Lonely again

 

Still alone

Watching laughing, joking

Knowing im not a part of it

Knowing that I could not be.

 

Is this just school again

Being the outsider

A life occupation

I just want to be happy

 

I wish I could sleep

Sleep

Sleep

And never wake

Or in my heart

To drive a stake

No matter how

Just when.

 

Or the blades

To bleed my life

Into ashes

Into dust

Into nature

All I trust.

 

By raven