| Do you really wanna know? |
| Or do you think I'm really going to share?!?! Well why else do you think I would have made this page, duh?!?! |
| Okay here we go with the rif raf people like to know about a person for some reason or another. My name is Amanda and I'm a 20 (as of october 17 that is) year old college student at Ferris State University in the middle of no where, in the lovely boring state of Michigan. my major well has stayed the same but we'll see how long that lasts and my major is biotechnology for those of you who don't frequently socialize or get in contact with me that often. |
| Well, well i suppose if you look at this site frequelntly or what not you might notice i've been changing things a bit. well i decided that the statment which was here was not true enough anymore or at least true enough to how i feel about things any more. surprising what can change in a couple of months or in a couple of hours. even though i know i am not alone in this world, i feel that is the way it is. i have a few people that i turn to, to talk to and what not but most are not near me and are hard to reach. i know that society is rushed now days and everyone is so busy yet i feel so unknown to my fellow man, even to my friends who are close. part of this is my own fault for having built so many walls about myself, but i am slowly trying to change that about me. i have recently opened myself up to a friend and i realized how long it has been since that part of me has been seen by any one person. some of my deepest and darkest feelings, thoughts and etc.. were brought into the light for all the world to view. i was pretty impressed with myself that i actually made it through that night and opened to my friend as i did. i hope as the days wear on that i will hold what i found in me tightly so that it may effect the way i live my life day to day and to be a more confidant and well rounded person. thank you babe for that night, you knew that is what i needed to get over that mountain in my way! ;) |
| well one thing I prefer is to dress in skatter or gothic apperal as it is so refered to as by society, it's more or less whatever suits my fancy. It's a choice I made awhile ago and it has probably been the most efficient and effective choices I've ever made in my life so far. it really weeds out who will associate with you and what not. some people can not look past the outer image. which i believe is the least of the things you need to look at when it comes to making friends and what not. it portrays who i am though and i like to wear what i wear, no matter if it fits what people see as me, because what do you truely know about me? i am what i am and that is for me to know about and care about, not you. |
| Okay I'm not the best speller in the world, I'm deffinetly not an english major and I don't think I could ever be but, I love to write poetry and what not so when I get things up and working I'll be posting some of my many writings I have done over the years. Maybe I'll even put up some of the ones no one has ever seen except a select few but will have to see about that. For my writings are an entrance way into my world and not many are allowed into the depths of my life but an elite few. So you have to be satisfied with what I'm willing to give you, but this whole site, if you can put it together, you will be able to see a testiment of who I am and you might find clues of the who real me is. |
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| Well let's see here this pic is a close representation of the kind of car i wish to own in the future sometime. but who knows life is full of wants and desires it's noe humanly possible to be satisfied with it all. And a big thanks to my cuttie of a friend Kyle for the pic of the mustang. Thanks babe! |
| well if you find it nessicary or you feel intrigued about who i am or you wish to try and see into me farther feel free to contact me at any of the blow places, but i can't tell you that i'll get back to you in any timely matter due to my scheduel with which i keep. most people who know me well know i'm prety hard to get a hold of, never here, or always busy. so many dependent upon me for so much but when you are like this it comes with the terittory. email: and alsom msn im: [email protected] aol im: angelfreak143u yahoo im: genanightmistress icq #: 148591916 |
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| *as a fore warning the site is under constrution right now so if there are big empty spots take in mind i might be going to add something into that spot* |