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| How much can I take? Time to stop being fake. Wherever I go I see them two, she says "Oh no, there he is lemme hide behind you." No smile no "hi" not even a wave might as well stick myself in a grave not that it would matter to you you'd take a second out of your life to say "boo hoo" as time goes on things make me sadder and sadder but then again, in the end, it doesn't really matter Now matter how much I do she can't see it No matter how much I change she just ignores it No matter how much i try she just throws it to the side You knew how big my heart was and decided to start the battering now every day I see you, more and more my heart is shattering its not too fun to look down and see it broken on th floor but I guess you think it's fun 'cause u do it more and more you've unlocked my heart you're the only one with the key though it doesnt matter to you it means a shit-load to me but nothing will change the way things are maybe I messed up, fell behind par I wish I could at least figure out one damn mistake 'cause with all these emotions I'm starting to shiver and shake because there is just too much it never stops! and then my heart gets so beat up it gets too swollen and pops that's when it starts to really hurt knowing ur just a god-damned flirt you build my heart up just to have it shatter because in your head it doesnt even metter CHORUS 2X All these problems build up inside my head some of them were never said they pile up high filling my head till i wonder why I can't be dead someone do it pull the trigger right now and here then so many problems would just dissapear with all this how much advice I get is none but when the tables are turned I have to give out a ton the only advice that people do share is when they say "try not to care" I can't just pretend shes gone, just a ghost think about it, shes the one I care about most but I've realized ur purpose was changing my life you need not grow up and become my wife or even a girlfriend or more then a friend but just a friendship will be hard in the end it pissed me off though that I really tried but all my efforts were thrown to the side cause I've gotten so damn far up that ladder but as they say, in the end, it doesnt even matter CHORUS 3X |
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