Faith Healing

By Philip Larkin (1922 - 1985)

Slowly the women file to where he stands 
Upright in rimless glasses, silver hair, 
Dark suit, white collar. Stewards tirelessly 
Persuade them onwards to his voice and hands, 
Within whose warm spring rain of loving care 
Each dwells some twenty seconds. Now, dear child, 
What's wrong, the deep American voice demands, 
And, scarcely pausing, goes into a prayer 
Directing God about this eye, that knee. 
Their heads are clasped abruptly; then, exiled 
Like losing thoughts, they go in silence; some 
Sheepishly stray, not back into their lives 
Just yet; but some stay stiff, twitching and loud 
With deep hoarse tears, as if a kind of dumb 
And idiot child within them still survives 
To re-awake at kindness, thinking a voice 
At last calls them alone, that hands have come 
To lift and lighten; and such joy arrives 
Their thick tongues blort, their eyes squeeze grief, a crowd 
Of huge unheard answers jam and rejoice - 

What's wrong! Moustached in flowered frocks they shake: 
By now, all's wrong. In everyone there sleeps 
A sense of life lived according to love. 
To some it means the difference they could make 
By loving others, but across most it sweeps 
As all they might have done had they been loved. 
That nothing cures. An immense slackening ache, 
As when, thawing, the rigid landscape weeps, 
Spreads slowly through them - that, and the voice above 
Saying Dear child, and all time has disproved. 

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