DECEMBER 2002

December 9
I was with Kate and a group of people. We were on some sort of tour and for some reason Kate had it in her head that I had said that I wanted to walk and because of that everyone had to walk. But I knew that I hadn’t because I couldn’t walk. Because of this she threw a tantrum. She had bought a pair of shoes just so that she could walk. I didn’t understand where she got it from. But then she told me that I was going to give her the money for the shoes because it was my fault. I knew that I would refuse. Then she and the group decided that we were going jet skiing. I said that I did not want to but Kate told me that I had to. It cost $130 and I told her that all I had was $150 and she said that she didn’t care.

December 28
I dreamt that I pretty much had a house to move into. I had been paying rent in advance while I waited for the tenents to move out. But they had not really decided that I could move in yet. So they asked me to turn up and questioned me about Daniel. They said that they usually do not allow people into one of their houses if one of their relatives is a violent criminal. They showed me his mug shot. I got really angry but was not suprised. I knew that they would be afriad that when he came to visit they would commit a crime. I explained to them that I hated him and that he would never come to visit me. I thought about telling them that I had a restraining order on him. They didn't tell me straigt away. I went away and was shoppping in Safeway and was counting the receipts for the money that I had paid them. I had paid them around 15 weeks of rent for a $150 a week place! They said that meant that I deserved it. :o) I have to pay my rent.