NOVEMBER 2002
November 2
Don't get me wrong- I don't think people with down syndrom suffer that much. It is the people that have to care for them. In fact people woth downsyndrome are generally the happiest people you will ever meet. I just couldn't think of a better word. I dream of handicapped people, mainly with Downs Syndrome. There is a group of them and they all want to join a dating agency, but they keep getting rejected. I don't think it is fair, but I had to be hinest that hte only people that they would be a match with would be themselves. But I still thought tey should have the chance. I finally got the owner to agree because I convinced him that others might come along.

November 5
Obviously this dream is due to the influence of our encounter with a brown snake the other day. M and I were just in the unit when there was warning of snakes. I looked outside and could see under a rustic tin shed hundreds of snakes of varying sizes and colours all resting together. I freaked. Suddenly a short, fat, flat one slid over my foot. A guy Ihave never seen before said: "You should never touch a rabbit snake." So I assumed that they were all poisonous. There was a sudden uprising of the snakes and they crawled into my house. I was scared for M but before I got toher one was craling over her foot. I knew that if she sat still like she was that she would be okay. She did sit still and they all crawled into her room. The guy suddenly came running out of there after all the snakes. He scared them all away and said that they would never come back.

November 6
I was at the mall again. And this time I was being taught by Brett Gurewitz (Bad Religion member who appears to have saved them from their inevitable downfall). For the whole dream I was trying to tell him about another dream that I had. So just imagine for the whole dream me saying one sentence every sequence. The dream within a dream was: Greg Graffin wanted me. I wanted him really bad too, but I had to make a choice. I either had to be with Greg after his tour or learn from Brett. I kept getting interrupted so it took the whole dream just to say that. I ended up in Myer and I was walking around with a pair of sandals that I had bought previously and I thought that they might think that I stole them. But they didn't. On the news on every television was how 6 mexicans had been savagly attacked with darts in the chest. Everyone knew that they were Benicio Del Toros family (though he isn't mexican). I walked outside and saw Benicio in a rush, so I thought that I might offer him a lift to the crime scene. But I walked lethargically and he got into a taxi. I just shrugged my shoulders and got into the car. I was up to the final line with Brett G. But other students kept interrupting. When I mentioned being with Greg he said: "But isn't he married?" I informed him that he was divorced. He looked confused. I finally got the last line out and said: "I chose you." He looked at me and was happy and wanted oh so desperatly to kiss me, but we couldn't because he was my teacher. :o(

November 7
Essentially I had been held hostage along with Envii and all her old friends that I do not like. After the hostage situation the doctor wanted to take tests on me, but I refused. He wanted to sick some giant thermometer up my butt. Really not an intersting dream. All things that have gone through my mind during he previous day. I am going to add one of my boring past dreams.

November 10
I don't know what there crime was, but I became rather close to 2 young girls that were imprisoned. I know that the crime that they committed was no that henious because they were in a low security prison. And the prison seemed to have its own supermarket but what happened was that during the day a train went hourly from the prison to the supermarket so that prisoners could go and collect their own groceries. I was talking to one of the girls and she handed me a towel. Inside the towel was a picture of her and her boyfriend out the front of their school, and walking behind them was me. She left a note saying that she knew that she had seen me before. And I had always been nice to them. It was late at night and they were not allowed to go anywhere. But they needed to go to the supermarket. So they went and tried to sneak in without getting caught or people knowing that they were prisoners. BUt of course, trying to climb into a window and they got caught. I was at their councelling meeting because I was still sort of a prisoner. I don't know what crime I committed. But I was in trouble because I was so cloase to the girls. The councellor was a priest, and he was cute. And he had a bit of a thing for me. I knew that the moment that I got out of prison he and I would get together.

November 11
Im this dream we were chasing a terrorist and I was the head honcho. We were having seafood at a takeaway seafood resteraunt that was 5km away from the Austrian border. I hate seafood. I chased the terrorist/now serial killer to his hideout where he tried to defend himself by shooting at me. But I had my hand on the gun and he shot me thorugh the hand. He kept trying to shoot me but I kept it away and got a few more shots in the hand. He got away and I went back to the resteraunt and ate seafood with sauce that I didn't like.

November 14
I went back to sleep after this dream so it is a little hazy. Plus my mind is a little foggy from more alcohol. But it started as a fortress like castle. I know they were dangerous and the police wanted them, but they couldn't get them because they hadn't done anything yet. But then they essentially kidnapped me. They told me that they would kill me if I went against their orders. I knew that they would so I went out and recruited for them. But only people I didn't like. Nikki and Nic and Catherine. I also wanted to save the child that they had in their possession, but I couldn't. It just wasn't fair. I woke up. It was a lot more detailed but I am hungover. :o)

November 15
Kate was still in B******. Ali was coming over to pick her up but then there had to be a way for me to get to my parents. Ali decided to leave me her car and trailer, but she was paranoid about anything happening to her trailer. She couldn’t live without it. I said that I would be super careful and drive the whole way at 2 miles an hour, but I didn’t want to. So then Dad suggested that I hire a car for $5 a day. I realized that doing that was cheaper than catching the bus. So they hired me a car and Ali took her trailer. I decided that I would hire a car every time I went to B****** because it was $5 cheaper than catching the bus and I liked driving. Next thing I know is that I am in the hospital. I had had a temperature and a cold for the past week, but not that bad. Without taking my temperature they admitted me. I didn’t want to be there so I complained and another nurse took my temp. It was only 38.36 and I didn’t need to be there. Before I left a woman there complained of the kittens and said that they should not be in a hospital. I said it didn’t matter because they were going that day. She asked if she could have them all and I agreed.

