I can�t stand your smile
It makes me bleed
I hate your lies
They cover me
They make me blind
They make me see
That you never again will be a part of me
I know you�ll hate me forever more
And I know I can�t stop you from walking out that door
But if I could ever start all over again
Because there are some things time can�t mend
I ache inside
I want to bleed
Your eyes burn
And my heart is in need
You make me die
And I can�t cry
Because you don�t deserve my tears
I know you�ll hate me forever more
And I know I can�t stop you from walking out that door
But if I could only start over again
Because no matter how much I love you my mistakes will never end
As time goes by
I miss your face
I miss your smell
I miss this place
I want you back
But you can�t love someone
That you want dead
Just kill me now,
And then maybe you will see
That maybe these lies wouldn�t let you be
They plague your dreams and haunt your bed
And leave you bare without a tear to shed
But I am free and regretful with sin, missing the days that could have once been.