Dead So Long
I've been dead so long, I can't feel you no more
My heart's stopped beating, and my blood doesn't flow
'Cause I've had enough of you, and you, and you
And I've had enough of what you put me through.
I feel like hating you, but I can't, 'cause I loved you once
And the times that we had keep coming in my head
How I held you, and how my heart began to dance
And how I kissed you, and all the words we said
And how I loved you, and how we shared our dreams
And the love we had, how real it seemed
And the truth we felt and the lies we never told
And the endless nights, and the passion turned cold.
There were days I wondered why I loved you
And nights when I saw your face and thought I knew why
When I heard your voice and felt your touch
And now, thinking about you doesn't make me want to cry.
And now I want to forget you, to leave you behind
But I can't, 'cause our dead love still shadows my mind
You've hurt me, you've raped me, you've abused me
I can't forgive you, I won't forgive you, I'll never fucking forgive you
For what you've done to me.
For a time I felt like this.