November 16
Okay, Bernie is not my enemy. I just don't like her. And in my dream she was far from being my enemy. What happened was that Bernie was with Mark. In fact, she had married him. Seeing that he had never seen M she thought that it was about time. So she didn't tell us who her husband was, just had him meet us. He became infuriated. And so did I. I was more angry because I realized that he was married. I realized that any chance I had of being with him was gone. Even though we never got along, I proclaimed to hate him and all of that, somewhere deep inside I wanted to be with him. Is that saying something? Do I really feel that way? But I know in this dream from that point Bernie became my enemy. I did not like her.

November 18
It feels like three sperate dreams, but I know that they are all one. I was trapped on Mars with Envii some other girl and M. We couldn't quite figure how to get away. We were trapped. Eventually Envii figured a way out, but only 2 could go at once. She failed to tell me and M how to do it. So she went, leaving me and M on Mars. When they left some giant man eating bugs started attacking. Fortunatly they were scared of guns. I had a big motherfucking gun and started shooting. It was then that I found a piece of paper that explained how to get home. All we had to do was stand in the middle of the teleporter and quote a line then our military numbers. Unfortunatly on Mars your memory was short. I could not remember the line or our numbers. So I went in search of the magazine that they were in. I found the magazine in a house with 2 men living in it. Their mempry was short too and didn't remember anything, so they let us in. One didn't want me to because he didn't want a mess, but after a minute he forgot why we were there. M and I found our numbers and headed back to Earth. When we got there I had to go off with Catherine Ellis. In the dream we weren't talking, but I thought that I would give her another chance. We walked into a building where there was a market and a strip show up the other end. I wanted to see the stip show. Catherine reluctantly came along. I told her that she didn't have to, but she did. When we got up there the strippers were really good dancers,a nd there was even a fattish stripper, which I thought was totally wrong. We watched one routine and I got through half a warm beer. Catherine started throwing a tantrum and expected me to leave, even though I paid $20 to get in there. But I felt mean and left with her. We were walking down the street in B****** and it was foogy. She said that she regretted wearing lipstick because she was smoking. I asked why and she said smokers had people who wear lipstick because it got on their bong. We decided to catch a taxi. It was there and then that I decided that I would never be friends with her ever again. The taxi that we got into was driven by the mean guy from Mars. He told me that we had to go back and stop the giant bugs from coming to earth.

November 20
Pretty dull dream really. I was in class and there was 2 guys that I fancied. One was a Townsend look a like, the other like the guy that wears the bandana in Survivor Thailand (no one can ever be as cool as the delectable Ethan). Well, the Townsend look a like had a girlfriend. I was standing around Liquorland at Coles with a group of people. The survivor guy walked up and was the biggest creep. Every time that he talked to a woman he wouls walk up behind them and start rubbing himself against them. Eeeewww. Then one of my friends told me that the look a like was always fighting with his girlf. Next thing I was at the creche. All the class was there and I was so proud of my little girl. I wanted to show her off and she had just been swimming. Then the friend of the look a like was talking on the phone. She was talking to him and he was asking all questions about me because he knew that he and his girl would not last.

November 22
I had a lot of short dreams last night. I dreamt that there was blue ans red snakes under the house (not garish) and I refused to go out unless someone killed them. I dreamt that- oh, mental blank. I'll have to think... I was in my old flat with Envii & Catherine. There was a flood and it was so forceful that it would roll down one hill and try go up the other and then spray everywhere. And I dreamt that I was in my old house in S********* Road having dinner witha lot of girls and dad delivered turkey that mum had given us. While cutting it up I noticed htat it was cook, but I still couldn't be certain. I'll remember the rest later.

November 27
There was an old woman sitting on the porch of an antique shop. People believed that she could tell the future and know everything that there is to know. A woman went rushing up to her holding a statue of a pink elephant, its trunk raised in the air. She asked: "Is this a real fairy? My daughter made this. Is it really like a fairy?" The old woman replied: "I've seen that on cards a hundred times." The mother got angry as she knew the old lady was being evasive. She retorted with: "Don't give me that. My daughter is only 3 years old and she has never made anything this perfect before." (And it was perfect) The old woman mumbled: "It's only Bleuw. He's one of the most useless fairies." The mother wanted to see them so the old lady took them to a meeting. There was a lot of fairies. All were small but all looked differently. They were all beaeutiful and friendly. (HA to maurie- fairies are still good to me!)