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SEPTEMBER 4, 2003: SAD:
So my computer got a virus that kept shutting it down, rather annoying when you are in the midle of something and KAPOW! your computer shuts itself down.
So I ran the recovery and I think that it has worked, except mow I am missing Word, and am having trouble putting it back on. Bastards. And the stupid internet people are obviously connected to the telephone people (okay, they really are) because when you put in their number the first time it tends to disconnect you at every available opportunity. You then call and complain and they give you a different number. I don't know one person this hasn't happened to. Imagine the profit to be had by constant reconnections!
I am feeling really shitty today. I just don't think that anything feels right, or that I should, I don't know. I am just depressed. So deeply and thoroughly that I want to curl up under the doona and not move for several hours.
I have a n essay due today that I have not even begun, and am reluctant to. I don't know why but it seemes there is a self destructive part of me and I am having trouble turning the switch off.
On better news I bought Cube on DVD yesterday whilst my parents were here. I am as of yet to watch it, but I will soon enough. I have it to watch whenever anyway. Now all I need for a great collection of continually watchable films is Stigmata, Pi, Dream With The Fishes, The Wicca Man and a hell of a lot of others, but that is the top of the list.
I really should get on with this essay. The fact that it is sociolgy makes it even moe depressing. And my tooth hurst.
Oh yeah, this is what I get for being kind. The other day I was at the dentist, about to go in, when this guy came in for the wrong appointment. He was having trouble with his wisdom teeth and I know how much pain that is. So I said if he was in a lot of pain I would take his appointment next week because my teeth weren't hurting.
No, this isn't an excuse to avoid the dentist, I was feeling okay about it. I was being nice because I knew how much pain he would be in an another week would be hell. So now this is what I get, tooth pain. It really doesn't seem fair.
Okay, onto my essay about cross dressing! Cheers and merry be all.
POSTED BY SAMANTHA AT 0831HR. COMMENT.

COMMENTS
Name: energy
Sorry to here about your tooth. Perhaps you could call the dentist and ask for a perscription for a pain killer to tide you over. I know that the drugs they gave me for both my wisdom teeth and root canal were wonderful. Well, the root canal one completely stopped my digestion which is both good and bad, but the point was that they were very good on pain. And I suspect you're dentist would understand and give it over the phone since he must know that you've been delayed from going in.

Your virus sounds like the blaster worm, from the description I've heard.

Hope you feel better soon!
~energy



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