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Age: 23
Height: 169cm (5"6')
Start: 120kg (264.5lb)
Current: 85kg (187lb)
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Valid during several days: During this period you will try to achieve something of significance in your work or career. You will not find it sufficient to continue as you have, and your ambition will become more powerful than usual. This can be either good or bad in the long run, depending upon how you go about getting ahead. On the positive side, this influence helps you overcome your previous limitations, which were caused largely by fear and lack of confidence. Now you feel capable of greater achievements and willing to work for them. This influence usually creates great optimism and self-confidence, but you must be careful that it does not become overconfidence. Your life will not take care of itself if you neglect the important details of daily existence. Do not let your seemingly more important present concerns cause you to neglect these other aspects of your life. But this influence can also signify an inflated ego, a state of mind in which you attribute to yourself powers and talents far beyond your actual abilities. In rare and extreme cases, a person may think of himself as godlike. But for most people this is expressed simply as overestimation of one's talents. Be careful not to take on more than you can handle. There is so much positive energy in this influence that it would be unfortunate to waste it with pride, foolish arrogance and overestimation of your capabilities. You want to be important now, and it is quite possible to attain that goal, but only if you know yourself adequately. Dare to do more than you have ever done before, but balance your daring with reason and care. The interpretation above is for your transit selected for today: Jupiter Square Med.Coeli exact at 09:23 activity period from 5 September 2003 to 14 September 2003.
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SEPTEMBER 10TH, 2003: 1000 HITS AND MOREON MAVERICK
The 1000th hit came from IP address 68.116.165.# , from somewhere in the East side of the US or the West side of South America. Woo-hoo!

OMG, ITS PARIS HILTON! I couldn't have chosen a better film at random. The untalented, completely skanky Paris Hilton is like, so totally cool. Being a socialite with Daddy's fortune just facinates me. And the fact that she seems to think that she can get away with anything.
So far, she is a TERRIBLE actor, but at least she is letting them take the piss out of her lifestyle! Yeay!

So, onto Maverick. One incident that I remember clearly from towards the end of the relationship was when I was driving his car. He was meant to be at work. Annabelle and myself were taking Missy out to Explorer Mall when my mobile rang. It was Maverick, yelling his stupid head off me because he needed me to drive him to cricket and was angry because I wasn't sitting at home, on my fat arse waiting for him. Yes, that was it. I was a 'mole' because he had to go to cricket and I should have been there. Needless to say he had not told me that he had to go to cricket, so why would I be waiting for him?
So he insulted me, called me a 'mole' of all things (that was bad enough in high school, but as an adult?) and told me if I didn't get the car back he would call the police and report it stolen. And all because I wasn't sitting at home waiting to take his orders. What was I mean to do? Not leave the house unless he asked told me to and be able to read minds? Argh, why did I take it?
I know where he gets it from. His damned mother. I was with Maverick on my 21st birthday. Because I was pregnant dinner was in order intead of a big night out on the booze. I wanted to dine at the Clover, however Maverick and his mother refused to come if we ate there because they recieved shoddy service. I wonder why? Well it could have something to do with the fact that his mother complained about getting an outter lettuce leaf, and that was unacceptable. She expected to have the centre of the damned thing. And that was the only thing that she had to complain about. Excuse me? Why not just tell them and they'd fix it? No, just refuse to go to someones dinner because of one damn lettuce leaf.
They must complain about everything because they also got a free night at the Hilton for complaining about their service!
As for my 21st, I think that I have talked about Maverick's present buying- or rather lack there of. Two days before my 21st birthday he won $1000, and spent it on marijuana. Then proceeded to tell me that he had no money to get me a gift. On the night of my dinner his parents gave me a nice necklace. They told me that they asked Maverick wether I prefered silver or gold, and he had no idea. That was his entire input into my gift, and then claimed it as his own because 'he didn't have the money'. Even his grandmother got me a nice pair of earrings. Arsehole.
As for my birthday, which I was sure that I wrote about here but cannot find an entry, that is when it all came crashing down and I gave it my last shot to make things work, but knew it was all over. I don't understand why I tried to make it work, he was a emotionally abusive and all the aforementioned stuff. I guess I was needy, and pathetic.

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COMMENTS
Name: energy
Is your mouth feeling better?

Maverick sounds like a major ass. Its a good thing you got out before you or Missy ended up really hurt. And now that you know for sure hes not the father you can completely rid your life of him!

Keep on the bright side!


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