The fault, dear lady, was entirely
mine
this I do confess
But please believe, I did not mean
to place you in distress
And when you said, that fateful day
your world was falling down
I could not help but to feel my heart
break part without a sound
Perhaps you were callous because you hurt,
or perhaps you never cared
But Id like to thank you for letting me say
the things I never dared
I remember the night I fell for you
as you were saying Grace
Your head was down, you carelessly reached up
and brushed the hair from your face
Your left hand it was, I remember it still
that memory just will not go
Your left hand as well, we touched palm to palm
Yes yours was bigger, I know
You asked me what I saw in you
I knew not what to say
Ive thought about it, for a bit
Ill answer you today
When I said "its you, the things you do"
this was what I meant
You stand tall while others fall
to lifes little knocks and dents
Yet behind the strength theres a strange vulnerability
a you thats girlishly weak
And despite all you are, a bright shooting star
I know youre humble and meek
And when things get rough, with a wink and a laugh
you mercilessly take the mick
and make everyone smile and forget their fears,
while inside youre feeling heartsick
Because you care, behind that laugh
behind those eyes irrepressibly bright,
theres someone inside who does give a damn
though you keep her hidden from sight
Yet you showed her to me, you shared with me
the you that few others saw
and I saw imperfections and rough edges too
and loved you all the more
Youre charming and witty, youre flippant and fun
your lines can be funnily bad
like "left is right and right is wrong" and
"hic!" to the "alcohol lab?"
I remember we sat side by side on the steps
of your uni not saying a word,
confused and bewildered, yet strangely at peace
-- it was a night simply absurd
I remember you calling just to wake me up
at eight-thirty Saturday morning
I remember me groaning with half-open eyes
-- my day was just barely dawning
I remember you typing of a girl in her room
alone yet hysterically laughing
I recall a boy thinking God now thats weird
cos thats just what he had been doing
I remember you feeding the geese in Hyde Park,
you made them eat from your hand
I remember me falling in love once again;
That's why it all had to end
I never meant to hurt you, or cause you upset,
and I like to think I didnt
but your reproachful chidings I didnt expect
and sometimes I pretend you didnt
I still miss you sometimes as I walk through this life
alone inside my head
and I know youd say "it doesnt happen that way,
theres other fish up ahead"
I know youre right, Ill probably fall again
for someone new, someday
and then again, I never was a guy
to do things the conventional way
The fault, dear lady was entirely mine,
it doesnt take a genius to see
but sad as it seems, sometimes in my dreams
I ask, do you ever miss me?