Sora.
Sora how could I look into those glossy brown eyes of yours, and tell you that I love you. When I’m afraid that I would hurt you. I practice over and over about what I would say to you so that you would be my girl. I pain at the thought that you would turn away, even though I see love in your eyes. I just don’t know anymore. How do I really feel about you, and how do you really feel about me?
I can’t wait another moment for you to be in my arms. The thought of you and me kissing under these stars pushes me to the point that I want to grab you and touch your soft lips. I can’t bare to look into those eyes of yours and not think of us together. I wanna tell you what I’m feeling, but I’m afraid I might break your heart, and that’s not worth losing you as a friend. Even though I think of you all day, and dream of us together, I won’t take a chance. I might do stupid things, but I won’t risk it when it comes to you. I LOVE YOU, SORA, but today is not the day for me to confess my love for you.
"Tai? What’s wrong?" Tai heard Agumon saying in a concerned voice.
"Don’t worry yourself man…what ever it is it would past" Tai said with a laugh yet he was blushing …you’re my best friend Agumon, but what I’m feeling you won’t understand. Even though this is tearing me up inside and it would do me good to talk about it…man you just wouldn’t understand. I won’t take a chance of embarrassing myself.
"Okay whatever you say, Tai" Agumon said in a tone that sounded as if he thought Tai was crazy, he went back to sleep, and left him staring up at the stars.
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"Sora what’s wrong" Sora heard Mimi ask.
"Nothing, that would really mean anything. I don’t know anymore, Mimi. I just don’t know" Sora said staring up at the same stars Tai was.
"It’s Tai isn’t it, Sora" Mimi said as if she was so sure of herself.
"Yeah, he’s sending me signals that tell me he likes me, and wants to be with me, but when I get near him he backs away." Sora said terribly blushing.
"Boys are stupid in that way Sora. They won’t tell us how they feel. They tug us along by our hearts until we don’t feel the same about them" Mimi said with disgusted voice, "not that I know how that feels like" *blush*
"But Tai isn’t that way, Mimi. You don’t understand he loves me, I know it. He’s just a little shy" Sora whispered in an unsure voice.
"Tai shy?" Mimi reached out and felt Sora’s forehead, "Are you okay, Sora?"
"Then I don’t know what it is then. Do you think I’m fooling myself, Mimi?"
"Not at all Sora. He’s a jerk for not showing how he really feels about you. It’s so visible" with that Mimi got up and walked over to Izzy, and started talking.
Thanks Mimi. I really appreciate your friendship, but you seem to have your own problems with Izzy. So I shouldn’t bother you with my problems.
Oh, Tai. I just know that you love me. I know it! It has to be love. I’m not fooling myself am I? No! I won’t believe that I am. I see the love in your eyes, and I believe you see mine. I wanna tell you how I feel, but I’m afraid you might break my heart. I know you are my friend. So it would be hard for me to tell you the feelings I have for you. What if you don’t feel the same about me? What if you leave me out in the cold? I know that I am right about our love, but what if you love me like a sister. Things will never be the same will it? Oh Taichi Kamiya don’t you see…I LOVE YOU? Don’t you see!?!